yaadoN ke meenar ! --- aik Haqeeqat aik fasaana
Sarwar Alam Raz
laboN pe muhr.e.Khaamoshee lagee hai
diloN meiN baNd haiN kitne fasaane! (Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:)
aaj maiN apnee zindigee kee aik pur.dard Haqeeqat afsaane ke roop meiN
le kar Haazir ho rahaa hooN. yeh afsaana :yaadoN ke meenaar: aik bohat
dukhe dil kee aavaaz hai aur voh dil sirf meraa naheeN hai bal.k her
us shaKhs kaa hai jo zindigee kee be.saro-saamaaniyoN aur meHroomiyoN
kaa shikaar rahaa hai.
is kahaanee meiN aap ko her dukhyaaree maaN kee maamtaa, qurbaanee,
be.laus jigar.sozee aur GhamoN se dhuNdhlaa'ee, lekin apne bachchoN ke
liye athaah pyaar se bharee, aaNkheN nazar aayeN.gee, aur aap apnee
booRhee maaN ke khurdure haathoN kaa be.panaah Hayaat.afzaa lams apnee
rooH per meHsoos kareNge. yeh maaN ham sab kee maaN hai, aur yeh pyaar
har maaN kaa pyaar hai. ummeed hai k is kahaanee meiN dhaRakte hue dil
se aap apne dil ko bhee ham.aahaNg paayeNge.
yeh kahaanee mere bachpan kee yaadoN aur vatan ke aik Haaliya
dil.Kharaash safar kee meHjooriyoN se mil kar banee hai. is ko likhte
vaqt maiN jis dilee kaifiyyat se aaTh aaTh aaNsoo rotaa huaa guzraa
hooN use bayaan karnaa mere liye mumkin naheeN hai. sirf is qadar
kehnaa kaafee hai k maiN is qisse ko aik nashist meiN naheeN likh
sakaa aur na hee ab tak is ko dobaara aik nashist meiN paRh hee sakaa
hooN. kambaKht aaNsoo is kee ijaazat hee naheeN dete haiN. yeh
zarooree naheeN hai k kahaanee paRh kar aap bhee usee dilee karb aur
azziyyat kaa shaikaar hoN jis se maiN guzar chukaa hooN. lekin mujhe
yaqeen hai k is meiN aap ko meree aavaaz aur aaNsu'oN ke ilaava kuChh
aur aavaazeN aur aaNsoo bhee mileNge. dekhiye kaheeN yeh aap ke to
naheeN haiN!
apnee raa'e aur tabsare se zaroor aagaah keejiye gaa. yeh darKhwaast
un logoN se bhee hai jo aksar mujh ko apne Khayaalaat se navaazte
rehte haiN aur un se bhee jo umooman apnee masroofiyat kee vajh se
Khaamosh rehne per majboor haiN. shukriya!
Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:
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yaadoN ke meenaar:
raat ke ghanghor aNdehre meiN Ghurratee, gaRgaRaatee aur seeTee
bajaatee train apnee manzil.e.maqsood kee taraf bhaagee jaa rahee
thee. khaTaakhaT! khaTaakhaT! karte hue pahiyoN kee har gardish mujhe
apne vatan se qareeb kartee jaatee thee aur maiN thaa k raat bhar kaa
jaagaa, hazaaroN KhayaaloN kaa shikaar, khiRkee se sar lagaaye baahar
aNdhere meiN Khaalee Khaalee aaNkhoN se dekhe jaa rahaa thaa. train
kee har khaT-khaT-khaTaak per meraa dil Halaq meiN aa phaNstaa thaa
aur her station per khiRkee ke mele sheeshoN ke us paar platform kee
beemaar roshnee meiN janam janam kee pyaasee nigaaheN ma'loom naheeN
kyaa DhoonDne lagtee theeN. idhar udhar bhaagte hue aNdhe saaye,
quliyoN aur Khwaanche vaaloN kee lehraatee huee aavaazeN chand minute
ke liye ird.gird ke maaHol ko jagaa detee theeN. phir aik hichkole ke
saath train apnaa afsaana duhraane lagtee thee: khaT-khat-khaTaak!
khaT-khaT-khaTaak!
aaj dimaaGh ne yaadoN ke saare dareeche khol diye the. pachaas saal
puraane galee, kooche, bazaar aur dost-aashnaa apne apne chehre se
aadhee sadee kee gard jhaaR kar mere saamne aa kar khaRe ho rahe the
aur meiN un kee tavaanaa'ee dekh kar pareshaan thaa. inheN to kab kaa
mismaar hokar TooT jaanaa chaahiye thaa magar yeh to apnee muskuraatee
aaNkheN meree aaNkhoN meiN Daal kar jaise mujh ko deevaana banaane per
tule hue the:
:kyoN, kahaaN chale gaye the tum? aaj ham tumheN kaise yaad aa gaye?
ham to tumhen naheeN bhoole pyaare! ab aaye ho to kuChh din reh jaa'o.
zindigee kaa kyaa bharosaa hai, ma'loom naheeN tum phir aa'o k na
aa'o!:
aur maiN ruNdhe gale se un kaa javaab bhee naheen de paa rahaa thaa.
shaayad aisee baatoN kaa ko'ee javaab hotaa bhee naheeN hai!
lo train Manikpur se chal paRee. ab Majhgaaon aayegaa, phir Satna,
Katni, Sehora aur phir Jabalpur! meraa vatan! vahaaN Babuji aur Bua ke
muHabbat bhare saaye meiN bachpan kee kitnee suhaanee subheN guzree
theeN. ham sab vaalid marHoom ko Babuji aur vaalida marHooma ko Bua
kehte the. aaNkh kholee to saaree duniyaa unko yehee kehtee thee
chunaanche ham bhee kehne lage the. bachpan ke voh shab.o.roz jin se
zindigee mo'tabar ma'loom hotee thee kab ke Ghaa'ib ho chuke the.
