THE ONE THING YOU COULD DO BEFORE YOU DIE OR DIE TRYING TO DO
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for you?
Pink Floyd - "Learning to Fly"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xb-Nacm-pKc
Kenny
For me, I would like to be hanged on a real gallows. I would like to
start with a drop of three feet, which I have alreay done on more than
one occasion! Then, the next time, lengthen the rope 3 inches, and
add three inches for each subsequent execution! Keep going until I
begin to feel intense pain in my neck as my neck is on the verge of
being broken! Once at that point, lengthen the rope another two
inches and hang me one more time! If I survive that, keep adding two
inches to the length of the rope until I am hanged and my neck is
broken! Once my neck is broken, leave me hanged until I'm dead! .
Suicidal-Gay-Teen-Boy
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> For me, I would like to be hanged on a real gallows. I would like to
> start with a drop of three feet, which I have alreay done on more than
> one occasion! Then, the next time, lengthen the rope 3 inches, and
> add three inches for each subsequent execution! Keep going until I
> begin to feel intense pain in my neck as my neck is on the verge of
> being broken! Once at that point, lengthen the rope another two
> inches and hang me one more time! If I survive that, keep adding two
> inches to the length of the rope until I am hanged and my neck is
> broken! Once my neck is broken, leave me hanged until I'm dead!
This sounds totally sick!! And I would also love to be a part of this
exercise! As the "victim"! Have you thought of all the variables?
Your weight, neck length, thickness of your neck, strength of your
neck? In my case, I weigh 130 pounds, and have a neck that is 6
inches long and 12 inches around. According to any information I have
found on the internet, a drop of 8 feet will be the required distance
to properly separate my neck to kill me. Adding 18 inches could
easily decapitate me! Would that be a bad thing? Not in my case!
But thinking that I should be able to be hanged with a drop of only 7
feet-6 inches and not have my neck broken turns me on! Live to be
hanged another time! So instead of starting at 3 feet, I would
request the first drop to be 6 feet! Besides, look at the number of
executions you would have to go through before you are finally
killed! You could be hanged 25 times before your neck finally breaks!
Too, I brought up the point about neck strength for a reason. There
has been lots of discussions, and if I remember correstly, you have
been a part of those discussions, about how easy it is for a teenaged
male's neck to be broken. Like I said, I woul love to experience a 7
feet-6 inch drop! And if my neck survives, then take me to 8 feet!
How far do you hope to get before your neck is broken? .
Greggy
Well, since this is a suicide group, and suicide is self-induced
death, I would like to experience something that would nearly 100%
result in my death. I want to have my neck broken, either through a
long-drop hanging, or by having someone come up to me and stand behind
me as I kneel own. Then, the person grips my head and twists it hard
enough to snap my neck! There is an ever-so-very slight possibility
of surving having my neck broken by hanging, but the head-twisting
will surely be 100% fatal!
Kenny
wrote:
I weigh about the same as you do, but my neck is almost an inch longer
and is more slender than your's is! As for the number of executions,
that's the whole turn-on! Being able to be repeatedly hanged over and
over and living to be hanged again (and again, and again!)! How far
would I hope to make? I'm 5-feet, 9-inches tall! I would love to
make it passed 8 feet! That would completely clear the gallows
floor! I used to get e-mails from someone who broke his neck after
only a 4-foot drop! He weighed about 10 pounds more than me and his
neck was about the same length an slenderness as mine is! If my neck
breaks that quick, oh well!
Where did you come up with the 18 inches longer than the required drop
that would break your neck to completely take your head off? Like
you, my being decapitated isn't a bad thing! In fact, it's rather
cool!
Suicidal-Gay-Teen-Boy
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First, I should have said that adding 18 inches to the required broken
neck distance "should" take my head off! And as someone told me, it's
a wish that I could drop within 6 inches of that distance and
survive! I'm sure there will be pain!
