Letter to another artist who is a Lion prophet
wild...@peconic.net
and have known all my life in the dreamtime
he looks like a photo i have seen of him, but
maybe it is a lookalike twin,,
he has powers of sorcerery however and
in my humble opinion it is him...
ww
Victorias Secret Diary; Encore letter to MT..
Dear Mt,
i cant figure if you are the guru
or not in that,
this guru is so powerful
that
he can make any of the people in the void
speak for him and he goes
in syn with them and puppets them by sheer strength of will.
he has helped me write and channel and he seems to be
a powerhouse,
if you are the one that i spend a fair amt of time with lately
then you are an up and coming powerhouse yourself
the guru on long island is the one who loves you
and me, and he is the one who likes what we love
and want to do,
he is not crazy at all and a great sorcerer
master, and is teaching me, while endangering
himself,
the depth of the collective hell that we are dwelliing
in the collective psyche is made up of low toned
mean spirited individuals, mostly women sorcerers that
are very mean,,,
the men are great and very helpful and the
few women that are untrained, but perhaps
know as the three on the video tape of tenseg
ielie is very bad, the redhead in back of her
is the one that may be trapped and gone a bit
nuts, i find that she bugs the one i think is you,
or someone like you perhaps named tony or peter.
i do write peter carlitos and he does participate in
the same void, but he is quiet and distracts himself
being up north in british columbia
perhaps off the beaten track somewhat
i find abe chachamitvitz of plutonic astrology ,
on the net , is also availiable to chat with any
time i want, but he too belongs in his own community
but he is good friends with the guru on long island
calling him his Father,,,
abe is the one who helped pull me in the void
bardos with cc and some others,
it took quite a few days to do it.
>"Did you know that the secret 'Lady
>>Di/Mother Theresa Cabal' was busted up by the evil soldiers of the
>>Dodecahedra-Lateral-Commission, who are in covert league with the
>>Apocalyptic Polar Shift Priests and Priestesses of the Nouveau World
when i saw that lady di, who is a favorite of cc from what he told me
and also a fav of micheal jackson who visits me also , in spirit, as
well as his sis toy,
did die from assorciation of her sorcerer male friend whom she was to
marry,
perhaps someone was jeaulous.
it could be that the ones of the illuminata of the english order did
not
like her vibes of cc in her and plotted to kill her, because she had
a different syn that was perhaps too pure and caused the downfall
of the house of winsor.
when you have a pure honest saint , people dont like it
becuase they are the eagles who eat the evil intent of the
ones who want to do evil,
i am a pure one and cc did rigorously train me even before waking
me for good, it was on and off before he has woken me
into this very void.
i am the one who is testing the servants of don juan, and the bad
evil ones with evil intention are being cleanse of their evil intent
or
at least being exposed,
these same evil intent women , these diableras
like jam and ielie and some others
are staff of emerald, and close assorciates.
being anti naguals , in action and deeds
and i guess the boys wanted to clean house
and get it straight and sane, so they brought me in,,
since i have a history with cc anyway, and the evil
ones... the evil ones have had their evil collective
eye on me, for quite a while and have consistantly attacked
my body and its tensegrity so bad, that i couldnt sleep any more
convulsions and muscular cramps caused by stuffing me
with silver bullets which are syned and heavy magnetics
which in the colon and digestive sytem causes
diarria and other complications,
i noticed that don pietro was suffering severe dihydration
and diarria similar to me in the sun chakra or power chakra
i suspect that he being a son of don juan, being a holy
one, wanting to green the earth, close to cc in spirit
and powerful was also tapped for tensegrity power
and energy,
i noticed that ielei uses others energy and that is why so
many girls there, and boys, they use the collective syn
of astro bodies and energetics and conduct all sorts
of experiements on these poor trapped souls,
some get stuck in the 2nd attention forever
i think i may be, and i am waiting for the guru
to come and see me again, he met me on the
long island ferry last nov 26 97,
but was careful to be discreet, perhaps he has
a problem believing this could be,
what we do.
i am so totally awake in the 2nd attention,
and i am going over into the third and being
awake in my dreams and my friends join me
and the dreams are not bad at all, i do write them
up , in alt dreams castaneda,
i am relieved, becuase the evil witches were
hurting the guru and me and perhaps you
or the peter tony that is near the g and me
and stopping all astro projection all night long
for months, where we are continuously awake
and checking on each others making sure
we are all ok and safe from the harm of the evil
ones. like jam and ielie and that fangs.