Babuji aur Bua Allah ko pyaare ho chuke the aur maiN vatan to kyaa
mulk bhee ChhoR kar America jaa basaa thaa. aaj pachaas saal ke ba'd
maiN phir Jabalpur jaa rahaa thaa to aisaa meHsoos ho rahaa thaa jaise
zindigee ke is safar par umr bhar chaltaa rhaa hooN: Manikpur, Satna,
Katni, Sehora, Jabalpur!
kaise pyaare log the voh bhee! Babuji narm.guftaar, kamgo, sar.taa.paa
shafqat! Khaleeq aise ke kyaa ChhoTaa aur kyaa baRaa, yahaaN tak k
naayee, dhobee aur qasaa'ee se bhee :aap, janaab: se baat karte the.
vaqt ke aise paaband k subh daftar jaane ke liye ghar se nikalte to
saamne panvaaRee kee dookaan per beThe hue log ghaRee milaate
:baa'ooji daphtar jaa rahe haiN. savaa saat bajaa hai.: sharaafat aur
vaza'.daaree ke putle the. kaheeN jaate to zindigee kee rait par
hamaare liye chand lakeereN kheeNch jaate:
:din bhar ghar se baahar maare maare na phiryegaa. aapas meiN laRaa'ee
na keejiyegaa. baahar jaayeN to aChhe logoN meiN beThiye. behtar to
yeh hai k ghar meiN beTh kar kuChh paRhiye likhiye!:
udhar Bua theeN! muHabbat aur maamtaa kee devee, saare muhalle meiN
har.dil.azeez, har aik kee pyaaree, Allah kee muHabbat aur ibaadat se
sarshaar! idhar Babuji gaye aur udhar voh apnaa moTee malmal kaa
halkaa gulaabee dupaTTa utaar kar un lakeeroN per Daal deteeN aur ham
uChhalte, kood'te un ko phalaaNg jaate. din bhar kee dhamaa.chowkRee
ke ba'd phir shaam ko ghar meiN daaKhil hote. Bua lakeeroN per se
dupaTTa uThaa kar sar par rakh leteeN aur namaaz meiN masroof ho
jaateeN. Babuje aate to ham aise seedhe saade saadhoo bane beThe hote
jaise muNh meiN daaNt hee na hoN!
chaar kamroN kaa voh ghar, voh laq.o.daq aaNgan, voh ChhoTaa saa
baavarchee.Khanaa jo apne andar pooree duniyaa rakhtaa thaa! isee
aaNgan meiN ham dostoN ke saath cricket khelaa karte the. deevaar par
choone se teen lakeeroN kaa wicket, aik puraanee, ghisee-piTee tennis
geNd aur jalaa'oo lakRee ke taKhte kaa ballaa! voh ghamsaan kaa khel
jamtaa k vaah vaah! voh off-break aayee! voh chavvaa lagaa! :doR, abey
doR! doRtaa kyoN naheeN hai? run kyoN naheeN banaataa? bilkul saaf out
hogayaa, baal wicket per lagee hai! abey jaa, aayaa vahaaN se out
karne vaalaa! saalaa dhaaNdhlee kartaa hai!:
yooN hee khelte koodte din Doob jaataa aur doosre din haraane kee
dhamkee detee hue sab bachche apne apne ghar chale jaate.
isee aaNgan meiN deevaaroN meiN lagee keeloN meiN sutlee kee Door
baaNdha kar neT banaate the aur chaar paise kee ghaTiyaa chiRyaa
Khareed kar maaNge, taaNge ke racket se badminton khelte the. chiRyaa
neT ke ooper se gayee k neeche se, service Theek thee k naheeN? Khoob
hee to jhagRaa hotaa. dabee zubaan se aik aadh moTee gaalee bhee de
dee jaatee. magar doosre hee lamHe saaree garmee chiRyaa kee uRaan
meiN Ghaa'ib ho jaate. aaKhir kal bhee to khelnaa thaa!
aur haaN isee laq.o.daq aaNgan meiN pataNg kaa maaNjhaa bhee sooNtaa
jaataa thaa. do number kee reel kaa dhaagaa darvaaze ke kunDee meiN se
hotaa huaa, deevaaroN kee keeloN meiN taanaa.baanaa buNtaa huaa kamre
kee gehraa'iyoN meiN gum ho jaataa. vahaaN se bavarchee.Khaane kee
almaaree se ulajhtaa huaa vaapas aaNgan meiN aa jaataa aur maiN
baareek sheeshe se bharee gulaabee raNg kee :lugdee: liye jhamaa.jham
maaNjhaa sooNt'taa thaa :ahaahaa! ab maza aayegaa! kyaa tez maaNjhaa
hai! voh peNch kaaTooNgaa k log yaad kareNge!:
magar phir yeh hotaa k hamesha kee taraH baRe bhaa'ee Mashhood chupke
se meree pataNg aur charKhee baahar le jaate aur thoRee hee der meiN
pataNg kaTvaa kar aise vaapas aa jaate jaise ko'ee baat hee naheeN
huee ho. maiN kaisaa kaisaa rotaa thaa aur Bua se shikaayat kartaa
thaa. voh Ghareeb bhee kyaa karteeN. kuChh Ghusse aur kuChh pyaar se
voh Mashhood se kehteeN :bhai'yya! too kyoN ChhoTe bhaa'ee ko
pareshaan kartaa hai? kyaa miltaa hai tujhe? mat liyaa kar us kee
pataNg!: phir voh do paise mere haath per rakh kar mujh se kehteeN k
:jaa bhai'yyaa! too doosree pataNg le aa!:
magar na Mashhood hee apnee HarkatoN se baaz aaye aur na maiN pataNg
hee uRaa sakaa. ab Mashhood bhee is duniyaa meiN naheeN haiN. maiN
maazee kee yaadoN kee pataNg taaney beThaa hooN lekin aasmaan meiN
ko'ee aur pataNg nazar naheeN aatee hai. yaa ilaahee! yeh kaisee
bekasee hai!
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ghar kaa aaNgan sirf aaNgan naheeN thaa balk vahaaN aik tilismaatee
duniyaa aabaad thee. yeh aaNgan hamaaree ma'soom zindigee kaa markaz
thaa. is ke aik kone meiN hamaaree bakree baNdhee rehtee thee. rozaana
subH charavaahee sekRoN bakriyoN kaa revaR le kar ghar ke saamne se
aavaaz lagaatee guzartee :bakree khol dooo!: aur zaNjeer se khulte hee
bakree bhaag kar revaR meiN gum ho jaatee thee. shaam ko jaNgal meiN
din bhar charne ke ba'd mimyaataa, Khaak-dhool kaa toofaan uRaataa yeh
revaR vaapas aataa. har shaam Babuji bakree kaa doodh nikaalte aur har
subH ham malaa'ee meiN shakar milaa kar raat kee baasee roTee se
khaate the. har saal bakree bachcha detee. us din Babuji aur Bua
chaarpaayee khaRee kar ke ham bachchoN se bakree kaa pardah kar dete
the aur jab voh faariGh ho jaatee to Bua ham ko bulaa kar bakree kaa
nannhaa aur pyaaraa saa bachcha dikhaateeN. aik martabah bakree ne aik
bilkul kaalaa bachch diyaa thaa jis kaa naam ham logoN ne Kalloo
rakhaa thaa. aisaa hil gayaa thaa k aavaaz par bhaagaa bhaagaa aataa
aur tezee se dum hilaa hilaa kar mimyaataa jaise keh rahaa ho k :laa'o
kuChh khilaa'o! kyoN bulaayaa hai?:
isee aaNgan ke aik koney meiN aik Teen kaa Dibbaa daab kar maiN ne
:golak: banaayee thee. jab kaheeN se paisa-dhelaa miltaa thaa golak ke
sooraaKh meiN Daal detaa. magar Mashhood kee mojoodigee meiN golak ke
panapne kaa ko'ee savaal naheeN thaa. teesre chauthe din voh golak
khod kar paise nikaal lete aur Khaalee Dibbaa phir zameeN meiN dabaa
dete. baRee laRaaiyaaN hoteeN magar un par ko'ee asar na hotaa. ab voh
doosree duniyaa ko sidhaar chuke haiN. meree golak meiN hazaaroN
dollar jama' ho gaye haiN magar un ko ab ko'ee naheeN churaataa hai
aur maiN un kee be.qeematee dekh kar Khaamosh ho jaataa hooN.