And thinking about the number of "executions" you would have to go
through, well, it would be an experience, especially as you got closer
and closer to that magic distance! I remember the person you
mentioned who had his neck broken with only a 4-foot drop! When I
read that, I became his fan! In fact, his experience is what has
turned me on to the desire to have my own neck broken. I know that,
most likely, when my neck is broken, it will most assuradly be fatal!
Other than dying by the cutting off of my head, having my neck broken
is my second most desirable way to die!
Kenny
I've thought about having my boyfriend manually break my neck by
twisting my head hard. It would be so cool to have him do it as we
have sex together! We've even positioned ourselves and sort of tried
it! He twisted my head until my neck began to hurt! With my neck
being as long as it is, it took very little effort on his part to take
me to the very edge of my neck snapping! It would be so easy!
Kenny
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I'm with you about my most desired way to die being by beheading! I
think being beheaded is extremely sexy! With me too, I have someone
who is more than willing to be my executioner! In fact, she talks
quite openly about wanting to have my head mounted in a glass case!
There is even this one secluded place where we could go and she can
execute me without anyone seeing her cut my head off! Failing that,
having my boyfriend use a very sharp knife to repeatedly slash my neck
until my head is completely cut off is another option! I know of
someone who was beheaded that exact way just about 6-months ago!
Gay-Teen
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First, I too am thinking of getting someone to manually break my
neck! Like you, my long neck should be easy to snap!
Have you given any more thought to your multiple executions by
hanging? I tried to hang myself back at the beginning of last month,
and tried, unsuccessfully, to cause my neck to snap! That is why I am
looking for someone to manually snap my neck!
I'm so envious that you have someone who want's to behead you! If
your boyfriend cut your head off, do you think he would hang himself
once your head is completely severed? And I know who you are talking
about. He was working with me to accept my transgendered transexual
make-up, as I progress from Nathen to Nancy! And if I were to be
beheaded, I want to be beheaded as Nancy!
By the way, when I hanged myself, I fractured and damaged my larynx!
The result is that I now sound more girly than before! The doctor
isn't sure the damage is permanent! I hope it is! Having a girl's
voice makes me being Nancy easy!
Greggy
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Interesting that when you damaged your larynx caused your voice to
change. I only couldn't talk for a month. And my throat was
extremely sore. Nothing I could not live with!
And for the last 4 months, I've not only fractured my larynx, I
fractured my neck! Major crack in the spinal column! Painful? Yes!
How much away from completely breaking my neck? Not a lot! And I
feel the brace is causing my neck to stretch permanently! My neck is
longer! And sexier! I now feel I am prepared for having my neck
broken! Manually? That's a possibility! Through a hard drop?
Yes!! Right now, I am told, is the perfect time for me to hang myself
to completely break my neck so it will be fatal!
Gay-Teen
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> Interesting that when you damaged your larynx caused your voice to
> change. I only couldn't talk for a month. And my throat was
> extremely sore. Nothing I could not live with!
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> And for the last 4 months, I've not only fractured my larynx, I
> fractured my neck! Major crack in the spinal column! Painful? Yes!
> How much away from completely breaking my neck? Not a lot! And I
> feel the brace is causing my neck to stretch permanently! My neck is
> longer! And sexier! I now feel I am prepared for having my neck
> broken! Manually? That's a possibility! Through a hard drop?
> Yes!! Right now, I am told, is the perfect time for me to hang myself
> to completely break my neck so it will be fatal!
I'm envious that you will be able to hang yourself knowing that your
neck will break! If I knew my neck was THAT vulnerable, I wouldn't
hesitate to hang myself while the chance of snapping my neck is so
high!
On that note, I have someone who has extressed an interest in manually
snapping my neck for me! I'm preparing myself!
Kenny
> neck! Like you, my long neck should be easy to snap!
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> Have you given any more thought to your multiple executions by
> hanging? I tried to hang myself back at the beginning of last month,
> and tried, unsuccessfully, to cause my neck to snap! That is why I am
> looking for someone to manually snap my neck!
