Once I. stopped watching television and listening to the radio at the end of
1990, "they" had. to find other ways of committing abuses. So they took what
must be. for them a tried and tested route; they get at you by subversion of
those around you. Since they wouldn't be able to. do that with my family or
friends, that meant getting. at people in the workplace to be their
mouthpieces and do their dirty work. for them.
They supplied my employers in Oxford. with details from what was going on in
my private life, and what I and other people had said. at my home and
accommodation in Oxford. So. people at work repeated verbatim words which
had been said in my. home, and repeated what I'd been doing recently. Often
the most trivial things, the ones from your domestic life, are the. ones
which hurt most.. One manager in particular at Oxford continuously abused me
for ten months with verbal sexual abuse, swearing,. and threats to terminate
my employment. After ten months I was forced to seek psychiatric. help and
start taking medication, and was away from work. for two months. I spoke
later with a solicitor about what had happened at. that company; he advised
it was only. possible to take action if you had left the company as a result
of harassment, and such. an action would have to be started very soon after
leaving.
Over a. year later the same manager picked on another new worker, with even
more. serious results; that employee tried to commit suicide with an
overdose as a result of the ill-treatment, and was forced. to leave his job.
But he didn't take action against the. company, either. Abuse at work is
comparable to that elsewhere in that tangible evidence is difficult. to
produce, and the. abusers will always have their denials ready when
challenged. And even if a court. accepts what you say happened, it still
remains to prove that abuse. causes the type of breakdown I had at the end
of 1992. In a recent case before a British court,. a former member of the
Army brought a case against others. who had maltreated him ten years
previously. Although. the court accepted that abuse had occurred, it did not
agree that depressive. illness necessarily followed, and denied justice to
the. plaintiff.
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Persons after their conversion often speak of religious things as
seeming new to them; that preaching is a new thing; that it seems to
them they never heard preaching before; that the Bible is a new book:
they find there new chapters, new psalms, new histories, because they
see them in a new light. Here w
[114]Eusebius, Ecclesiastical History, V. viii. 14. "God was glorified, and
the Scriptures were recognized as truly divine, for they all rendered the
same things in the same words and the same names, from beginning to end, so
that even the heathen who were present knew that the Scriptures had been
translated by the inspiration of God. And it is no marvel that God did this,
for when the Scriptures had been destroyed in the captivity of the people in
the days of Nebuchadnezzar, and the Jews had gone back to their country
after seventy years, then in the times of Artaxerxes, the king of the
Persians, he inspired Ezra, the priest of the tribe of Levi, to restore all
the sayings of the prophets who had gone before, and to restore to the
people the law given by Moses." This is Pascal's rendering into Latin of the
passage from Eusebius of which the last lines are in Greek, above.
[115]"Each time that."
116Mark 2:10, 11. "But that ye may know that the son of man hath power on
earth to forgive sins... I say unto thee, Arise."
117Rom. 5:14. "The figure of him that was to come."
118Ps. 75. 5. "They have slept their sleep."
1191 Cor. 7:31 "The fashion of this world."
120Deut. 8:9. "Bread without scarceness."
121Luke 11:3. "Our daily bread."
122Ps. 71:9. "The enemies of the Lord shall lick the dust."
123Exod. 12:8. Cum lacticibus agrestibus. "With bitter herbs."
124Ps. 140:10. "Whilst that I withal escape."j
[125]Ps. 44:4 "O most mighty."
126Exod. 25:40. "Make them after their pattern, which was showed thee on the
mount."
127Mark 2:10, 11. "That ye may know... I say unto thee: Arise."
[128]John 4:23. "True worshippers."
[129]John 1:29. "Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the
world."
130"The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately