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my last email from gord
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whorella mundane
Feb 6, 2018, 10:02:12 PM2/6/18
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may 2016 ... him and the wife breaking up ... working on his last record even though he had no idea it would be. and him, still reading my shit. and now ... now i know he's not reading it. for the first time. i know he's not reading.
i watched 'long time running' on netflix and lost it. but only a little.
i wept ... softly ... made me miss my sister. oh everyone was respectful.
the kids knew ... well they had some idea of how much he meant to me.
do they believe that the emails were from him?
what does it matter - what anyone believes?
i know it was him and man we even fought a little!
he would think that with him out of the picture, i might have a shot at a real boyfriend. i wouldn't sound like a crazy woman going on and on about him - well i still would, but at least given that he has passed, he's no threat.
but i'm done and i didn't mean to be. it just happened.
so i lost my reader somehow.
oh man. feeling too dark to
i watched 'long time running' on netflix and lost it. but only a little.
i wept ... softly ... made me miss my sister. oh everyone was respectful.
the kids knew ... well they had some idea of how much he meant to me.
do they believe that the emails were from him?
what does it matter - what anyone believes?
i know it was him and man we even fought a little!
he would think that with him out of the picture, i might have a shot at a real boyfriend. i wouldn't sound like a crazy woman going on and on about him - well i still would, but at least given that he has passed, he's no threat.
but i'm done and i didn't mean to be. it just happened.
so i lost my reader somehow.
oh man. feeling too dark to
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