WaterPark Series -- MY Goodbye To All Of You
Tom
the re-posting of the waterpark series, I have some bad news for
you. I am leaving the Usenet, and going on with my life here at
home. This unfortunately means I will have to stop my postings
of this series. My sincere apologies.
I wanted to post them as a goodbye, I wanted that to be 500 per
week, 5 weeks total, and I was out of here. It has lasted much
longer because I was asked to drop it to 200 per week, making
that take MUCH longer. I thought I could do that anyway, but as
the weeks kept going on, and I wanted more and more to just
leave, there became more and more of a problem with this for me.
As long as I am posting it I am not gone, and still here, reading
the posts, responding to them. It's taking too much out of me,
and taking away from my life here at home. I am sorry, but I
need to call an end to it. I looked on this a lot, and gave it a
lot of thought, and I feel there is not valid reason to keep
going on with this when I feel so much like just letting go and
leaving. There's no logic to it.
I hate breaking promises, and I hate not fulfilling commitments.
I really am sorry, I have let you down. THAT was the ONLY reason
I have stayed on this long with it. I made the promise, I made
that commitment, I started this, and I was going to finish it,
for those who were looking forward to it. To you I feel very bad
about doing this. To those that will now hold a party due to
this news, well I didn't put anything on you anyway, so party
away, no sweat off my back, and when your life gets so seriously
screwed up from your addiction to sex pics that your life is
destroyed by it, maybe even a boy, maybe you will go to jail
even, I will still be living happily here, as you rot in the
miserable world you have made for yourself. I will ONLY feel
pity and sadness for the boy, not for you. To the rest that this
is not meant for, I apologize for that, but it needed to be said.
The reasons for my leaving are long and also long in coming, it's
a buildup for the last year and a half, and I have finally
reached the point that I just cannot hang on anymore. It is
taking away from my life here at home. I have given up many a
nice hike in the woods for a post to some hate monger here, and I
have given up many a camping trip, so I could sit inside, smoking
my cigs, in front of a monitor all day, posting away my thoughts.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed it, and I vented some of what I
needed venting, but it's time for me to leave. I have been
having problems here at home, with my personal life, because I
have spent WAY too much time here with all of you. One night
alone I spent about 12 hours just reading and reading and
reading. I have to pursue my own life, I have to make a choice,
I have to set my priorities. I am very sorry that it means I did
not finish the series for you. But that series is not worth what
I lose here in remaining on the net while I finish it.
Like I said, I wanted this series to be my goodbye to all of you,
in a spectacular way. I was going to tell all of you in the end
of the postings. But then I was asked to cut back the postings
to 200 per week, down from 500, I thought I could still do that,
but with the holidays and all, it's just not feasible, not while
maintaining my personal life here. Yes, I could just post it
ONLY, and leave the rest of the net, but that is not possible for
me, for as long as I post it I am still here, and will still be
reading and responding to posts, and still be stuck in this cycle
that I NEED to get out of. Some of you have a cycle of addiction
to images, I have a cycle of addiction to chat forums. IRC is
another area I will be saying my goodbyes too soon as well, as
well as several web posting boards, and all my e-mail friends.
Addiction, no matter what that addiction may be, is harmful and
eventually destroy's one's life in slow but steady ways. I am
trying to head off my own addiction, to chat, while things still
can be repaired.
If some of you really want to get the rest of the series, then
you can still get it, from the one who posted it to the net
originally. Go to alt.binaries.pictures.boys.retromod, and ask
for a repost of them from where I left off, which is 3wp1400.jpg.
They will ONLY post it to their newsgroup, not here and not any
other group. Also, that is a non-nude group, please don't hassle
them with requests for off topic posts there. If you like the
series I have been posting, then you will like the ones they post
there as well. Even though abpb has been removed from many a
server, abpbr is still there on most of them, since it is a
moderated group and totally non-nude even, and the moderators
there are serious about keeping things clean.
Sorry for the bad news guys. I hope you still have a good and
happy holidays before you. We are about to enter the new
millennium, party like it's 1999, for in a month and 5 days it
WILL be. I hope we can enter the new millennium with better eyes
then we end this one. History has shown that at the end of every
millennium there has been similar societal problems, probably due
to the fears of prophesies or just superstitions of that magic
number 1,000 years. In most cases, once that boundary was broken
nerves eased and we entered a great and new era, usually one of a
Renaissance of one type or another. So I don't fear such an
event, I feel lucky to be one of the few to be able to experience
such a thing. Many people experience a century turn, but only
one generation in a thousand years experiences a millennium.
Consider all yourselves lucky for that one, I do.
I will remain on long enough, a week or so, to view responses and
finish off chats. Thanks for being there guys, every one of you
had a part in helping me to come to terms with myself, even if I
did not align my beliefs totally with your own. Even those that
attacked me helped me to come to peace with myself, for those
battles helped me to look within myself and find the truth that
was in me always but hiding for so long. Thanks for that.
Tom
Tony054
Tom a écrit dans le message ...
>For all those that have given such good support and thanks for
>the re-posting of the waterpark series, I have some bad news for
>you. I am leaving the Usenet, and going on with my life here at
>home. This unfortunately means I will have to stop my postings
>of this series. My sincere apologies.
>
Please don't apologie ... you are one of the great posters of this NG. You
have done more than a lot of people and we owe you a lot of thanks. You
always have been a guy full of kindness.
We will miss you. If you can, come here from time to time to give us some
news... I wish you the best.
Tony
Waz Zup Peeps
The best of luck, always! My prayer for you, and all here is, may the TRUE
spirit of 'The Fort' stay deep within your heart, now and throughout the new
millenium.
Wazzup!
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JustaWitness
with clear lungs.
Green Death
No, really.. if you feel that way, then I hope you get things straigned out.
I appriciate all you've done here, and I wish you the best of luck.... :o)
OK, anyone else have the 3wp series 1400 and above?? ANYBODY?? GD needs you!
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Tom wrote in message ...
>For all those that have given such good support and thanks for
>the re-posting of the waterpark series, I have some bad news for
>you. I am leaving the Usenet, and going on with my life here at
>home. This unfortunately means I will have to stop my postings
>of this series. My sincere apologies.
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pes...@flophouse.com
My friendly suggestion:regulate your time on the net,so you can enjoy it without being overtaken by it..
pester
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Henry Jones
Eh folks, ain't the fort getting empty lately?
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oden_usa
Tom <hi...@usa.net> wrote in message
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Hi Tom,
This is all very sad. And extremely thoughtful.
But for you, I wish U the very best.
Take real good care of yourself.
Have a real nice life.
Oden
^^^ FORT ^^^_Fan