kyaa ab bhee golak ke qareeb beer.bahoTiyoN kee qabreN mojood haiN?
halke jaaRe shuroo' hote hee maidaan meiN beer.bahoTiyaaN nikal aatee
theeN, surKh aur maKhmal kee taraH narm narm! garmiyoN kee raatoN meiN
yehee maidaan jugnu'oN se jag.mag, jag.mag kartaa thaa. muThhiyoN meiN
baNd jugnoo ungliyoN kee jhiryoN meiN chiraaGh jalaate bujhaate rehte
aur muThhiyaaN khulte hee uR kar fazaa meiN jagmagaate hue gum ho
jaate the. beer.bahoTiyaaN maachis kee Khaalee DibbiyoN meiN baNd aik
aadh din ba'd mar jaatee theeN aur ham unheN aaNgan ke koney meiN
udaas haathoN se aKhbaar ke kaaGhaz ke kafan meiN dafn kar dete the
aur phir nayee beer.bahoTiyoN kee talaash meiN nikal jaate the.
jugnu'oN aur beer.bahoTiyoN kee jagah ab mulaazimat, dollar aur
saamaan.e.aasaa'ish ne le lee thee, magar is naye shoq se dil ko voh
sukoon aur musarrat naheeN mil sakee thee jo bachpan kee ma'soom
zindigee ke jugnu'oN aur beer.bahoTiyoN ke saath maazee kee
pinhaa'iyoN meiN biChhaR gayee thee.
aur haaN! voh kyaaree to maiN bhoole hee jaa rahaa thaa jis ko Bua ne
aaNgan kaa aik konaa gher kar tai'yyar kiyaa thaa. unheN phooloN kaa
kis qadar shoq thaa! chand gul.e.baaNs, do aik surKh gulaab ke gamley,
idhar geNdaa, udhar belaa aur aik taraf lagee huee chamelee! is
kyaaree kee bas yehee kaa'inaat thee. jab gul.e.baaNs aur gulaab saath
saath khilte to kyaaree meiN aag see lag jaatee thee. doosree taraf
beley ke paudoN meiN aise bhar bhar kar phool aate k un kee kamar bojh
se duhree ho jaatee. saaree kyaaree mehak uThtee thee : idhar dekho!
aise Khoobsoorat phool kaheeN aur bhee dekhe haiN tum ne?: saaraa
muHalla khushboo se mehaktaa thaa. idhar se beley, gulaab aur chamelee
kee mehak uThtee aur udhar chaar number makaan se baNgaalee baaboo kee
raat kee raanee kee mast kar dene vaalee Khushboo kaa bhapkaa havaa ke
kaaNdhoN per savaar aataa. jannat meiN bhee aisee Khushboo mushkil se
mil sakegee!
Bua roz beley ke motee aise phool toR laateeN. do aik paandaan ke
aNdar aur do aik disaavaree paanoN kee Thiliyaa meiN rakh deteeN. din
bhar paandaan Khushboo se sarshaar rehtaa. soo'ee se taage meiN
piro.kar banaayaa huaa beley kaa halkaa saa gajraa gale meiN Daal kar
aur ChhoTe ChhoTe beley ke jhaale kaanoN meiN pehan kar voh beTh.teeN
to Khudaa kee qasam is qadar ma'soom aur Khoobsoorat dikhaayee deteeN
k HooreN bhee sharmaatee hoNgee!
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yeh aik ghar kaa qissa naheeN hai bal.k har TooTe hue dil kee roodaad
hai aur har ujRee huee kaa'inaat kaa alamiyya. voh kamra jis meiN ham
beTh kar miTTee ke tel kee laalten kee maree maree roshnee meiN raat
gaye tak school kaa kaam karte the, voh ThaNDaa Ghusl.Khaana jis meiN
garmiyoN kee ChhuTTiyoN meiN dhoop kee tapish se ghabraa kar ham
risaale paRhne aur taash yaa shatraNj khelne ke liye panaah lete the,
aur voh aNdhaa saa baavarchee.Khaana jis meiN barsoN kee beemaar
dukhiyaaree maaN choolhe ke saamne beTh kar bachchoN ke liye roTee
banaatee thee har ghar aur har zindigee meiN mojood haiN. haaN yeh
zaroor hai k oopree zeb.o.zeenat aur Khud apne dil kee aaNkhoN se
parde uThaa kar dekhne kee taufeeq chaahiye!
mujhe apne ghar kaa voh baavarchee.Khaana aksar yaad aataa hai,
shaayad is liye k Bua kaa beshtar vaqt vaheeN guzartaa thaa aur pyaar,
muHabbat, eesaar aur qurbaanee ke aksar sotey maaN kee pyaaree zaat se
hee nikalte haiN. usee baavarchee.Khaane meiN aik TaaT ke TukRe per
beTh kar ham Bua ke haath kee garmaa.garm, Ghubaare kee taraH phoolee,
karaaree roTee arhar kee daal aur ghar ke achaar se Khaate the. peT
bhar jaataa thaa lekin niyyat naheeN bhartee thee. isee
baavarchee.Khaane ke koney meiN beTh kar maiN haavan-daste se dhaayeN
dhaayeN til aur guR kooTtaa thaa aur Bua kee nigraanee meiN laDDoo
banaa kar martabaanoN meiN sajaa diyaa kartaa thaa. saaraa ghar
maheenoN khaataa thaa. yaheeN aik deevaar ke sahaare Bua puraanee see
jaa'e.namaaz biChhaa kar, doopaTTe ke bukkal meiN muNh Chhupaaye,
aajizee se sar jhukaaye, apne Allah ko yaad kiyaa kartee theeN. namaaz
ke ba'd voh duaa maaNg kar uThteeN to un ke kamzor chehre par
farishtoN aisee saadigee aur aaNkhoN meiN abadee sukoon kee chamak
hotee thee. aksar voh mujh se kehtee theeN:
:bhai'yya! ma'loom naheeN meree duaa qubool hogee bhee k naheeN.
paRhte paRhte bhool jaatee hooN aur jaane kyaa kyaa paRh jaatee hooN:
aur maiN baRe e'timaad se javaab detaa :Bua tum namaaz paRhtee raho.
