IMPORTANT TO EVERYONE
cc0135097
Somehow, someone has been following me around the newsgroups using my
name and e-mail address saying that I said this post is a joke and
anyone reading it is an idiot.
I ASSURE YOU THIS IS NO
JOKE.
1/22/06 (today 10/21/07)
I wrote the following about 17 years ago and posted it in a
number of different newsgroups. I posted it again about six years ago.
Many people were interested because they had gone thru similar
experiences. I have received 100's of e-mails and tried to answer most.
I am still in contact with many. It's amazing how many people are going
thru similar troubles, especially the youth all over the planet.
I am sorry this is so long, but so much has happened since 1989.
I posted this on 3/23/90 and again on 7/14/2000 and again today on
10/24/2007.
In 1989 I was hit by a car. After three operations and still
being in severe pain and the loss of my business and then my family I
could take no more. So I took an overdose of drugs, enough to kill an
elephant. I was found on the sidewalk in San Francisco, by a Priest.
I was pronounced DOA (dead on arrival) at the San Francisco
general hospital. They said I was dead for almost two minutes.
I remember this like it was yesterday.
I was in total darkness. I could see nothing, like as if I had no
eyes. Just TOTAL black darkness. I felt like I was standing in this
darkness. I tried to touch my face, but it was not there, I reached
down to touch my legs but I could feel no arms or legs.
That was when I realized I was DEAD. I remembered what I had done
to myself.
That was why I could not feel my body. I was in this darkness with
nothing but my thoughts for what seemed like forever.
I remember thinking about my entire life and that this would be a
HORRABLE death, to have nothing but your thoughts for eternity, a true
hell.
Although. I was in no pain, I was not scared and I felt nothing
but total calmness. I was at peace. (I now believe this darkness is
what happens to someone in a Coma)
Then all of a sudden I saw a light, a bright light. I felt myself
moving up towards this bright light. As I was moving upward I could see
down. I saw Doctors and Nurses working on someone on a table, although
I could not see my face I knew it was me they were working on.
I just kept rising up through the building thru the roof and into
the sky.
I heard a voice talking to me. It told me I had to go back because
I was needed. I tried to ask why but no sound would come from my mouth.
I could only listen.
The next thing I knew I was looking down at a great storm on the
earth somewhere. Trees, homes, buildings and people were being
destroyed. It was so real and like nothing I had ever seen.
At that time the voice told me that soon there would be great
storms all over the world. As I watched, the voice said there would be
great Earthquakes, Tsunamis, Floods, Tornados, Hurricanes, Volcanic
Eruptions and Deadly Viruses. The Earth would change rapidly.
As the voice talked I saw all of these things happening. My heart
was so sore I could feel nothing but burning sadness. I could not stand
watching all this destruction and death. Then I started floating down
to earth. I stood in the middle of an intersection. There were people
dead and dying all around me. Some buildings were destroyed but most
just had windows broken out.
I sensed these people all around me were dying of virus, thirst
and starvation. Many had their skin and hair falling off their bodies.
The voice said there would be great famines, natural disasters and
viruses that would wipe out more than two thirds of the life on earth
and then finally a great war that would be the most horrible war of all
wars.
This world war will be caused by the great losses of life from the
wrath of Mother Nature. Countries will fight over fresh water, food and
other needed human resources.
I could not stand to watch this. My heart was aching and I could
not stop the rush of tears.
The last thing the voice said is that I was needed to help these
people. And therefore I could not kill myself. I am not a religious
person and could not imagine helping anyone as I am quite disabled
myself. Then again as I know only too well, fear and your mind can make
you do amazing things.
The last thing the voice told me is that the beginning of the end
will be in 2006 and everything as we know will be gone by the end of
2012. I believe the voice was female.
The next thing I knew I was back in the total darkness again
thinking about all that I had just seen and been told.
When I awoke, I was in the hospital. I was very upset because I was
still alive.
