whorella mundane
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i'm a bad, horrible person. i should be happy and grateful and more
determined than ever to do everything right all the time but it seems
the more i lick my wounds, the more they plead, i mean bleed.
i hate being right about things i wish were not true.
these are the worst of days and i have tried to make the best of them
but i feel like an utter failure at stepping up to do everything right
to honor my sister. and i find myself starting not to care. about
anything. like ... there's so much to care about that it just washes
over my brain.
to dream of nothing ... seems like bliss to me now.
we all have the ups and downs i guess but i keep feeling like ... i'm
losing.
the losing kind
how to kill the caring so i can take the love?