Allah miaaN zaroor tumhaaree duaa qubool kareNge!:
voh meree bachkaana baat per muHabbat se muskuraa kar mere sar par
haath rakh detee theeN. ab sochtaa hooN to Khayaal aataa hai k kisee
bhee maaN kee duaa na qubool hone kaa bhalaa savaal hee kahaaN uThtaa
hai! hamaare peGhambar ne kyaa khoob farmaayaa thaa k :maaN ke qadmoN
ke neeche jannat hai: us ChhoTee see umr meiN bhee maiN maaN ke qadmoN
kee janaat se Khoob vaaqif thaa. raat ko jab soney ke liye khaToley
per leTtaa thaa to Bua deevaar kaa sahaara liye meree paayaNtee beTh
kar apnaa aik per mere pehloo meiN baRhaa detee theeN aur maiN usko
seene se lagaa kar aur apnaa gaal us ke khurdure talvey par rakh kar
aaNkh baNd kartaa to aanan.faanan hee aaNkh lag jaatee aur phir subH
se pehle na khultee thee. ma'loom naheeN ab voh neeNd kahaaN uR gayee
hai aur neeNd kee goliyaaN khaa kar bhee ghaNToN Ghaa'ib hee retee
hai.
aaj bhee train se baahar nigaah uThaa kar dekhtaa hooN to aaNkhoN meiN
neeNd kaa naam tak naheeN hai aur chashm.e.tasavvur aise maidaan ko
dekh rahee hai jis meiN bohat se bachche aik lakRee kee geNd aur
DaNDoN se hockey khel rahe haiN. maiN bhee hockey haath meiN liye geNd
ke peeChhe idhar udhar bhaag rahaa hooN. maidaan kee doosree jaanib,
saRak paar Paryal Lines ke makaan nazar aa rahe haiN aur door masjid
ke saaye meiN Colaba Lines aur Madras Lines haiN. in meiN mere dost
rehte haiN: Waheed, Ahsan Khan, Narendra Kumar---. Waheed jo
gol.maTol, saaNvalaa saa thaa, balaa kaa zaheen, class meiN hamesha
avval aataa thaa. bachpan meiN bhee is qadar Khush.Khat thaa k Babuji
mujh se kehte the :dekhiye! kitnaa aChhaa Khat hai. aap ko bhee aisaa
hee likhnaa chaahiye.: magar maiN hazaar koshish ke baavujood vaisaa
naheeN likh sakaa thaa. aur voh Ahsan! zaalim Hisaab meiN kitnaa tez
thaa! master saaheb tak us kaa lohaa maante the. kabhee kabhee mujh
per reHm khaa kar apnee naql kar lene detaa thaa magar aksar naak.bhoN
chaRhaa kar jhiRak detaa thaa. ab France meiN goree beevee liye baRe
uHde par beThaa huaa hai. pehle naql naheeN karne detaa thaa aur ab
Khat kaa javaab naheeN detaa hai. baat to aik hee hai!
yaadoN ke posheeda dareechoN se nikal nikal kar sab dost mujh se
aaNkh.micholee khel rahe haiN :kahaaN rahe Sarwar? aa'o beTaa hotee
hai aik shatraNj kee baazee?: maiN aaNsoo bharee aaNkhoN se unheN dekh
rahaa hooN aur udhar #7 Fatehgarh Lines ke darvaaze se lagee pareshaan
Bua mujhe aavaaz de rahee hai :arey bhai'yyaa! loo lag jaayegee. ab
andar aajaa. ThaNDaa paanee pee ley. bas ho gayaa khel!:
aur maiN keh rahaa hooN :bas Bua abhee aayaa! bas das minute aur----:.
phir yeh das minute nisf sadee meiN Dhal jaate haiN. aaNkh.micholee,
aNdhaa bheNsaa, foot ball sab Khatm ho chuke haiN aur maiN thakaa
haaraa maidaan meiN tanhaa beThaa huaa soch meiN gum hooN.
---------------------------------Sehora----------------------------------
ab vatan qareeb aa gayaa hai. train se baahar peeChhe kee jaanib
bhaagte hue daraKhtoN aur jhoNpRiyoN kee taraH maiN bhee peeChhe kee
taraf dauR rahaa hooN jaise guzraa huaa vaqt phir vaapas aa jaayegaa
aur vohee maiN hooNgaa aur vohee sab log. ma'loom naheeN muHalle kee
us masjid kaa kyaa Haal hogaa. booRhe, ChhoTee see daaRhee vaale
muezzin saaheb kee aavaaz meiN kitnaa dard thaa! door door se namaaz
ke liye log aate the, aapas meiN alek-salek hotee thee, namaaz paRhte
the aur ruKhsat ho jaate the. na ko'ee jhagRaa thaa aur na ko'ee beHs!
na ko'ee sunni thaa aur na ko'ee shia! Eid aur Baqra'eid per namaazee
ubal kar masjid se baahar nikal aate the. saaf suthre kapRe pehne,
TopiyaaN lagaaye shoq se imaam saaheb kaa Arabee meiN Khutba sunte the
jis kaa aik lafz bhee kisee ke palley naheeN paRtaa thaa!
masjid ke Hauz meiN kyaa ab bhee voh surKh aur sunahree maChhliyaaN
tertee aur Ghotey lagaatee hoNgee jo har Jume' ko Hauz ke kinaare
kinaare chamakdaar aaNkheN aur lap-lap karte muNh liye teraa kartee
theeN. ham muTThee bhar guNdhaa huaa aaTaa masjid le jaate the aur
namaaz ke ba'd goliyaaN banaa banaa kar paanee meiN pheNkte the. voh
uChhaltee, naachtee aaTe kee goliyaaN nigalne ko jhapaTtee theeN aur
paanee meiN surKh aur sunahree qaus.e.quzaH ban jaatee thee. kabhee
kabhee ham aaTe kee golee uNglee par chipkaa kar haath Hauz meiN
laTkaa dete the aur ko'ee tez tarraar maChhlee qareeb aa kar us ko le
jaatee thee. maiN aaj bhee apnee uNglee meiN machhlee ke hoNToN kaa
lams meHsoos kartaa hooN.
aur phir be.iKhtiyaar mujh ko voh Eid yaad aa gayee jab Theek namaaz
ke darmiyaan masnid se baahar ke aik Khwaanche vaale ne taan lagaayee
thee :ras bharee gaNDeree!: aur aik mukabbir saaheb ne aavaaz meiN
aavaaz milaa kar foraN :Allah.o.Akbar: kaa na'raa bulaNd kar diyaa
thaaa. saaree peeChhe kee safeN sajde meiN chalee gayee theeN aur
namaaz darham-barham ho gayee thee. ham bachchoN kaa haNsee ke maarey
buraa Haal ho gayaa thaa. us din namaaziyoN ne gaNDeree vaale se
ziyaadah un mukabbir saaheb ko lataaRaa thaa. mujhe to un kee ma'soom
Ghalatee par aaj bhee haNsee aa rahee hai. shaayad pachaas saal se
mere vujood meiN qaid bachcha vaqt aur Haalaat kee baNdishoN se aazaad
honaa chaahtaa hai!