Could anyone out there tell me if they have recently gone thru
anything like this? And/or what you think about this?
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7/14/2000
It seems that in the past 15 years nearly everything I experienced
has been coming true.
The earthquakes, floods, tsunamis, tornados, hurricanes, volcanic
eruptions and new deadly viruses and diseases.
In the past 20 years there are at least 10 new viruses most of
which are from the upset and destruction of our ecosystems. (Including
space, volcanoes. and, rain forests)
Temperatures are rising all over the planet, 4 times faster than
scientists predicted just 10 years ago. This is causing the poles to
melt at an alarming rate. Earths glaciers are melting; fish in our
Oceans are confused because the Ocean temperatures are getting warmer.
Even many land animals are confused and disappearing. Plant life is
changing, on the East coast flowers bloomed until February of 2006
which was the warmest year ever recorded
Two thirds of the earths fresh water comes from the glaciers, of
which are melting into the salt water oceans. Our fresh water lakes and
streams are being polluted by Human activity and by acid rain. 90% of
the large fish are already gone from our oceans. Animal species are
mysteriously disappearing all over the planet. As frogs disappear
viruses are spreading rapidly with a vengeance. Over 40% of frog
species are already gone. (This info is from Discover magazine).
Mosquitoes are ramped and infected all over the planet. Aids, Mrsa,
cancers and many other diseases are spreading quickly. Nearly everyone
knows someone who has died or dying of these diseases,
Because of Global Warming from the Greenhouse effect, the Earths
tectonic plates are expanding. This is causing more earthquakes and
tsunamis, and is causing extreme pressure on the planets surface. In
return Volcanoes are starting to wake and erupt to release this
pressure.
Areas like the North and South Americas will become much warmer
while Europe will become much colder making it impossible to grow
crops.
We are all being told global warming is from Carbon Dioxide from
our homes and automobiles, when in fact just one live volcano (and it
don't have to be active) gives off more carbon dioxide than all the
cars in the world. We are being told this because large government's
don't want third world countries using our Fossil fuels, because we are
running out of these fuels.
The Earth is getting hotter because of our Sun. Earth is now in an
orbit that is bringing us closer to our sun, which happens about every
300 and 50 thousand years. We do not know exactly what will happen
because we were not here 300 and 50 thousand years ago. But Science
tells us that 300 and 50 thousand years ago a global disaster caused a
mass destruction.
This destruction is inevitable and there is NOTHING we can do
about it. 2006 was the warmest year ever recorded. 2007? We don't know
yet. But I'm sure it will be even warmer and dryer in many areas.
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About Myself:
Since I was a child I have had a sort of 6th since. I seem to
know when bad things are going to happen but unfortunately most of the
time I don't know what is going to happen, only that it is going to be
something bad.
My mom has told me that when she was younger it used to happen to
her a lot too. She would know when someone was in trouble and she would
call them to find out what was wrong Shocking the hell out of them. She
even did it to me a couple of times.
If you ask your children or friends and neighbors or search around
on the internet, you will find that more and more people especially the
young are sensing something is wrong. If it be from listening to the
news, or their daydreams, their anxiety attacks, their nightmares or
just plane heart felt feelings. They know something is going to happen
soon.
As for myself I take medications for extreme anxiety (that is what
the Doctors call it) and to keep me from dreaming because I have the
same nightmares over and over. And they are always about disasters that
mostly come true, especially if I have the same dream three or more
nights in a row.
I can tell you many things that have happened to me thru out my
entire life that would seem unbelievable .Thru my 53 years, I should
have died at least 5 times. But because of this feeling I get (that the
Doctors call anxiety) I have been able to avoid death (unfortunately).
To try to make a very long story short, right now I will just tell
you of one major incident.
My best friend in San Francisco wanted me to visit him, I could not
afford it but he was willing to pay for it. Because I am disabled I
have nothing but time. So when he asked when I could come there, I told
him it didn't matter, just set it up for any time.