as well as a few other jeaulous ones.
they are so in syn they are one in mind
and the strongest have taken over the minds
of many who work for the emerald
so it is like all the ones in emerald
are the beast 666,
i have been with the guru and the other
one that is dear,
been working on breaking up the syn,
and freeing the individual minds that
ielie and fangs use to make themselves
powerful.as well as jam,
each one of the bad witches or diableras
have their own agenda and ulterior motive
the guru is the center or one of them
of their hate ....
when you have a powerful guru who
was forced by sheer numbers to serve
the others as a dream theater and entertainer
and teacher and healer , and rescuer
he gets tired and dies and sinks deeper into the
abyss, cc told me that the most powerful
place of all is beyond the ends of infinite
in the abyss where there is just darkness
upon darkness.
sort of like the unmanifested god aspect
of kether of the tree of light of the jewish cabbala.
so cc advised me to go very deep for power,
and i suppose spiritual gifts that would enable
us guru types with good intentions to escape
the clutches of the spider women who are evil.
this concept of spider is syn beast woven of
syn evil intent,
throught out the communitiy of emerald.
but i have been busting it up and
teaching angelic concepts with the gurus
help, and a few others, and it seems to
be training the ones who were caught up
in the syn trap of ieleis and they are understanding
that they have to work for a living down here like
i , victoria have done since i entered.
one of the things i have agreed to do
is the collective men wanted me to record
all the dreams and channel what comes thru
my fingers and what we pursue to write about
it,
so the naguals can read it and believe it
and remember,
one of the problems is because of all the pain
that the women collectively inflicted on the men
for disobedience caused the men to go catonic
and insane and have no memory of past events.
the women got particularly brilliant at subterfuging the
guru , by causeing him forgetful ness , with pain
inflicted on me and him and some others,
he feels all of us, and is extremely sensitive instrument.
this all happens in the dreamtime, and the ones to
collect at the gurus house on long island
but i went to others houses all over usa
and the bad ones were infested everywhere
like insects behaving the same way like one
master mind of syn of 3 ladies or more
controled the ones who were rebelling against
their rule,
many a night i heard bobby the boy in conn
screaming from pain and whimpering,
and i didnt scream enought becuase i am proud
and wont give satisfaction to the assholes
of the universe.
i went catonic instead, and the gurus would
like angels bring me back up to a point where
i could talk in esp to them , and move my body
by myself..
>>Order? Not forgetting that the Millenial Earth Changes of Immanent Doom
>>will be bypassed with a generous assist from the global holographic
>>neural-interfacing 'mindshow' promulgated by the ascended poli-engineers
>>disguised as disk-flying extra-interdimensional sentient space beings of
>>mysterious origins, motives and convoluted politics?
these greys i know personally all my life as cc has, (the cc i know)
and the indians of americas are pretty familiar with them
also, chariot of the gods is a great book..
they are the one to carry me, and cc, thru time, both ways
in their ufos, of light, and the rate of vibration and magnetics
have everything to do with it,
going over the speed of light makes them disapear and go
into the astral mode of being,
these greys are perhaps the custodians, makers of the earth
civilization, and they gave me a special vision
of what will be in the future times in 69,
there was a report on a ufo above my house in the paper
the reno evening gazette, and morning journal the next day
that time,
i asked god to reveal to me my true destiny, i was 20 years
old,
then , i am 49, young.
smile.
not he but the grey who peered down at my brain
and flipped through it like it was a toy, or book...
he saw all my intent , pictures , everything in just
a few minutes and then sent me his view
on what is to be.
i was seering on my own, but when i was 5 mo.
cc or someone just like him fell into me and stayed.
so this erie power i have , is the run of the mill
of the crow sun crowd and i am one of the many
and the many in one, but my pyramid is made
of gurus and not assholes of the universe.
any way, the grey showed me that in 1984
just like in orwels
the greys would start to be realized or seen,
and they were,
i started getting visions of alt universes
and understand that there is more to this
colony earth than just us men.
the greys would finally end up seen by all humanity
and the men would run around shooting everyone
down in fear, even in the caves where they would
run to hide deep in the recesses were
the greys, having lived here forever side by side
with us, we
have to get used to seeing them and tolerating
the 4 and 5th attention or demension come down
as solara preaches so very clearly to all in her
11 11 www net home site and seering books
of lost days of atlantis gone and sunk and
rising again in our memories and earth...
