rpbc - There's child abuse and there's child abuse. The degree and extent of the abuse can effect the degree of psychological damage the victim suffers later in life. There can be little doubt Melissa was profoundly damaged by SOMETHING, or she would have found a way to be rich without ABUSING people, if being rich is what she felt she needed. Or maybe she needed power over people too.
blu - If it's horror you want to hear about, watch this one https://cetv.one/programs/elite-pedophilia-sex-rituals-anneke-lucas
This woman goes into gruesome detail about her abuse, which toward the end she starts calling SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE. Its almost like she's remembering a movie she watched while on LSD. Really creepy. And it's easy to imagine extremely rich people indulging in these things, having few if any limitations. She gives valuable insight to the mentality of those who seek to be in high levels of power, or were born into it.
Talk about yer "movers and shakers". And then there's the politicians and such. According to Anneke, these were included in such activity so they could be secretly filmed and then blackmailed into doing the bidding of the elites. Ever wonder why some things are done that are obviously damaging to the US and indeed the entire world?
As for Melissa, and of course this is only speculation, I suspect that where Anneke wanted to heal her damage, that didn;t occur to Melissa, so instead she dealt with it by hardening herself. With her protective shield on, she may even have no real memory of her abuse. Just maybe weird dreams.