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station per meraa bachpan kaa dost Dewendra miltaa hai aur aise pyaar
se lipaT jaataa hai k us ke vaqt se pehle safed hue baal aik lamHe ko
meree nazroN se ojhal ho jate haiN. maiN Jabalpur ke dar.o.deevaar ko
aise dekkh rhaa hooN k mjhe us kee baateN bhee sunaayee naheeN de
rahee haiN. dekhte dekhte ham us ke ghar poNhach jaate haiN.
bar.aamadeh meiN aik ma'soom soorat Khaatoon haath joRe khaRee haiN.
yeh Rama bhaabhee haiN. doosree taraf se aik sharmeelee laRkee barRh
kar mere per pakaR letee hai :uncle jee, salaam!: yeh Rama kee beTee
Aditi hai.
:bhaa'ee saaheb! kuChh khaaiye naa! aap to khaa hee naheeN rahe haiN.
ko'ee kasht ho to bataaiyegaa:
:uncle! Papa keh rahe the k aap bohat aChhaa gaanaa gaate haiN.
khaanaa khaa kar kuChh sunaaiye gaa naa?:
dekhte dekhte dharm, mazhab aur ajnabiyyat ke sab baNdhan Khuloos aur
pyaar ke haathoN TooT jaate haiN. maiN is Hindu gharaane kaa aik fard
ban jaataa hooN jaise maiN hamesha hee vahaaN rahaa hooN.
doosree subh Dewendra apnee car meiN biThaa kar mujhe mere ghar kee
taraf le jaataa hai. har cheez ajnabee see hai magar phir bhee pachaas
saal kee muddat voh sab kuChh naheeN miTaa sakee hai jis se meraa
bachpan aur us kee yaadeN vaabasta haiN. maiN ajeeb be.chenee kee
kaifiyyat meiN mandir ke saamne car rukvaa kar Dewendra ko ruKhsat
kartaa hooN. voh kuChh keh kar chalaa jaataa hai magar mere vujood ne
sab taraf se kaan aur aaNKheN band kar lee haiN. mujhe kuChh sunaayee
aur dikaayee naheeN de rahaa hai!
magar yeh mandir itnaa ChoTaa kaise ho gayaa? pehle to baRaa
azeemush.shaan huaa kartaa thaa. maiN darvaaza khol kar mandir meiN
daaKhil ho jaataa hooN. ooNche chabootre par bhagvaan kee moortee ke
qadmoN meiN aik aurat peelee saaree se sar Dhakey Ramayan kaa paaTh
kar rahee hai. voh mujhe aik nazar uThaa kar dekhtee hai aur phir
paaTh meiN mashGhool ho jaatee hai. yaa Allah! maiN is mandir meiN
kyaa kar rahaa hooN? is aurat meiN mujhe Bua kee soorat kyoN nazar aa
rahee hai? yeh Ram Leelaa kaa maidaan mere qadamoN se kyoN lipTaa jaa
rahaa hai?
chaNd qadam apne ghar kee taraf baRhaataa hooN to pattoN ke sarsaraane
kee aavaaz aatee hai :Sarwar! tum kab aaye?:
arey! yeh to vohee peepal kaa daraKht hai jis ke saaye meiN ham
goliyaaN khelaa karte the. ooper nazar uThaa kar dekhtaa hooN to
peepal kee booRhee shaaKhoN meiN aTkee huee apnee pataNg per nazar
paRtee hai. maaNjhaa laTak kar havaa meiN idhar udhar lehraa rahaa
hai.
:haaN Sarwar, yeh tumhaaree hee pataNg hai! maiN ne saNbhaal kar rakh
ChooRee hai. tum to aise gaye ke palaT kar Khabar bhee naheeN lee. ab
maiN bohat booRhaa ho gayaa hooN bhaa'ee, magar meree pipliyaaN ab
bhee meeThee haiN. chaahe chakh kar dekh lo! ab bhee unheN totey
khaane aate haiN aur meree shakhoN meiN faaKhtaa'eN ab bhee ghoNsle
banaatee haiN. Kalloo bakre ke liye kuChh patte lete jaao, kyoN?:
aur maiN Khaamosh suntaa reh jaataa hooN. mere kaaNpte hoNt aur Khushk
galaa mujhe kuChh kehne naheeN dete haiN. maiN keh bhee kyaa saktaa
hooN?
aik thakee thakee see aavaaz is tilism ko toR detee hai :kon haiN aap?
kisee ko DhooND rahe haiN kyaa?:
mere paas peelee phooldaar saaree ke kaaney ghooNghaT meiN muNh
Chupaaye aik aurat khaRee hai. us kee maaNg soonee hai aur sar ke
baaloN meiN umr ne chaaNdee bhar dee hai. maiN haklaane lagtaa hooN.
ajnabee aurat se bhalaa dil kee baat keh bhee kaise saktaa hooN!
:maiN to kisee ko bhee naheeN DhooND rahaa hooN. pachaas saal pehle
maiN saat number ke makaan meiN rehtaa thaa. us ko dekhne chalaa aayaa
hooN. meraa naam Sarwar hai.:
:arey Sarwar, tum! kab aaye bhai'yyaa? mujh ko naheeN pehchaante? maiN
Shakuntala hooN, Ramswaroop ke behen!:
:Shakuntala! kaisee ho tum? Ram Swaroop kahaaN haiN? uffoh! kitnaa
vaqt guzar gayaa!: maiN aik saaNs meiN keh jaataa hooN.
