Ollie opined:
Latham retorted:
Joseph finalized:
> What if it worked? I think it working would be funny. People would feel an obligation to lead a holy life afterward. That could be a form of being crippled.
Good point Ollie. Reminds me of 'some' people who go to AA and manage to get by without drinking yet feel obligated to continue attending meetings out of fear of some kind. It's like they're afraid their higher power will get angry and vindictive if they turn their backs on it. I know the vibe. It's an addiction of sorts. A superstition/addiction type thangaling, like an athlete who wins the big game wearing a certain shirt and must now wear it for every important game or he's going to lose. How about the ones who aren't crippled by finding God, they do it on purpose to give their lives meaning. Like the ones who are sole survivors of airplane crashes and so forth and are convinced that God has saved them for a higher purpose - or so they say in public. It's funny. I like it.
> It's stories like that that make one wonder just how much bullshit are
> our elders feeding us. Can you imagine the audacity of telling a midget
> that if he jumps into the Holy Pool, his dick will grow longer? Your
> dear mother, if she is still alive, has my heart-felt sympathy. She'd
> have been better off going to the local bar in Lourdes (appropriately
> named 'Crips') and gotten piss-ass drunk on Jameson and Guinness. While
> there she can consume as much pickled sausage as she can eat. Before the
> night's half way through, she be farting up a storm annd loving every
> minute of it. Your mom deserves a good time; take her to Lourdes.
Judith, sometimes when I think about laughing at the Lourdes section of my mother's photo album I feel bad about it. I never knew my mother for real. I mean, we never talked. Same with my father. I'm not crying about it, just saying I didn't know them and admit it, that as a kid I thought only of myself. I think most kids are that way. I hope I'm right. I came to realize later that my parents were only kids when they had me. I mean, in their 20s. I would cry to anyone who would listen about having to live in the projects with my crippled mother but must admit at the time that I never thought much about how she felt about it. She spent 7 years in the Allentown City Hospital in PA. Lupus, diabetes, all kinds of shit that came down on her suddenly in her early 20s. That's why I was sent to the orphanage. Then I finally get out - like getting out of prison - and now what? The projects? Never heard of the projects, but they were not what I was hoping for. Anyway, some of these older people, now that I'm older, I'd like to get to know them, talk to them adult to adult - get to know them as friends. All truth. Alas they are no longer alive, but soon I will be joining them.