He set me up on Flight 93 at about 9am on 9/11/2001...
When he e-mailed me my itinerary, I started shaking. I was sick
for weeks. I was having what the doctors referred to as Anxiety attacks
(but I know better). The closer it got to my flight the worse I got. So
I knew my flight was going to crash.
I was so ill I was throwing up almost daily. Finally about a week
before the flight I called my friend and asked if he would change me to
a later flight. He did, he changed it to about 1pm on 9/11.
After which I felt much better, but I was still getting these fear
attacks. So I still knew something bad was going to happen. I made out
my will and wrote letters saying good by to my kids and family.
Just as my sisters were ready to take me to the Newark airport the
twin towers were hit. Then when I heard that Flight 93 went down, I
lost it. I was hysterical for days. I felt that some healthy person or
a child or someone who cared about their life was in my seat. Or if I
had been on that plane it would not have gone down.
These things have been happening to me ALL of my life. I hate it and
I have a lot of trouble dealing with it. It seems since my accident it
has gotten stronger. I guess it could also be because I have so much
depressed time on my hands.
So on the night of February 02 I could not take any more. So much
was built up in my head. From the pain and guilt to nightmares and
these so called anxiety attacks. Knowing that everything is going to
end, I was literally scared to death. I know that my family and friends
are going to die, and I don't want to be here to see it.
So I planed my suicide again, I had everything figured out, so I
thought. I almost made it.
But for some freaky reason my mom called my house because she felt
something was wrong, but she got no answer, So she called my sister who
came to my apartment and found me.
My mom NEVER calls me at night. Just another hour or so and I would
have been gone.
I do not remember anything about being in the regular hospital,
although I was there for almost 2 weeks. I was in a coma for 2 days.
And again I was back in that total DARKNESS. I went thru almost exactly
what I went through the first time I tried to kill myself. The only
difference is that I don't remember it as vividly. What I do remember
is the voice saying that the end will start in 2006 and by 2012 nearly
all life on Earth will be gone by the end of 2012. The military draft
will be reinstated. This I feel VERY, VERY Sure of.
Just writing this makes me want to die, as I am so sure I will
live thru the hell to come.
There is only one thing I remember when I was supposedly awake in
the hospital. And I remember it VERY well. There was a guy that was in
the bed next to me in my room. He kept mumbling something. I turned on
my side and leaned up on my elbow to see and try to understand what he
was saying.. I could see this guy in his bed just staring at the
ceiling. He was younger than me; I would say he was in his 30s. He had
long hair and long beard. However he was not mumbling, he was praying.
He called me by my name and told me I had to stop doing this because my
help is needed. He told me suicide is not a way out for me.
The next morning I told my family about this guy in the other bed
and I told them what he had told me. My family informed me I never had
a roommate; I was in a private room. I could not believe this. It was
just way to vivid in my mind. I looked around the room and sure enough
there was no other bed. And there was no room for a second bed. That
did not convince me. I actually had to call the Nurse and ask her. And
she also told me that I was in a private room, there was never another
bed in my room. Because I tried to take my own life the nurse had to
sit next to my bed the entire time I was in the hospital. I do not
remember her at all. I do not remember anything except this roommate.
What am I supposed to think of all this?
I am worse now (the start of 2006) than I have ever been. I am on
all kinds of drugs. I am on Opiates for pain, meds for sleeping,
depression and anxiety and to keep me from dreaming.
With all these drugs I am having trouble remembering and I have
trouble concentrating on any one thing too long.
Although I am no longer having nightmares every night, I am still
having them about once a week. These nightmares are always about DEATH
mostly from Natural Disasters. I am also still having these so called
anxiety attacks, always before something bad happens.
I have been seeing a psych doctor about every 3 weeks since my
last suicide attempt. He truly believes that I do have some type of 6th
sense. I have proved to him that when I have these attacks, some
Natural Disaster happens within a few days to a week the stronger my
attack the worse the disaster.
