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sine off
Jul 26, 2012, 11:48:14 AM7/26/12
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life did not start out grey, of course.
but over teh course of years as i was corrupted by the world and was
teased more and more with HINTS of intriguing things but never quite
admitted to the club, more and more the grey emerged and i figured it
all out.
grey to a large part is isolation, perhaps partly self imposed by my
personality and upbringing and the environment in which i was raised,
but it was also the malicious conscience and unconscientious fault of
others, friends relatives and enemies.
I have had many long years to contemplate and characterize it and when
younger i might have wept at my bitter fate, i now exist in it with a
sardonicness and dispassion that confounds family and friends now! i
enjoy the perverse dichotomy.
i always knew, and this may be presumptuous ego, that if given the right
circumstances i could surpass others i have known, but it was not to be
so.
i have distilled it all down to an axiom:
Mediocre seeds will seem to flourish in fertile ground, but
the seeds of the prize winner, sewn on harsh ground, will yield a crop
both stunted and strange.
but over teh course of years as i was corrupted by the world and was
teased more and more with HINTS of intriguing things but never quite
admitted to the club, more and more the grey emerged and i figured it
all out.
grey to a large part is isolation, perhaps partly self imposed by my
personality and upbringing and the environment in which i was raised,
but it was also the malicious conscience and unconscientious fault of
others, friends relatives and enemies.
I have had many long years to contemplate and characterize it and when
younger i might have wept at my bitter fate, i now exist in it with a
sardonicness and dispassion that confounds family and friends now! i
enjoy the perverse dichotomy.
i always knew, and this may be presumptuous ego, that if given the right
circumstances i could surpass others i have known, but it was not to be
so.
i have distilled it all down to an axiom:
Mediocre seeds will seem to flourish in fertile ground, but
the seeds of the prize winner, sewn on harsh ground, will yield a crop
both stunted and strange.
heartbroken
Jul 26, 2012, 11:56:02 AM7/26/12
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jill
Jul 26, 2012, 2:07:26 PM7/26/12
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had my appendix out when I was thirteen I think and I remember still
my sister coming in while the were shaving me and just staring like I
was chicken parts , she never said a word. Wrap it up and put it on
shelve and an make your own party , You are all you need to be happy
or sad, don't hang on to stuff that doesn't let you choose .
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Jack Pine
Jul 27, 2012, 9:27:52 AM7/27/12
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David
Jul 27, 2012, 7:41:59 PM7/27/12
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it is isn't it
David
Jul 27, 2012, 7:44:53 PM7/27/12
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that hits a soft spot
heartbroken
Jul 27, 2012, 7:44:55 PM7/27/12
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no it isnt.
good would be if she (had the feeling its a girl) would find a way out
of darkness
good would be if she (had the feeling its a girl) would find a way out
of darkness
jill
Jul 30, 2012, 6:31:43 PM7/30/12
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Jack Pine
Jul 31, 2012, 3:39:22 PM7/31/12
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On Jul 27, 4:34 pm, CyberDroog <CyberDr...@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote:
> On Fri, 27 Jul 2012 06:27:52 -0700 (PDT), Jack Pine
> Not possible. He's clearly far above the average man - a prize winner -
> and therefore would never be accepted in his own time.
Well then he can write himself out of mental poverty, of his own
accord.
> On Fri, 27 Jul 2012 06:27:52 -0700 (PDT), Jack Pine
> and therefore would never be accepted in his own time.
Well then he can write himself out of mental poverty, of his own
accord.
cal
Aug 1, 2012, 2:56:43 AM8/1/12
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this is, a a new masterpiece in the offing. "sardonicness," god love him.
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