Shit the pants again

Thomas Joseph

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Mar 7, 2020, 5:30:55 PM3/7/20

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A large load. I felt a shit coming on prior to getting my coffee. I was near the library so I stopped in. First stall I went to I had to back out because there were turd stains on the floor. Then I heard the handicap stall door open up and snagged it. The floor was clean but the seat was down and the urine was un-flushed. Lots of pigs using that restroom and I'm not one of them.

I took a crap and could tell it was incomplete. But I dug in with some baby wipes I had on hand as well as some tougher paper towels I carry in my back pocket. I figured I was good to go.

About halfway through my coffee I could feel my guts churning. I raced through the coffee and walked home, about 7 minutes. I did not feel shit come out but I did feel a wetness between the cheeks. Please don't let there be shit in my underwear. This was my mantra during the 7 minute walk. I was wearing long johns over the briefs. When I pulled them down to sit on the toilet I could see the turd meat spread wide throughout the fabric. It's not really a huge amount, maybe just a pellet, bon bon sized, but during the walk it spreads through the cheeks and gets mushy. So while sitting on the toilet I had to take my shoes off, carefully, then the long johns just to get the undies off. I put them in the sink and proceeded to take shit number two for the day. A lot of it backed up. I cleaned the undies as best I could and sprayed them with peroxide. There will be a light stain, I can tell. But I'll be the only one seeing it so I really don't care. What a fucking chore though. Time consuming too.

And now I face a long walk to the markets with the guts churning anew as I face the possibility of shitting my pants twice in the same day. That's what lying in bed for days will do. Not enough routine I suppose. Anyway, I did it again - shit my pants - and no matter how bad it gets (well, I suppose there IS a limit), I am not going to see any doctors about it because my faith in them is shot. I washed my hands really good after cleaning out the undies and am wondering if shit might be a deterrent to the Corona virus. Could be. Up in the morning, wash your hands with shit, then rinse thoroughly. The protective qualities will be assimilated through the pores just enough to stave off the virus while your hands are devoid of stench and ready for nose picking if needed.

Thanks for reading.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Mar 7, 2020, 7:30:08 PM3/7/20

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Life is a circle and it is turning in on you. Back to the diapers. Soon you will be crying and needing to suck on a nipple.

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Mar 9, 2020, 9:50:02 AM3/9/20

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As a kid I used SEARS catalog with the lingerie ads. Man they were hot.

Thomas Joseph

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Mar 10, 2020, 1:09:58 AM3/10/20

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On Monday, March 9, 2020 at 9:50:02 AM UTC-4, OllieN...@aol.com wrote:

> As a kid I used SEARS catalog with the lingerie ads. Man they were hot.

As a kid I was a walking boner. I was never an exhibitionist but I remember one night around age 14 running around the block totally nude with a hard on. The thought of being seen was frightening and exciting at the same time. But it was not some lingering thing of mine. I played with my cock a lot as a kid as I'm sure most did. Then I got into the real thing for a few decades and went back to going solo when I got older. Not much older either. Well, like it or not this computer is good for porn - nice screen with sound - plus it's not on anyone else's computer. I just hope nobody ever sees the snuff and child porn I've been downloading. I have to keep that secret or I'll never be able to be President if I decide to run in 2024.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Mar 10, 2020, 7:51:57 AM3/10/20

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I think in 2024 anything goes. In fact let that be your slogan.

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Mar 11, 2020, 9:12:45 AM3/11/20

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Trump was taped saying grab women by the pussy and was still the winner. In a way I am glad you can get away with this since it is open season on men. In the old days JFK could fuck secretaries in the White House pool and noe reported it.

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Mar 23, 2020, 5:10:33 PM3/23/20

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On Sunday, March 22, 2020 at 10:34:19 PM UTC-4, OllieN...@aol.com wrote:

> Sheep - the food you can fuck. Great slogan

Do you remember the "Good Old Pig" joke? A guy is driving by a farm when he notices a pig with only 3 legs. He pulls over and gets out. "How come that pig only has 3 legs?", he asks the farmer.

"Let me tell you something about that pig", the farmer says. "One night the whole family was sleeping and a fire broke out in the house. That pig came into the house and woke us up. That is one special pig."

"Yeah, but how about the leg?", says the traveler.

"Wait a minute, wait a minute", says the farmer, "that aint all - there was the time my son my son fell into the pond and was drowning till that pig pulled him out. I'm telling you, that is one special pig."

"That is remarkable", says the traveler, but how about the leg?"