I can't stand it. And I still want to die now more than ever. And
the odd thing is I don't know why I feel so eager to die. I know I will
get so bad that I will try suicide again. Although something inside me
keeps saying "wait till things get real bad". "Wait till I can witness
the destruction to come". But I've already seen it and I don't want to
live it. I'm already planning.
Most of us just go on about our lives without much thought about
what is going on in the rest of the world. Yes we hear in the news when
something bad happens (Like the floods, tsunamis, hurricanes, viruses
and volcanic eruptions) and then most of us just push it out of our
minds and go on with our lives. What else can you do! Now the news
stations keep these reports to a minimum. Fridays seem to be the best
time to get the real news.
Your truth about God or Jesus is according to which religion you
follow.
As for myself, I don't know if there is a God. But if there is, I
don't believe he made man. I believe he made the Universe because
everything seems so perfect. It's a little hard to believe that the
miracle of all life and everything else is just by chance. Things just
go together way too perfectly. It is more likely that God made Mother
Nature and Mother Nature made man and all earthly life, many times
over.
My biggest problem with God was Dinosaurs since I was a little
kid. Why would Nature make Dinosaurs? Not long ago I woke up and the
answer was in my head. I knew why. If Nature has a big plan Humans
needed Dinosaurs. Nature knew we would need fossil fuels?
As we know, Nature has nearly wiped out everything and started all
over again a number of times. And it is happening again NOW.
I believe in Mother Nature. And she has learned that Humans are a
VIRUS, destroying all she has made. So she will she wipe us out and
start all over again. Perhaps next time she will make something a bit
more perfect something that will enhance nature and not destroy it.
I don't know exactly why I am writing this, I just feel
compelled. Perhaps that is what I'm still here for. If I can spread
this message enough maybe I can Move on to what ever, if anything there
is after this life. You should know what is going on. As I'm sure our
top Scientists already know. Although there is really nothing you can
do. Perhaps, if prepared, some people might make it thru this.
I just don't know.
I feel scared and at this moment, suicidal again.
I don't know what to do.
Right now my life has reached one of its lowest points and I feel I
don't care anymore.
I just don't know. I leave it for you to decide, it's your world.
I am just trying to explain what I know, what I feel in my heart and
soul and what I have been going through.
In a number of recent dreams I've been told to start filling up
containers with fresh water and start collecting canned foods. And what
I don't understand, the truth about UFO's will be revealed soon.
Personally I don't believe in UFO's so this I don't understand. Don't
know exactly why, but I assume something bad is just around the corner.
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Good Luck to You all.....Any responses should be
sent to this e-mail address mt...@comcast.net I will try to answer as
many as possible. Threatening or idiot mail will be deleted. Thanks,
Michael
E C
Both of these statements that passed through the attuned mind of Edgar
Cayce should help individuals overcome such fears that were as expressed
by Michael
"When fear of the future occurs, or fear of the past, or fear of what
others will say--put all such away with this prayer--not merely by
mouth, not merely by thought, but in body, in mind and in soul say:
"Here am I, Lord--Thine! Keep me in the way Thou would have me go,
rather than in that I might choose."
Edgar Cayce Reading 2540-1
"For how does one cleanse the mind?
By the pouring out, the forgetting, the laying aside of those things
that easily beset and filling same with pure, fresh water that is of the
eternal life, that is of the eternal goodness as may be found in Him who
is the light, the way, the truth, the vine, the bread of life and the
water of life. These things are those influences that purify."
Edgar Cayce Reading 1620-1
Charles Albrecht
"cc0135097" <mt...@comcast.net> wrote in message
news:nuydnaGOaJOchIPa...@comcast.com...
Hi Michael,
How are doing? How are things in New Jersey?
I feel you are near the Atlantic Ocean.
I think you should try some Saint John's Wart myself.
and conceder trying Edgar Cayce's Centering audio CD.
I think some dreams are there to help you make a decision
about the way you live your life think about it.
Thanks
Charles