:Ram Swaroop bhai'yyaa kaa to dehaant ho gayaa. tumhaare behno'ee bhee
naheeN rahe. ab maiN beTe ke saath paaNch number meiN rehtee hooN.
chalo mere saath, naashtaa paanee kar lo.: vor baRe pyaar se boltee
hai.
yeh to vohee Shakuntala hai jis ke saath ham din bhar khelaa karte
the! baRee jhagRaaloo thee. baat baat per dhakkaa detee thee :machhar
kaheeN kaa! jaa naheeN khelte tujh se. kameenaa! kal se idhar aayaa to
bohat maarooNgee.:
aur aaj ghar naashtaa paanee karaane liye jaa rahee hai. bhai'yya,
bhai'yyaa pukaar rahee hai aur mere dil kee bujhee bujhee see raakh ko
kured kar chiNgaariyoN se khel rahee hai.
:bhai'yyaa, ab puraane log bohat kam reh gaye haiN. kuChh idhar udhar
chale gaye aur kuChh Bhagwan ko pyaare ho gaye. nau number meiN
Chandrika Prasad ab bhee rehtaa hai. tumhaare ghar meiN ab Basheer
bhaa'ee rehte haiN. baRe sajjan purush haiN, tum miloge to khush
hoge.:
:aChhaa! Chandrika Prasad yaheeN hai? zaraa apnaa ghar dekh aa'ooN to
jaa kar us se bhee milooN.gaa aur phir tumhaaree taraf aa'ooN.gaa.
magar, Shakuntala yeh mandir itnaa ChhoTaa kaise ho gayaa hai? aur yeh
Ram Leelaa kaa maidaan to bohat baRaa huaa kartaa thaa! yeh saRak
pehle hamaare ghar se kitnee door huaa kartee thee! kyaa dobaara banee
hai?: maiN ghabraahaT meiN boley jaa rahaa thaa.
Shakuntala ne mujh ko reHm bharee aaNkhoN se dekhaa. shaayad us ko
meree dilee Haalat kaa eHsaas thaa:
"Sarwar! mandir bhee vohee hai aur maidaan bhee vohee. aur yeh saRak
bhee jahaaN pehle thee vaheeN per hai. haaN, magar tum jaroor booRhe
ho gaye ho! bohat samey gujar gayaa hai bhai'yyaa! jaa'o apnaa ghar
dekh aa'o, phir mere yahaaN aakar chaa'e pee lenaa, aChhaa?:
haaN, Shakantula tum Theek kehtee ho. yeh sarzameen naheeN badlee hai,
maiN hee badal gayaa hooN. yeh booRhaa peepal kaa peR, us kee shaaKhoN
meiN uljhee huee meree pataNg, totoN ke shor machaate hue harey harey
jhuND, faaKhtaa'oN ke ghoNsle, tumhaaraa pyaar, ko'ee cheez bhee to
naheeN badlee hai. bas maiN hee booRhaa ho gayaa hooN. mujhe mere ghar
tak poNhchaa do Shakuntala! akeley jaate hue meraa dil kaaNp rahaa
hai. ma'loom naheeN vahaaN kon kon andar bethaa hogaa. mujhe baahar
nikalne bhee degaa k naheeN.
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ab maiN apne bachpan ke ghar ke darvaaze per khaRaa hooN. yahaaN maiN
pedaa huaa thaa! magar yeh darvaaza itnaa ChhoTaa kaise ho gayaa?
dastak detaa hooN to aik baara teraa saal kee bholee see laRkee nikal
kar aatee hai aur meree jaanib savaaliya nigaahoN se dekhtee hai.
:beTee, tumhaaraa naam kyaa hai?: maiN ruNdhe hue galey se pooChhtaa
hooN.
:jee, Rehana! aap kon haiN?: voh Hairat se javaab detee hai.
:beTee, maiN is ghar meiN pedaa huaa thaa. apne abbaa aur ammee se
pooChh lo. agar voh ijaazat deN to maiN apnaa puraanaa ghar andar se
dekh looN.:
voh mere kaaNpte hue hoNToN ko dekh rahee hai. :abbaa to kaam par gaye
haiN aur ammee baazaar. aap andar aakar ghar dekh leejiye.:
voh yooN apnaa'iyat se javaab detee hai jaise mujh ko hamesha se
jaantee hai. maiN saare badan se thar thar kaanptaa huaa ghar ke
aaNgan meiN daaKhil hotaa hooN aur bar.aamade kee taraf nazreN uThaa
kar dekhtaa hooN.
arey, yeh kyaa! saamne aik taraf biChhe khaToley per moTe laTThe kaa
chooReedaar paajaama aur kurtaa pehne aur moTee malmal kaa halke
gulaabee raNg kaa dupaTTaa sar par Daale Bua muskuraa rahee haiN! un
kee Gham.deedah aaNkhoN meiN Khushee aur faKhr kee ajeeb see chamak
hai.
:aa'o bhai'yyaa , aa'o! bohat der kar dee tum ne aane meiN! kahaaN reh
gaye the tum? maiN to kab se beThee raah dekh rahee hooN tumhaaree.
aChhe to ho beTaa?: mere kaanoN meiN un kee jaanee pehchaanee aavaaz
amrit ghol rahee hai.
Bua! naheeN, naheeN, maiN bhalaa tum ko kaise bhool saktaa hooN? ko'ee
apnee maaN ko bhool bhee saktaa hai? zaraa yeh kambaKht aaNsoo baNd
hoN to maiN tumheN Ghor se dekhooN. yeh galey kee ghuTan kam ho to
bolooN. yeh sadiyoN ke dard se bojhal haath uTh sakeN to tumheN seene
se lagaa'ooN. maiN kitnaa zaalim hooN k tum ko itnaa intizaar
karvaayaa. tum naaraaz to naheeN ho?
:naaraaz? too paagal ho gayaa hai kyaa, bhai'yyaa? aa! yahaaN mere
paas beTh. too thak gayaa hogaa.: voh muskuraa kar kehtee haiN.
maiN aaNkhoN se aaNsoo poNChh kar nazreN uThaataa hooN to Bua uTh kar
shaayad kamre meiN andar chalee gayee haiN. khaToley kee jagah do
gard.aalood kursiyaaN paRee huee haiN, aur Rehana mere paas paanee se
bharaa glass liye khaRee hai.