>
> I'm so envious that you have someone who want's to behead you! If
> your boyfriend cut your head off, do you think he would hang himself
> once your head is completely severed? And I know who you are talking
> about. He was working with me to accept my transgendered transexual
> make-up, as I progress from Nathen to Nancy! And if I were to be
> beheaded, I want to be beheaded as Nancy!
>
> By the way, when I hanged myself, I fractured and damaged my larynx!
> The result is that I now sound more girly than before! The doctor
> isn't sure the damage is permanent! I hope it is! Having a girl's
> voice makes me being Nancy easy!
More and more, my boyfriend Chrissy is talking quite openly about him
wanting to be the one to cut my head off. After all, shouldn't my
executioner be someone whom I am involved with? Would he hang himself
after beheading me? Maybe! Would he keep my head after cutting it
off? He would! Do I want him to be my Headsman? Yes, in a big way!
Chrissy hangs me quite often and enjoys oral sex with my body as I am
hanged. I have come to trust him with my life, even though about a
year ago, when he hanged me, once I was unconscious, he hanged himself
within three feet of my limp, unconscious body! Luckily, our bodies
were found before it was too late! Thinking back, how romantic that
my lover hanged me, then tried to hang himself beside and hang until
dead with me!
Gay-Teen
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> More and more, my boyfriend Chrissy is talking quite openly about him
> wanting to be the one to cut my head off. After all, shouldn't my
> executioner be someone whom I am involved with? Would he hang himself
> after beheading me? Maybe! Would he keep my head after cutting it
> off? He would! Do I want him to be my Headsman? Yes, in a big way!
> Chrissy hangs me quite often and enjoys oral sex with my body as I am
> hanged. I have come to trust him with my life, even though about a
> year ago, when he hanged me, once I was unconscious, he hanged himself
> within three feet of my limp, unconscious body! Luckily, our bodies
> were found before it was too late! Thinking back, how romantic that
> my lover hanged me, then tried to hang himself beside and hang until
> dead with me!
May your beheading occur soon, and my it be as hot as you imagine it!
Greggy
> wanting to be the one to cut my head off. After all, shouldn't my
> executioner be someone whom I am involved with? Would he hang himself
> after beheading me? Maybe! Would he keep my head after cutting it
> off? He would! Do I want him to be my Headsman? Yes, in a big way!
> Chrissy hangs me quite often and enjoys oral sex with my body as I am
> hanged. I have come to trust him with my life, even though about a
> year ago, when he hanged me, once I was unconscious, he hanged himself
> within three feet of my limp, unconscious body! Luckily, our bodies
> were found before it was too late! Thinking back, how romantic that
> my lover hanged me, then tried to hang himself beside and hang until
> dead with me!
That would have been so cool if the two of you hadn't been found in
time, and when you were finally found, you were both dead! Speaking
of being hanged, my neck, i've been told, is still extremely
vulnerable, so if I do try to hang myself again, and do it so I have
as little as a foot-long drop, my neck will separate completely! And
a foot-long drop is more than possible! I can drop up to 3-feet! I
wonder if I would be decapitated if I did that?
Gay-Teen
I don't think your drop will be enought to decapitate you, but at
least your neck will be broken! As I said, I have someone who has
offered to manually snap my neck for me! He was going to do it last
night! I was positioned, and he had my head gripped so all he had to
do was twist my head and snap my neck! He then slowly twisted my head
until I felt the extreme pain! I was on the edge! I was close! I
was ready! I anticipated feeling my neck break! But he hesitated!
I'm going to have him do it tonight! I'm ready!
Greggy
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I wonder if Nathen did indeed have his neck snapped as he said? His
profile has been deleted and his e-mail doesn't work!
Hayseed O'Rara
Of course not.
He would have posted a video, the fucking narcissist.
Teen Anne Boleyn
> I wonder if Nathen did indeed have his neck snapped as he said? His
> profile has been deleted and his e-mail doesn't work!
I find it interesting that he actually had the desire to have his neck
broken that way! It is kind of sexy thinking about it though! I
mean, having someone come up behind you, and having them put one hand
under your chin and draw your head back, exposing your neck and
throat. Maybe even have the person kiss your neck and throat in an
attempt to seduce you. Then, as you are enjoying the advance, he
grips your head with his other hand and twists your head hard and
snaps your neck! Painful? Of course it would be! But, it would also
be quick! Death would occur within seconds! Just long enough to
feel, and possibly enjoy, it! I mean think about it! if you were to
be beheaded, even after your head were to be cut off, death can take
15 to 20 seconds! tests were done and the head even responded 30
seconds after being cut off! Hanging? 10 to 15 seconds before you
even pass out, and death (by strangulation) can take as long as 30
minutes! And for some reason, breaking your neck by hanging doesn't
necessarily speed up the outcome like having your neck manually
snapped as he wanted to does!
Teen Anne Boleyn
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That was a hasty response! And how could he have posted the video?
it would have to be posted by the person who snapped his neck! So let
me ask you, would you want a video posted on the internet of you being
killed?
Kenny
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I got this explanation from an older woman who has expressed the
desire to do to me what nathen had done to him! The reason death is
quicker by having your neck snapped by twisting the head than it is if
the neck is broken when you are hanged is that, when you are being
hanged, your heart is pounding rapidly! If someone were to twist your
head to snap your neck, would you be expecting it? Not likely, even
under the circumstances you described! In fact, as you described it,
you would probably be relaxed! But, either way, at the instant the
neck is broken, all control to the heart stops, and the heart stops
beating. But, when you are hanged, the momentum of the extremely
rapid heartbeat will cause the heart to beat for a longer time! That
is why death from having your neck manually broken is almost instant!
But, you are right, it sound's hot, having your neck broken that way,
doesn't it!
Kinky Suicidal
I am a certified suicidal, with numerous attempts at trying to hang myself. Although, with me, it took a few near death experiences before I finally admitted that I was indeed suicidal, and it wasn't just the fact that I am a very addicted Choking game player. The act of hanging myself is the excitement, the thrill! Death is mearly a side affect of which I acknowledge and embrace.
According to the research I've done, and some rather quirky and seriously dangerous experimentation, I require a drop of approximately 250-cm to 280-cm to properly break my neck. I weigh 70-kilos, am 178-cm tall, have a 16-cm long by 32-cm neck.
I have experienced a drop of 120-cm! That happened two years ago when I was 16, and it was witnessed, believe it or not, by five girls and one guy. The guy who witnessed my "execution" was my boyfriend! The girls who witnessed it were classmates who have all expressed an interest in "obtaining my head on a platter"! These girls were, and are, seriously twisted, and truely wanted to leave me hanged until I was dead. My boyfriend has watched me as I hang myself now for about five years. He has no desire to experience hanging himself, but he openly admits that watching me hang seriously turns him on! So by being a supervisor, it hopefully keeps me alive to turn him on for many years! They all said that they watched as the rope snapped tight and my neck was jerked and stretched. I felt extreme trauma for sure at the 120-cm length, and knew I was on the right track to that magical instant that would see my neck stretch to the point of fatal separation. I would experience it again (twice) and would finally end up in a neck brace.
I have the desire to try longer drops, as you do, and seriously consider the end point being when my neck indeed does completely separate. After all, there are worse ways to die!
Off-With-My-Head
Choking Gurl
I first tried to hang myself when I was only 10-years old! Call it a case where my head was, and still is, extremely screwed up! What else can you say about a girl stuck in a boy's body! Anyway, one of my most serious suicide attempts happened when I was 15, and it resulted in me breaking my neck. But the break was so weird, in that my spinal column was completely broken at the base of the c3, and my neck had stretched slightly! But, because the stretching was so slight, my spinal chord survived! Did you know if you break your spinal column when you are hanged, your neck can stretch as much a 5-millimeters before there will be damage to your chord? I found that out that day! I still ended up in a neck brace!
It was worse when, one year later, my boyfriend and I hanged ourselves in a suicide pact, and we both broke our necks in the same way! Well, with me it was a re-break! Still, it was very painful, and we were both lucky (sort of!) that we survived! And not only did I end up back in a neck brace, but he ended up in one too! We then started to compare how our necks were stretching! His neck was 16-centimteres long, while mine was 18! Last July, we entered into another pact! We hanged ourselves together, and again, we both re-broke our necks. Only bad thing, I survived again, while my boyfriend succeeded!
We took our eights into account. He weighed 68-kilos while I weigh 64. We had managed to have an area where we could drop two meters, although we both needed three meters, according to a table of drops we found on the internet. As I said, his neck was 16-ventimeters long by 30-centimeters around, while my neck is 18-centimeters long by 27-centimeters around. If nothing else, given that we had both previously broken our necks within the year, we both should have been decapitated! My neck separated the exact same way as it had the two previous times. This time, my spinal chord should have also separated, but it didn't! Allan's neck was broken in the exact same spot as it had the year before, but this time, he also snapped his spinal chord! He was still alive when our bodies were cut down, but he died within an hour.
My point is that you are ever so right! You have to properly break your neck! The downside is that if you don't, you will suffer intense pain. Although the upside, I guess, is that you could still be alive. The downside too is that you will be in a neck brace, but they do feel kind of sexy after a while!
On Saturday, November 3, 2012 2:03:23 PM UTC-4, Kinky Suicidal wrote:
Choking Gurl
Off-With-My-Head
So, are you like me? I get so turned on in October when I see Hallowe'en displays with guillotines in them! When I was 10, my boyfriend and I had a sleep-over. Around midnight, we snuck(?) out and went to the one house that had a very realistic guillotine display. I actually laid on the bascule with the lunette closed down around my neck! Suddenly, I found myself wishing the blade was real and that my boyfriend would release it and slice off my head! I was as aroused as, if not more than, I would have been if I had a noose around my neck and I was hanged! Do you get that way too?
Choking Gurl
And yes, I get extremely turned on by guillotine displays! I have been hanged a few times. Strangled too! But the thought of my head being sliced off and falling into the awaiting basket is a major turn-on for me!
You have actually laid on a guillotine bascule and had the lunette locked around your neck???? I'm envious!!
Kinky Suicidal
Choking Gurl
As for being beheaded, I think about it a lot! Especially I think about being mounted on a guillotine and my head falls into the basket! Quick, easy, fast, and accurate! I guess having such a screwed up head is what makes me desire death by beheading!
interested in joining me at the guillotine? having both our heads drop into the basket?
Off-With-My-Head
Anyway, will you allow me to go first? You can watch as my head is sliced off by the blade and falls into the basket. Then, when you are mounted and positioned so you look down into the basket and see my severed head there, awaiting your head to join me, you can anticipate the sensation of the blade slicing your neck, and your head falling into the basket to join mine!
Kinky Suicidal
Hot!!! Very, very hot!!!!
Death Seeker
frazer....@gmail.com
Death Seeker
> It is something i have certainly considered. A homade guillotine perhaps?