"Oh, one more thing", says the farmer, "one more thing. There was the time I slipped off my tractor and was going to get run over for sure, but that pig pulled me out of there and saved my life. I'm telling you that is one special pig."

Again the traveler asks, "Yeah, but how about the leg? How come the pig only has 3 legs?"

And the farmer says, "Well, when you got a pig as special as this you don't want to eat it all at once."

OllieN...@aol.com

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Mar 23, 2020, 10:00:49 PM3/23/20

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That is the best joke in the world. You will be charged for using it. That farmer gets a royalty on it.

Judith Latham

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Sep 21, 2021, 4:19:20 PM9/21/21

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On Saturday, March 7, 2020 at 5:30:55 PM UTC-5, jazee...@gmail.com
wrote:
> A large load. I felt a shit coming on prior to getting my coffee. I was near the library so I stopped in. First stall I went to I had to back out because there were turd stains on the floor. Then I heard the handicap stall door open up and snagged it. The floor was clean but the seat was down and the urine was un-flushed. Lots of pigs using that restroom and I'm not one of them.
>
> I took a crap and could tell it was incomplete. But I dug in with some baby wipes I had on hand as well as some tougher paper towels I carry in my back pocket. I figured I was good to go.
>
> About halfway through my coffee I could feel my guts churning. I raced through the coffee and walked home, about 7 minutes. I did not feel shit come out but I did feel a wetness between the cheeks. Please don't let there be shit in my underwear. This was my mantra during the 7 minute walk. I was wearing long johns over the briefs. When I pulled them down to sit on the toilet I could see the turd meat spread wide throughout the fabric. It's not really a huge amount, maybe just a pellet, bon bon sized, but during the walk it spreads through the cheeks and gets mushy. So while sitting on the toilet I had to take my shoes off, carefully, then the long johns just to get the undies off. I put them in the sink and proceeded to take shit number two for the day. A lot of it backed up. I cleaned the undies as best I could and sprayed them with peroxide. There will be a light stain, I can tell. But I'll be the only one seeing it so I really don't care. What a fucking chore though. Time
consuming too.
>
> And now I face a long walk to the markets with the guts churning anew as I face the possibility of shitting my pants twice in the same day. That's what lying in bed for days will do. Not enough routine I suppose. Anyway, I did it again - shit my pants - and no matter how bad it gets (well, I suppose there IS a limit), I am not going to see any doctors about it because my faith in them is shot. I washed my hands really good after cleaning out the undies and am wondering if shit might be a deterrent to the Corona virus. Could be. Up in the morning, wash your hands with shit, then rinse thoroughly. The protective qualities will be assimilated through the pores just enough to stave off the virus while your hands are devoid of stench and ready for nose picking if needed.
>
> Thanks for reading.

Next time you feel the need to shit and there's no bathroom around,
just pull your pants down and shit where you're standing. Start
mumbling something incoherent and people will swear you're a nut job
and will leave you are.

Thomas Joseph

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Sep 21, 2021, 11:43:40 PM9/21/21

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> Next time you feel the need to shit and there's no bathroom around,
> just pull your pants down and shit where you're standing. Start
> mumbling something incoherent and people will swear you're a nut job
> and will leave you are.

I knew a nut job girl named Vicky who has taken shits on Hollywood Blvd. One night I had her over to my place for some drinks. She was a drinker. So was I. She was a street person but didn't smell. As a female she probably had access to things. We messed around a bit, can't remember much. The next day I woke up in bed with her about to walk out the door. "I cleaned your cat box", she said.

I thanked her and went back to bed. A short time later there was loud knocking on my door. It was the apartment manager. "What's all that stuff on the walkway beneath your window?" I was 3 floors up. I told him I didn't know and went to the window to check it out. I could see the debris was beneath the kitchen window which is where I kept the cat box. Vicky had dumped the entire box of crap and litter out the window. She did not do it to be mean, at least I don't think she. It was just the Vicky version of cleaning out a cat box.

How about a long hose running from the ass hole all the way down the pants leg? Shit as you walk. If anybody says anything I'll tell them I just stepped in dog shit. This is an invention waiting to happen. Fuck the diapers, I don't think I'd ever go that route. And oh my God, please, the colostomy bag - I don't want to go there. But there's got to be a way to take a secret shit while on the move when the need strikes. Where is Fauci and the rest of the science community when we really need them?

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Sep 25, 2021, 12:38:05 PM9/25/21

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I spent my life trying to stay out of the ghetto but the ghetto keeps getting bigger. I will lose.