:beTh jaaiye uncle! zaraa saa paanee pee leejiye: us kee aavaaz meiN
balaa kaa dard hai. shaayad voh meraa karb samajhtee hai.
maiN apnee dhuNdhlaa'yee huee aaNkheN uThaa kar intihaa'ee bebasee se
us ghar ko dekhtaa hooN jo ma'loom naheeN kaise sukaR kar guRiyaa ke
ghar kee taraH muKhtasar ho kar reh gayaa hai. kyaa Shakuntala sach
kehtee thee k maiN booRhaa ho gayaa hooN? kaheeN aisaa to naheeN hai k
is tilismaatee duniyaa meiN do.baara rehne ke liye mujh ko phir se
janam lenaa hogaa? yaa dil kee voh aaNkheN kholnee hoNgee jo baRhtee
umr, zindigee kee bepanaah yoorish aur duniyaa ke taqaazoN ne jaane
kab se baNd kar rakhee theeN? yeh ghar aaj vohee nannhaa Sarwar maaNg
rahaa thaa jise us kee pyaaree Rabbo aapaa apnee baaNhoN meiN jhulaa
jhulaa kar dheemee aur meeThee aavaaz meiN gaayaa kartee theeN:
ChhoTaa sa balamaa moraa, aaNgana meiN gillee khele
maarooN.gee paNkhiyoN kee maar, voh to haNs kar Dole!
maiN sar jhukaaye beThaa hooN k Rehana kee aavaaz mere KhwaaboN kaa
tilism toR detee hai.
:aa'iye uncle! andar se ghar dekh leejiye:
maiN aik lambaa saaNs le kar khaRaa ho jaataa hooN aur Hairat se Khud
ko dekhtaa reh jaataa hooN!
meraa Chhe foot kaa qad sukaR kar ChhoTaa saa ho gayaa hai aur voh
muKhtasar saa aaNgan phel kar aik laq.o.daq maidaan meiN tabdeel ho
gayaa hai. maiN gulaabee lugdee se raNge haath liye Hairat.o.musarrat
ke aalam meiN saare ghar meiN chakkar lagaa rahaa hooN. bar.aamade se
kamre meiN, kamre se baavarchee.Khaane meiN, idhar se udhar aur udhar
se idhar! aur mere bachpan kaa tilismaatee ghar apne puraane Khazaane
khol khol kar mere saamne bakher rahaa hai. kaheeN bhee to kuChh
naheeN badlaa hai. har cheez apnee jagah jaisee kee taisee hai. idhar
Babuji chaar.paayee per leTe hue aKhbaar paRh rahe haiN aur un ke
Huqqe ke guR.guRaahaT ghar meiN gooNj rahee hai. yeh Bua kaa paandaan
hai jo taaza beloN ke phooloN se mehak rahaa hai. is kamre meiN
Mashhood laalten kee maree maree roshnee meiN school kee kitaab meiN
Chhupaa kar aik novel paRh rahe haiN. baavarchee.Khaane se taaza taaza
, garm garm roTiyoN kee soNdhee soNdhee Khushboo uTh rahee hai aur
maiN TaaT ke TukRe par beThaa muNh meiN aayaa paanee nigal kar Bua se
keh rahaa hooN:
:Bua, zaraa roTee karaaree seNk denaa!:
udhar kone meiN hamaaree billee doodh pee kar apne paNje chaaT chaaT
kar muNh dho rahee hai. maiN kamre se nikal kar bar.aamade meiN aataa
hooN to aaNgan se murGhiyoN ke kuR.kuRaane kee aavaaz meree tavajjuh
kheeNch letee hai. door kone meiN Kalloo apnee maaN ke neeche khaRaa
mimyaa mimyaa kar, zor zor se apnee dum hilaataa huaa doodh pee rahaa
hai aur golak vaale koney se beer.bahoTiyoN kee qataar aik surKh
reshamee lakeer kheNchtee huee phooloN se bharee kyaaree kee jaanib
jaa rahee hai!
maiN ghar se nikaltaa hooN to meraa vujood aik ajeeb sarshaaree se
labrez hai. dil meiN dard ab bhee hai lekin is dard meiN aik anokhee
lazzat hai, aaNkhoN se behte hue aaNsu'oN meiN ThaNDak hai aur meree
rooH kaa saaraa karb aik sarKhushee kee kaifiyyat meiN Dhal gayaa hai.
subH kaa bhoolaa shaam ghar aa chukaa hai!
maiN vaapasee ke liye jab qadam uThaataa hooN to Dhalte hue sooraj ne
shaam kee dulhan ke sar par laal, peelee, unnaabee DoroN se banee huee
roo.pehlee oRhnee Daal dee hai. door masjid ke meenaaroN se udhar
yaadoN ke kitne hee meenaar dast.ba.duaa khaRe hue haiN. mere shaanoN
se aik bojh saa gir chukaa hai aur mere haath bhee be.ikHtiyaar duaa
ke liye aasmaan ke jaanib uTh jaate haiN.
aaKhiree baar palaT kar jab maiN ne apne ghar ko dekhaa to voh sooraj
kee roo.pehlee kirnoN se jagmagaa rahaa thaa aur darvaaze kee aaR se
Bua halke gulaabee raNg kaa dupaTTaa oRhe muskuraate hue jhaaNk rahee
theeN:
:bhai'yya! phir jaldee vaapas aanaa. maiN intizaar karooN.gee!:
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Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:
Irfan 'Abid'
> dosto: tasleemaat!
>
> laboN pe muhr.e.Khaamoshee lagee hai
> diloN meiN baNd haiN kitne fasaane! (Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:)
>
> aaj maiN apnee zindigee kee aik pur.dard Haqeeqat afsaane ke roop meiN
> le kar Haazir ho rahaa hooN. yeh afsaana :yaadoN ke meenaar: aik bohat
> dukhe dil kee aavaaz hai aur voh dil sirf meraa naheeN hai bal.k her
> us shaKhs kaa hai jo zindigee kee be.saro-saamaaniyoN aur meHroomiyoN
> kaa shikaar rahaa hai.
>
> ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
> Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:
Sarwar Sb, aadaab!
vaqt kam thaa, lihaazah aap kaa afsaanaa qistoN meN paRhaa, aur kahiiN
kahiiN sarsarii mutaaliah kaa gunaah bhii sarzad huaa. aap bajaa
farmaate haiN ki is kahaanii meN apne vatan ko arsah-e-daraaz ke baad
jaane vaale har shaKhs ke jazbaat kii tarjumaanii hai. aap kii is
daastaan ne Khud merii na jaane kitnii yaadeN taazah kar diiN!