The only "issue" with me wanting to lay my neck across the chopping block to be beheaded with an axe isn't so much my desire to be beheaded, but rather, finding that willing executioner. I did come close once, when I was 19-years-old in 1974. Another 19-year-old guy was willing to accommodate me! Though I was cautioned that I had to realize that being beheaded wasn't like being hanged. (At he time, I was recovering from trying to hang myself for the, what, then sixth time since I was 14) As I had survived my attempts to hang myself, he assured me that my being beheaded was permanent! I more than understood, as at the time, I felt that being beheaded was the absolute coolest way to die! We went to this place behind a building where we lived. There was this tree stump that made the perfect chopping block. We went through the motions. he tied my hands behind my back and had me kneel down. I leaned forward and laid my neck across the block. Then I felt the axe resting across my neck! My heart pounded, which, he had of followed through, my blood would have sprayed wildly from the stump of my neck. As it was, as he raised the axe high, a third party grabbed the handle and pulled it away! It was this woman who had taken me, and me executioner, off the streets where I lived at the time and gave us a home on this farm. I was so close! It didn't matter anyway! I think it was 2-weeks later, when the boy who was about to execute me was found hanged in his room. There was no effort to revive him as he had suffered a complete separation of his neck between the c3 and c4 members. At least he got to die! I envied him so much! I also left that farm the next day!
As I said, I was obsessed with having my head cut off from my pre-teen years until well into my 20's. I thought being beheaded was a very cool way to die. I still think that!
frazer....@gmail.com
Death Seeker
> Well my issue is building one ... i dont have the money nor the skill! If i were to i would build one that it would be a simple case of pulling a rope to release the pin thus releasing the blade! Remiving the reqirement for another party...
You're right about something else, in that it would eliminate the requirement for the second party. For me, I see me kneeling and resting my neck across something like a tree stump that would make a good chopping block. I require the second person to lay the axe across my neck, then raise it up, the swing it down to chop my neck and behead me. Where to find that second person!
My problem too is like I said, at my stage of life, I've seen enough and experienced enough, I don't want to see or experience any more! It's been nearly four years since I last tried to hang myself. I was unconscious for several weeks! Did I actually die? The noose strangles you and renders you unconscious within 10-seconds (if that), and can result in cardiac arrest in less than 30-seconds. If you are hanged for any more than 4-minutes, 5-minutes at the very most, whoever finds you might as well leave you hanged for a while longer! I did suffer cardiac arrest, but, I was cut down from the gallows beam after only about 3-minutes!
The reason I gave the idea of having someone chop off my head was because of the permanence of beheading. Unlike hanging, which is survivable, there is no surviving having my head cut off! It's death!
Oh well, maybe I will just loop a belt around my neck like I did 4-years ago and hope nobody intervenes until it's all over!
frazer....@gmail.com
Death Seeker
> Well i have decided to go via H2S and i have been able to get the required chemicals. The question for me is when!
Queer
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> I'd still be interested in arranging for someone to decapitate me... Like maybe strangle me with a thin wire, and pull it tight enough to cut completely through my neck?
I've always wondered if this was possible, to be decapitated by having someone strangle me with a thin wire, and pulling it tight enough to cut my head off!
Ashley Jordan
> For me, I would like to be hanged on a real gallows. I would like to
> start with a drop of three feet, which I have already done on more than
> one occasion! Then, the next time, lengthen the rope 3 inches, and
> add three inches for each subsequent execution! Keep going until I
> begin to feel intense pain in my neck as my neck is on the verge of
> being broken! Once at that point, lengthen the rope another two
> inches and hang me one more time! If I survive that, keep adding two
> inches to the length of the rope until I am hanged and my neck is
> broken! Once my neck is broken, leave me hanged until I'm dead! .
This sounds risky for sure, but then again, why not. According to any information I've researched, I need a drop of 2,5-metres (I weigh 70-kilos, and my neck is 140-milimetres long by a size 360-millimetres) to break my neck, but anything less than half, which would be 1.25-metres, could be survivable. I did experience a drop of about a third of a metre once. Did my neck hurt! As it is, I would like to have a sort-of gallows arrangement that would allow me a full 1-metre drop, just to experience the power of the blow to my neck. And if my neck breaks, oh well!
Gay Ashley J.
Ashley J., Gay, proud, and off the wall enough to want to feel the sensation of being beheaded!