Thomas Joseph

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Sep 25, 2021, 5:18:34 PM9/25/21

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> I spent my life trying to stay out of the ghetto but the ghetto keeps getting bigger. I will lose.

You will be swallowed up by that which you created, Whitey!

Judith Latham

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Sep 26, 2021, 12:05:57 AM9/26/21

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On 9/25/2021 5:18 PM, Thomas Joseph wrote:
>
>> I spent my life trying to stay out of the ghetto but the ghetto keeps getting bigger. I will lose.
>
> You will be swallowed up by that which you created, Whitey!
>

America has sissy ghettos. If you wanted to see a real ghetto, you had
to live in Poland in the early 1940s. Times were dangerous then.
Hundreds of people were dead, many had been shot or hanged You've seen
the pictures of how skinny the people were. In Williamsburg, all the
skinny people I see are crack addicts. So I'm guessing there must have
lots of crack-heads back then. Apparently if people were willing to go
through all that shit, it must have been some bad-ass rock they had out
there.

Thomas Joseph

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Sep 26, 2021, 6:35:10 PM9/26/21

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> America has sissy ghettos. If you wanted to see a real ghetto, you had
> to live in Poland in the early 1940s. Times were dangerous then.
> Hundreds of people were dead, many had been shot or hanged You've seen
> the pictures of how skinny the people were. In Williamsburg, all the
> skinny people I see are crack addicts. So I'm guessing there must have
> lots of crack-heads back then. Apparently if people were willing to go
> through all that shit, it must have been some bad-ass rock they had out
> there.

I believe there have been improvements in some ways world wide or with so-called civilized society in general, but as a rule I think it's worse today with everything going faster and faster like a spinning top about to explode. Be honest, if you had to, would you rather walk through the Warsaw Ghetto or South Central L.A.? I think I know the answer. I tell this to people who go to movies and bitch about them not being "real enough." I tell them, "You want reality? Find the nearest American ghetto, park your car, and take a walk through it - you'll get realism in a hurry." Same thing when I lived in Hollywood and drove the cab. I'd pick people up and they were always disappointed. Hollywood where I lived was not very touristy. Just the names of celebrities on the sidewalk and that's about it - back then. I used to tell the tourists, 'You want to see stars? Wait till after dark and take a walk down anyone of these sides streets. You'll see stars alright."

OllieN...@aol.com

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Sep 27, 2021, 9:42:43 AM9/27/21

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I lived in LA for 22 years and never saw a star. Maybe an extra or two.

Thomas Joseph

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Sep 27, 2021, 7:32:39 PM9/27/21

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Sep 30, 2021, 3:24:52 PM9/30/21

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Someone is to blame. And when I find them I will ask them for a job.

Judith Latham

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Sep 30, 2021, 11:07:50 PM9/30/21

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I have nothing against most Christians. It's those "Jesus love you"
assholes I want to avoid. I don't like being around those Hasidic rabbis
who spin live chickens around their head either. All sects or cults have
their crazies. Hang out with the Islamic crowd and you may wind up being
decapitated. Give me the agnostic majority.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 1, 2021, 2:28:10 PM10/1/21

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He loves you but does he find you doable?

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 6, 2021, 11:55:40 PM10/6/21

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Be funny if it was staged by Kool Aid.

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 7, 2021, 1:41:36 AM10/7/21

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> All those bodies rotting simultaneously would emit a horrifying stench

> for all the surviving animals and birds. On the bright side, there'd be

> an enormous stockpile of food in those corpses. It's possible a new
> species would be spawned to replace us; a being far superior to
> humanity. Or maybe just zillions of maggots infesting the world and they
> become the dominant species.

I am a nose guy but have never smelled a dead human body. I wonder what it's like. I would never do anything to stupid to find out. I wonder, are there people gifted with senses of smell so powerful they can name the exact number of corpses in a festering pile? Like archeologists standing around dig site, I see two odor experts positioned near the corpse pile, scholar-sniffing the
stench- filled air.

"Hmmm, I'd have to estimate at least a thousand", says the first guy.

"Nah", says his associate, "Your estimate is way too high. My senses tell me there's less than a thousand in that pile."

"Oh really?", says the other guy, "wanna bet on it?"

"I'll let you know in a minute", comes the reply, "I want to get another whiff here."

He sniffs delicately at the air, then says, "Ok, we've got a bet. I'm saying there's less than a thousand dead people in that pile, you're saying there a thousand or more. How much you wanna bet?"

"I'll bet my life on it", replies his cohort. "But since the bet concerns a thousand corpses, over or under, why not make it an even grand. I'll bet you $1.000 there's more than a thousand corpses in that pile."

"Ok", says the other guy, "it's a bet. Now who's going to do the counting?"

"Good point. That's an awful lot of bodies to count. Gotta move 'em first. Some rough work."

"Tell you what", says his associate, "let's find something else to bet on, then whoever loses that bet has to count the bodies with the other guy watching to make sure it's a legit count. Ok?"

"Sure it's ok", says the other guy, "but what are we going to bet on?"

"How about whether you're going to live or die after I put a few bullets through your skull", says the other guy, drawing a small pistol from his coat and pointing it at his astonished partner.

Just then the pile moves. Someone in that pile is alive. This changes everything.

"The pile, it moved", says the guy about to get shot.

"I saw it", says the other, "but it changes nothing. Sorry, you gotta go." Then he pulls the trigger, sniffing at the air to absorb the aroma of gun powder deep into his nostrils and lungs straight to his soul - the soul of an expert in odor dedicated to his craft.

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 7, 2021, 1:46:06 AM10/7/21

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> Be funny if it was staged by Kool Aid.

The Kool Aid Challenge, like the ice bucket thing for ALS. Make it some kind of charity thing. I haven't seen Kool Aid advertised on TV in a long time. Or maybe it's been advertised a thousand times and I just never paid attention. I am capable of letting commercials drift straight through my head. Still after all these years an amazing number of folks dead all at once at the same time - on fucking purpose. Hard to believe. Could have been murdered. On the other hand who knows? That's the beauty of it - the mystery. The Kooky Conundrum of the Kool Aid Killings.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 7, 2021, 1:22:22 PM10/7/21

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On Thursday, October 7, 2021 at 1:46:06 AM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Be funny if it was staged by Kool Aid.
> The Kool Aid Challenge, like the ice bucket thing for ALS. Make it some kind of charity thing. I haven't seen Kool Aid advertised on TV in a long time. Or maybe it's been advertised a thousand times and I just never paid attention. I am capable of letting commercials drift straight through my head. Still after all these years an amazing number of folks dead all at once at the same time - on fucking purpose. Hard to believe. Could have been murdered. On the other hand who knows? That's the beauty of it - the mystery. The Kooky Conundrum of the Kool Aid Killings.

I was in the Navy when it happened. I was freaked out by it. I am sure most people were. Well I think the COVID shot is the new version of it.

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 7, 2021, 3:44:53 PM10/7/21

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> I was in the Navy when it happened. I was freaked out by it. I am sure most people were. Well I think the COVID shot is the new version of it.

Not getting the COVID shot reminds of news articles about people dying in car crashes and how they'd always tell us at the end of the report whether the dead people we're wearing seat belts or not. Actually they only mentioned it if they weren't wearing them. Same with COVID. Every news report is an advertisement for the vaccine. Every time we read about some new death from the dreaded but on the way to boring virus it's someone who hasn't been vaccinated. Then they interview people in the hospital who have the virus, and they all say, "I really wish I had gotten the shot. I was such a fool for putting it off. Now look where I'm at!" There used to advertising sections in the newspapers. Good ones too. Bought a few used cars and TVs out of the paper, always did well with it. Now the whole front page is an ongoing advertisement, like a changing billboard, one that right now spotlighting COVID and BLM. The Jones thing did not freak me out. I was overjoyed by the madness of it. I did find it incredible though and still do. But I never felt threatened by it directly, not after looking at the pictures of the faces of some of those who died (before they died), and they all looked nuts. And in fact no doubt about it - they all were nuts. One of them could have gone nuts and killed a thousand people. Looking at it that way, with 900 dying in Jonestown, maybe in the end a hundred lives were saved.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 9, 2021, 2:02:24 PM10/9/21

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On Thursday, October 7, 2021 at 3:44:53 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > I was in the Navy when it happened. I was freaked out by it. I am sure most people were. Well I think the COVID shot is the new version of it.
> Not getting the COVID shot reminds of news articles about people dying in car crashes and how they'd always tell us at the end of the report whether the dead people we're wearing seat belts or not. Actually they only mentioned it if they weren't wearing them. Same with COVID. Every news report is an advertisement for the vaccine. Every time we read about some new death from the dreaded but on the way to boring virus it's someone who hasn't been vaccinated. Then they interview people in the hospital who have the virus, and they all say, "I really wish I had gotten the shot. I was such a fool for putting it off. Now look where I'm at!" There used to advertising sections in the newspapers. Good ones too. Bought a few used cars and TVs out of the paper, always did well with it. Now the whole front page is an ongoing advertisement, like a changing billboard, one that right now spotlighting COVID and BLM. The Jones thing did not freak me out. I was overjoyed by the madness of it. I did find it incredible though and still do. But I never felt threatened by it directly, not after looking at the pictures of the faces of some of those who died (before they died), and they all looked nuts. And in fact no doubt about it - they all were nuts. One of them could have gone nuts and killed a thousand people. Looking at it that way, with 900 dying in Jonestown, maybe in the end a hundred lives were saved.

In my head I can be Jones and his followers. I can see the apocalyptic as clear as them. This is why I have a innate aversion to groups. Even AA can get to be too much. There I drink their Kool aid.

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Oct 12, 2021, 1:08:38 PM10/12/21

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If I wanted to I could meditate into a acid trip if I tried. I did meditation with a pshychologist in group therapy and I had a third eye experience. He was impressed saying in all the years he has meditated it has never happened for him. I know I am plugged in but I keep it switched off.

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Oct 17, 2021, 5:57:13 PM10/17/21

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I was told that the quickest way for me to lose weight was to try
heroin. I've been thinking about it. I can get the Amy Winehouse look;
dead heroin chic

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 17, 2021, 6:07:15 PM10/17/21

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I was afraid I would become him. Or I was him minus the heroin.

Probably your last suggestion. I knew a lot of people who used heroin. Some would sneak hits in the poolroom and nod out. I was friends with most of them. Most. Not all. Maybe had your guy been in the group he would not have been one of them. When I drove cab I had a group of speed freaks who'd call me all the time, and I always got paid, if only with collateral of some kind. I think heroin is probably dangerous, but not as dangerous as the delivery system - the shot. Put vitamins in a hypodermic and you'll wind up with lots of deaths resulting from "too much health all at once." Yes, it's the all at once aspect of shooting up that keeps me at bay. If available for smoking or nasal sniffing I'd probably try it today. Maybe.

Thomas Joseph

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Oct 17, 2021, 6:12:57 PM10/17/21

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> I was told that the quickest way for me to lose weight was to try
> heroin. I've been thinking about it. I can get the Amy Winehouse look;
> dead heroin chic

Come on Judith, the trick is to be unique. You don't want to copy anyone, let alone Amy Winehouse. Now tell me the truth, if you had an album collection, and maybe you do, would Winehouse be in it? Some people go for the image, but let's face it, the voice sucks. Winehouse was a nothing. But if you want to follow in her footsteps, so to speak, yet at the same time "do it your way" Anka style on the road to immortal fame, then I would say trick #1 is to become famous. This is the most important step. You have to be famous enough for people to give a shit about you. Once you have taken step #1 and become famous, the idea then is to go out in your own unique memorable style. Do not lose the weight. Repeat: Do not lose the weight. People will remember you for it. It will be your legacy along with whatever talents took you to the top in the first place. In fact I'd say pack on more weight. Also, if you really want to lose weight, speed is the way to go, not heroin. I've got some and I'm letting it go cheap. Want some?

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 20, 2021, 12:53:30 AM10/20/21

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Several pop stars died in the seventies from overdoses. Or it was said. Who knows. Maybe it was a lie to make then seem hip.

Judith Latham

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Oct 20, 2021, 2:25:07 PM10/20/21

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Heavens no, I don't want to die. I just want to be thin so I can finally
nab a real man. I'm getting tired of guys with a fat fetish using me for
their perverted pleasures. I want real love and the fat chick is never
going to find it. For now I'll have to settle for sex just for the sake
of sex. Why do you think so many fatties are hooked up with Negroes?
They have large johnsons that can cut through the mounds of flesh needed
to penetrate us. Once I'm thin, I can find a nice Jewish man and settle
down. Jews do have standards.

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 20, 2021, 6:55:03 PM10/20/21

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Are you saying the negro has no or low standards? This is not ok here. You must decide - either low or none.

Judith Latham

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Oct 20, 2021, 8:51:06 PM10/20/21

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Even I have to admit that a man who gets his rocks off screwing a 475 lb
woman doesn't have any standards; he'll fuck anything that breathes. A
whole lot of Negroes fit that bill. Jewish men have some standards; at
least the ones worth having do. When I'm thin, you guys are going to
wish you had me. I received a new Richard Simmons work-out video and I'm
starting tomorrow a new program. Diet and exercise!!

OllieN...@aol.com

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Oct 21, 2021, 4:51:43 PM10/21/21

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The world is nuts. Become a squirrel.