70s kii dahaayii ke shuruua meN mere ek chachaa Allahabad meN Geep
Industries meN mulaazim the. ham log garmiyoN kii taateelaat meN un ke
paas jaayaa karte the. hamaaraa railway station Mahoba,
Jhansi-Allahabad line par paRtaa thaa. us zamaane meN Mahoba se
Allahabad ke liye seedhii train nahiiN thii. pahle ham Manikpur jaate
the aur vahaaN se Bombay se aane vaalii kisii gaaRii se, jo Jabalpur
ho kar aatii thii (shaayad Kashi-Vishvanath Express), Allahabad tak
kaa safar tai hotaa thaa. intizaar meN Manikpur par Khasah vaqt
guzartaa thaa. Manikpur kaa station mujhe achchii tarah yaad hai. us
ke qurb-o-javaar ke pahaaR aur jangalaat bhii nahiiN bhuulte.
chand saal kii mulaazimat ke baad chachaa ne Allahabad chhoR diyaa aur
hamaaraa vahaaN jaanaa band ho gayaa. lekin phir taqareeban 15 saal ke
baad, 1987 meN merii apnii tainaatii Ganga Action Plan ke tahat ek
project par shahr-e-Mirzapur meN huii. Mirzapur Allahabad ke mashriq
meN vaaqe hai. vahaaN meraa qayaam agle saat saal tak rahaa. us
dauraan ghar aanaa jaanaa via Manikpur hii hotaa thaa. safar ke
dauraan maiN kabhii bhii train kii khiRkii se Manikpur ke pahaaRoN aur
jangaloN kaa nazaaraa karnaa nahiiN bhuultaa thaa. aap ke afsaane ne
vo nazaare phir yaad dilaa diye!
niyaazmand,
Irfan :Abid:
Nazimuddin Khalish
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Muhtaram Sarwar Saaheb: tasleemaat:
BaRi himmat chaheyay aap kay iss afsanay ko paRhnay kay liyay. Aap
jahaaN jahaaN gaey maiN aap ke saath saath tha. Bayaan aap ka, kirdaar
maiN khud ko mehsoos kar raha tha. Jagga jagga dum ghutnay laga aur
ba'az daffa dil yeh chahta tha keh DhaaRaiN mar mar kar rooya jaey.
(Aur aisa howa bhi) Aisay he ghar ke aaNgan meiN meraa bachpan bhi
guzra hai, taqreeban yehi kuch yaadaiN meree apnay bachpan say
vaabasta haiN.
Khair voh bachpan tu guzar gaya. Ab 19/20 saal kar larka apni maaN kay
seenay say chimta howa hai ... maaN nay usay kis dil say rukhsat kiya
hooga! Ab saahib.e.aulaad honay kay ba'ad pata chala. Jab bhi saal dou
saal meiN milnay gaya .. rooti aankhooN nay istaqbaal kiya aur rooti
aankhooN nay rukhsat. (Yeh silsala 24 saal jari raha) Meraa sub kuchh
wahiN tha jahaaN 'Amma Bee' theiN ... ab voh ja chuki haiN .. maiN
unka aakhri deedar bhi na kar saka.
Mujhay apni duaaouN meiN yaad rakhiyay..
Niyaazmand
Nazimuddin Khalish
Sarwar Alam Raz
> > :bhai'yya! phir jaldee vaapas aanaa. maiN intizaar karooN.gee!:
> > ---------------------------------------------------------------------------->
>
> BaRi himmat chaheyay aap kay iss afsanay ko paRhnay kay liyay. Aap
> jahaaN jahaaN gaey maiN aap ke saath saath tha. Bayaan aap ka, kirdaar
> maiN khud ko mehsoos kar raha tha. Jagga jagga dum ghutnay laga aur
> ba'az daffa dil yeh chahta tha keh DhaaRaiN mar mar kar rooya jaey.
> (Aur aisa howa bhi) Aisay he ghar ke aaNgan meiN meraa bachpan bhi
> guzra hai, taqreeban yehi kuch yaadaiN meree apnay bachpan say
> vaabasta haiN.
>
> Khair voh bachpan tu guzar gaya. Ab 19/20 saal kar larka apni maaN kay
> seenay say chimta howa hai ... maaN nay usay kis dil say rukhsat kiya
> hooga! Ab saahib.e.aulaad honay kay ba'ad pata chala. Jab bhi saal dou
> saal meiN milnay gaya .. rooti aankhooN nay istaqbaal kiya aur rooti
> aankhooN nay rukhsat. (Yeh silsala 24 saal jari raha) Meraa sub kuchh
> wahiN tha jahaaN 'Amma Bee' theiN ... ab voh ja chuki haiN .. maiN
> unka aakhri deedar bhi na kar saka.
>
> Mujhay apni duaaouN meiN yaad rakhiyay..
>
> Niyaazmand
>
> Nazimuddin Khalish
Khalish saaheb aadaab arz hai!
meree :kahaanee: ne aap ke dil ke taaroN ko Chhoo liyaa to yooN
samajhiye k meree meHnat kaam aayee. maiN aap kaa dard samajhtaa hooN.
aur bhee jaane kitne log isee manzil se guzar chuke haiN aur kitne
aa'inda guzreN.ge. ham sab aik hee kashtee meiN savaar haiN. kyaa
kiyaa jaaye k zindigee isee kaa naam hai. reh gayaa sukoon.e.qalb to
voh to aik saraab se ziyaada Haqeeqat naheeN rakhtaa.:
sukoon.e.qalb baRee cheez hai, yaqeenan hai
magar mile bhee kaheeN daur.e.zindigaanee meiN! (Raz Chandpuri)
duaa meiN yaad rakhiye. Allah bas, baaqee havas!
Sarwar Raz :Sarwar:
Sarwar Alam Raz
> Sarwar Sb, aadaab!
>
> vaqt kam thaa, lihaazah aap kaa afsaanaa qistoN meN paRhaa, aur kahiiN
> kahiiN sarsarii mutaaliah kaa gunaah bhii sarzad huaa. aap bajaa
> farmaate haiN ki is kahaanii meN apne vatan ko arsah-e-daraaz ke baad
> jaane vaale har shaKhs ke jazbaat kii tarjumaanii hai. aap kii is
> daastaan ne Khud merii na jaane kitnii yaadeN taazah kar diiN!
> Irfan :Abid:
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Irfan saaheb aadaab!
taaKheer.e.javaab ke liye ma'zarat.Khwaah hooN. bas vohee baat k:
iraade baaNdhtaa thaa, sochtaa thaa, toR detaa thaa!
kaheeN aisaa na ho jaaye, kaheeN vaisaa na ho jaaye!
kahaanee pasand karne kaa shukriya!:is se ziyaada
Haajat.e.sharH.o.bayaaN naheeN!:
maiN ne bhee Jabalpur-Allahabad-Kanpur ke bohat chakkar lagaaye haiN.
har garmee meiN Kanpur jaate the aur Allahabad station per 6 ghaNTe
train kaa intizaar karte the. kyaa qiyaamat thee! Allahabad ke naam se
Dar lagne lagaa thaa! ab voh qissa Khwaab.o.Khayaal ho kar reh gayaa
hai.
yaad.e.maazee azaab hai yaarab
Chheen le mujh se Haafiza meraa!
Sarwar Raz :Sarwar: