hand's on

[whorella mundane]

i'm trapped at my f'n computer waiting to finish work and i haven't
really even started today's activities.

but i figure - i'll get the time back and the farmer's always busy on
the weekends so this is good.
i'm never going to be able to see him - gets me all hot and bothered
and then ... waiting.

i just saw an old time steam engine - people were lining the tracks
for miles to see it - oh man - the whistle - the roar - you can see
the engine fire - someone's in their shoveling coal. man the smoke ...
made me tingly. reminds me of the johnny cash video ... all about the
trains. made me and jim weep at the end like "all the cool shit is
gone" or something.

the farmer's name is jim - i like calling him the farmer though 'cause
i didn't really know him.

we went to a grocery store - i was sneaking photos of him with my
phone and none of them worked. not a single photograph of me and the
farmer at a grocery store.

i like him. i was kinda pissed about it yesterday
but today - really glad.

so that's good news ... i just think everyone has their breaking point
- nevermind.

i have a three hour conference call today ... and all i want to do is
scrub the rugs and clean. but i'll get that done. i'm operating on too
little sleep so i'll shut up