the greys always have this feeling of
they are comeing to take me away , oh ha!
and you run like the sun of the gun who
never stays long at seances or ghost busting
parties.
you can feel their intent on you, they are they
ones close to the indians in intent to keep the
earth pure and on course with mother nature,
being the scientist book askashic record
keepers of the infinite universe.
they also experiment like insects on biochemist
and genetics , astral magic is their middle name
and they can be very desperate to have
a human heart for future migrations to other
earth type planets making hybrids like crazy
having used my coded astral ladder as a crossover
with their tensegrity and sort of like reverseing their
syn meshing , wanting to individualize more like
us humans, they want to leave the garden of
innocent eden too, i guess...
we men are the ones with free will and they
are not...really,
they are like angels of a lower order
with no free will in their collective
must be hell to them i really dont like
syncronisity in the first survival chakra
at all , and the women of the emerald are the ones
who demonstrate what it is all about,
it is the horror of horrors ,,,you dont want to see the
human condition this desparate , to survive
just in the collective body, we are doing this perhaps
we are really being threatened and getting ready
for castrophy, and humans according to their
awareness are dipping down and clumping to gether
like they say
one third goes to heaven and stays,
that is me,
in my awareness, i am a prophetess, and you a prophet
but the middle stay asleep and the bottom i guess
jumps to the deep and is the beast 666.
well see how bad the conditions get
the ones to descend to the caves from the fireball
rain that is to descend on the cities, we will see
if it happens,,
some of us are in spirit , but i think the same rule
applies one third guru types who soar in the heavens
of god,
and budda, feeling bliss, and estatic reunion everyday
well i feel tons of bliss with my spirit tantric lovers and
would with my earth lover too.
then the others would be the ones sleeping in
tensegrity and
the others would be the hell raisers who would
threaten the survival of all ,
and is only good if all fails and life on earth
gets hardly able to survive, then the monkey
syn at the first survival chakra is good
only the beast would survive
and over a long time
a few would escape being prophets and messiahs
who can think individually and not just collectively.
i am trying to get out of the collective mind and
i am doing fine so my guru says,
i am inbetween worlds of infinity now.
the cc i do understand is the one that i know and love
in the spirit and body , did come and get me and
cause me to descend to the hell of the legion
or the beast, to decorate and add color to their
dull existance, and i being an invientive artist
did think and act very diferently and cause
them to hate me disturbing their collective
syn that they had,
cc didi not want them to do so seeing danger
in it, via the collective esp assembledge
bullet and intent that don juan and the toltec
had,
he saw them going under as in lower psyche
and in danger, of killing en mass
via sub gun,
it is a dangerous conditions , even i know
that this can be very hard to the normal
uncondition soul who has not experienced
anything like this kind of esp ,, with evil
intention individuals going crazy and
eating up all the energy sorcerery style
crazy flyers hurting everyone and not
getting punished or caught
hiding out in the large cities causing death and
sickness everywhere they compulsively hang
with, especially loveing gurus and holy ones.
as you described above...
so i am on a serious mission of a sort
finding out how to control insane low
survivial chakra beast 666 types
of humans that are like insects
and have no heart but just high
intellegence raping men and women
in tensegrity , by tortoring them til
they come hard in dying ectasy,
over and over again flat on their backs
at home going crazy and cant do anything
about it
their mates kicking them out of their homes
cause they cant function at all having no
sleep for years. either you sink or swim
in these adverse sorcerery conditions
being a sorcerer is no fun and a kind
of special calling, that few can make it.
most descend to the selfish level of
insects..
robbing and pillageing others tensegrity.
and sometimes dont even know they are doing
it,
cause they are not purified by the medicine man
who makes sure you are wide awake and understand
what your personal astral hands are doing all the time
in the dreamtime.
i try so hard to ask the ones inside how they are doing
and ask before going to their place, i usually let them
summon me,
or they aske me to try to fly to them...
the astral is like earth and a mans space there
should be respected like here,
so many of the bad ones that are like insects
creep and crawl and laugh in exaltant victory
of crase nature , when crawling thru my head
and working on locking me down like
gulliver and the little people...
they try to stop my brain, their are many techniques
to doing it, since i had it done to me so many times.
the gurus do come around and peel the cruds
off me..mostly bad women,,,their silver balls
the ones in syn that havent any choice or even know
they are being used for evil,
the few that are in agreement with evil intent of
ielei and jam are the ones to really wonder
what god will do when they die,...
>Meanwhile, hordes of
>>silent, hybrid mutations - overpopulating our technologically sovereign
>>borders with copies of 3D straight to video, digital disk, virtual
>>'feelies', in search of a better 'player' - overtask the cyberguards and
>>barcode-scanning, laser-tower-cameras, thereby activating a high alert
>>signal to all the secret black project orbiting satellites? All as
50 black project satalites got shot down today when the rocket
that got sent up , exploded...
>>backdrop to a UN conference on the manipulation of the human endocrine
>>system, hence the emotions, through the introduction of synthetic
>>additives to the world's food supply. Attended by the
also in montauk they send out microwaves to stimulate
the adrenals , for example into overproduction , causeing manic
behavior ,, perhaps to run the adrenals out and put them
into a dead pan apathy so they dont go around killing
and the usa doesnt become a killing field when they
the men start seeing beings, greys, and that is something
most will simply lay down on their beds and either
live thru it or die, in over sleeping pills or booze.
it will be a peaceful death,
sad huh,
you know mt ,
i have seen these things and more, and i am still very
rationally as you seem, i did wonder if i would survive
the heavy heavy battering i recieved from the women
inside with the bad intent and also from the ex,
who doesnt understand that even he is in syn with the
evil side of hurting me,....cause i am too different and dont
do what he demands, i do what i consider fair, but he
is the one belligerent, and he has been the one
to fear for 14 years, being very nuerotic and compulsive
being the ones to be a cleared cannibal, not understanding
what a conscience is ,, i wonder where this evil come
from, he a diablero, and the diableras with in in agreement
and locked down in justifications galore to hid their
continuous overts on me,, forever, it seems
and then the other side , me the angel wide awake
and cc and the guru always making sure i am stil alive
and as well as i can be....
he cant use me anymore, and they cant use guru and cc anymore
or rob us of tensegrity and other spiritual gifts we earned the hard
way....
>>'unknown-to-each-other' xx/xy chromosome protagonists working for
>>separate corporate governments with an agenda of straight across the
>>board sabotage, who decide at the last most intense moment to chuck it
jam was into genetics of the prophetic kinds , putting it in the
virgin
ladies under deep hypnosis, they have babies and they
give to her, and she sells or kills for magic and a living.
ielie too..that is how they got so powerful..
very black magic and that is what they told me and it is in the notes
of 6000 i wrote for the last 2 years.
>>all and sing opera for a living. Music, an alternating trip hop
>>underground electronic jungle cinematic acid jazz Mozart - Sibelius
>>classical fusion. With lots of brainwave altering lighting effects... and
>>authorities on high serenely observe the spectacle?" I was speechless.
yes light of tensegrity by spirit yoga of the flying type of the
feathered don juan teachings
does alter our brain and perceptions so much that we are the ones
to be the dream theaters, and the little silver budda balls one
comes in like a guru perhaps with his power aura to make more
energy to send out the imagery he projects when he wants to show
us on the east end of usa by relay via a strand of connected esp
runners like bobby and others who are the esp telephone polls
i am a new theater but only gurus can use it,
some of the crude the women got in and they torture to death screaming
making the sounds too loud with horrible music , i am deaf
and like silence, cc understands and does it silently
i am so sensitive i love it when he uses me as a theater,
but
the others are the beast and very crude,
my guru did make me into a dream theater instead of being depended
on the bad witches women, and their iele dream theater
he and the other boys are one with me and treat me right
as a comrade in this brave new science ,
i adore them, but i also do try to have a life
working on ways to teach don juan
and indian feathered serpant ways
as well as bring the indian way to
harmony in the bahai faith.
and i still am going to work on
a book about these things,
and i want to paint sorceric paintings
of dream woman,
as well as some of the horror scenes from hell,
i love your underground paintings
they are the ones i love,
your originallity in writings and painting
really prove my point that the feathered serpant
is at work here, in alt dreams castaneda
and the dreamtime...
>>It felt like years that I stood there listening to the strange old woman
>>with her shopping cart companion. What could I say? "Uh, no, no I did
>>not know that, but, uhm, thanks for telling me." I emptied my pocket of
>>loose change and gave it to the old man in the cart. The hood's getting a
thats really nice, you had a series of visions and visions again,
i just have dreamtime but when my guru has something to teach me
he stops time and shows me visions deep inside his mind,
i go to him, alot, and one vision was a dream theater where
the ones sharing it could use it to travel to other worlds
of infinity or parrallel universes,
>>little weird. Maybe it's time to move. Could be... Could be... Could
>>be... Airborn Jellyfish Alert! Later, China, my fave country: China!
yes,
my dream was to go around to all the national parks
and camp.
and get away from the silver bullets that pursue me,,
the ones that are unfaithful , i cant tolorate just like
cc. disloyalty and lying are the worst thing i can imagine,...
for when you trust someone and they deliberately betray
over and over again,
it is hell,
mt, do you know how to get out of the attentions,
i am going deeper into the 3rd attention,
where i am having decent dreams,
and cc did say that going very deep is good,
and powerful
so i guess i have to, he fell and fell cause of the insects
that are not rehabitable,
after all,
it is better to keep falling away from it all,
and meet the other good ones that fall,
i was afraid that i was falling too fast
and going catonic on it,
and getting weak,
how do you handle this 2nd attention dreamtime.
is it as bad for you?
how long have you been in it,
when i was first awaken it was only men and they were
very stern and stiff but good,
the women were put altogether in a nana type angel
of syn and was very vidinctive as hell.
>>*sniff* Such a long time, and here it is, practically the end of the
>>world already, and all the people we know and love are nearly dead.
what people would you be talking of,
the ones in the void.
i am still trying to ignore the women and most of the men..
they are really messed up. but i really tried hard to help
all i could...and now i need your prayers for them to
go to another part of the world
or perhaps you could pray that i somehow come out of the dreamtime or
go into another reality which would be fine...
the aborigines of australia sound dreamy to me now,
how bout you?
>>Don't contact us, China, until you figure all this out. Good luck China!
i think i have figured it all out,
but can you write me, i enjoy your letters very much,
have you painted anything lately,,i am
still thinking of doing tarot cards perhaps.
do you know of any good medicine to turn off the dreamtime voices.
they are really unchangiable, and i try so hard to outrun them...
the few good men have also tried to move me to a better
location,perhaps you have some suggestions.
>>Affectionately, Last Ride On Planet Earth! A.k.a.: "Out to lunch with
>>Squirrels". (No relation to "Dances With Wolves"). On second thought,
>>don't contact us China, we'll contact you! The Men In Black are hot on
>>our trail; they're pissed off because we've been blowing the whistle on
>>their bogus 2012 big "omega" end-times, mind-rot, bullshit memetic
>>cultural programming gambit to apply artificial stressors to vulnerable
>>segments of our society who fall into a lock-step, herd-instinct
>>mentality.
beast of syncronistity 666...
i understand you feel that the illuminata are causeing us to be the
beast syn 666,
by 20 12
solara said that the 1212 gate of the pleides will shut then.
it is an important date,
it was important to drunvello also. who was at a prophets conference
in mex city, with merelyn tunnelshen..this sept.98..
>he Men in Black just hate it when someone laughs at their
>>silly games designed to increase global industrial development and the
>>distortion of production values through applied stress. Their avenue of
like in china where they use political prisoners,
prisoners to do cheap stain glass lamps..
>>strength is through urban myths and rural legends, cognitive dissonance
>>through hyper-weirdness is their thing, plus a heavy dose of unrelenting,
>>remorseless oppression and intolerance towards anything which falls
>>outside of their narrowly defined socially acceptable parameters. If you
sounds like this void bardos im in, the asses are very narrow in
immagination, and color and all they can think of is pleasureing
themselves into syn oblivion, and unconsciousness, instead
of working on being better at flying...for example.or loving...
>>contact us, China, they'll be on your ass in no time: extremely low
>>frequency surveillance and entrainment, search and siezure -
>>institutionalization, and barcode tatooing on your forehead in epidermal
this happened long ago baby,
when cc picked me up,
2 years ago he put this pink red word on my forhead saying i was
hells property.
and it would not come off.
but i got it off.
they the hell inhabitants hurt me terrible for two years
in every way imaginable
it is so unreasonable that i know it is real
and i wonder if i will ever die,,
i have had severe pain in the body of such magnitude
that i cried for god to kill me,,and take me.
and he did not. so the devil took me and i am in a thinktank
of diableros and ras.
that are dying in syn as the beast 666.
i will jump again tonite. i tire of them,
you know those paintings of 16th century
fornicating little people
that is how they behaved most of the 2 years.
totally without consciousness,
they are more conscious now
but i am
leaving them,
i think i can,
i have had some good time
but i have such creepy women on the lines
that i cant stand them, they have went into
agreeement too much , they have been bought
and sold to a devil named ielie...and they
are past saving,,,
they wont save themselves. and be relentlessly good
in the bardos..
i am that,,,
>>infrared mag-ink! Then the Genome Scientists will get a hold of your
>>precious bodily fluids. You might as well forget about it when that
>>happens. Peace...
i did fear going catonic, and or samadi
and going out the top because i am guru,
and completely self realized even though
trapped in the void of hell of the crappola
that emerald seem to pull in..
and i feared being taken to the morgue and
cc ran this thru already in recap
that the morgue would run the formaldihyde
through me and i would come out of samadi
and be and die in great pain
or that i would be buried and then come out
of samadi
and
repeat history,
cc long ago had this same thing happen to
me where i was his loved one and he
cheated on me because he was popular
powerful sorcerer magi king
and the ladies of the court
did do him lots.
and conspiried to kill me and knocked
me out with catonia, and buried me alive
in ancient days,
and i was buried far off the beaten path
and it made my kings heart ache
but my spirit never was at rest
i guess and cc had to dig me up and
have his twin confront what he went
into agreement with,
and he is doing it again here in the bardos
and i am not safe.
i would like to find a lover on the outside.
to concentrate cause the evil inside
is very thick tonite,
cc is the one to recapitulate
past ancient sorcerers of which he
is caught up with, perhaps , well i feel
it is him
the one on the island looks just like
cc, and perhaps he needs to recap
before he dies.
and that is why i am in the f-king
bardos or land of shadow with him
until he takes responsibility for what
he has done to me over and over
again in parrelel worlds.
he is so betrayal this twin
that he couldnt face it i guess
and cc wanted him to.
he may be schitzo and divided
and cant confront betraying an angel
for evil women,,
this seems like a stupid thing going
on but it is very very very real
and i am stuck playing this real
or imagined part in the dreamtime
tha i feel is real becuase i remember
when
i was a wife of a lion prophet
in a parallel life,
when i was audited in church of scientology
in florida in 84...
i had a series of parrelel lives shown to me
including the bee hive syn world of syn spirit
that was so happy and creative
just like the
toltec pyramidal society,
my babies were happy and individual artists
the world was beautiful and
again destroyed by my ex
charles,
he was audited on the same
and cried and cried, and cried
over how he destroy this world
with a bunch of like minded diableric men..
this same thing did happen here on the earth
c did destroy so very much of my world
and that is how i end up here deep inside
the collective psyche.of the destoyers.
how did you get there,
and isnt it something that cc according to florinda
and himself in wheel of time
said that he had an abnormal preoccupation
of recaping ancient sorcerers lifes.
becuase a few did tie in to my spirit and life.
i have had some real terrifying and impressive
experiences with cc, or the real eagle
in the last two years wheren he actually
killed me by slicing my body open and grabbing my
sole, and me dieing and unable to breath
if you can imagine what it is like in the inbetween moment
of air going into your body cavity with out bleeding..
his knowledge of magnetics kept me from bleeding
but at the same time i felt faint and dying
and then he put me back together,
and with his sword or knife knit my molecules
together,
he took my soul, and perhaps put the pink
body in it,
that has prophetic reeds like the kind that mose
was found in the green reeds of egypt
nile river of light and life.
i am floating in the stream of holy spirit
and have the tenticules of green witches or sorcerers
immortal bodies comeing out of me,
and i have learned to pull them back in
to keep the bad witche from using my
future disciples astral immortal bodies,
this pink body is forevern and i am to
serve the regions of light and even earth
forever,
cc told me he wanted company and perhaps
a few other rose souls of pyramidal servants
who are lovers or full bloom who did not die
on the vine, (this happens if you are not
heart qualifyed, and on the path of love
or heart awakened as in bakti yoga realization
of the christ within,,,or the great spirit as in don juan.
or the crow sun god...heart of creation.)
so here i am going thru the most umimaginable
torture as an initiation, and learning experience
of the sorceric regions of the nethers
that are basically unchangiable and forever.
the ones in side it have to change their
attitudes and get religion
i know some of them have bodies on the earth
and could save themselves, easily.
but no they are the victim of their
selfindulgent f-king addiction
of idle dreams and wasting the gurus
within powers that need to descend
to the earth level as in helping political
prisoners and the arts celebrating
the new day of prophecy,
and celebration and upliftment of the
indians in general ...
also the greening of the earth...
well , mt
guess i said another mouth full
you are good at condensed
info giving,
but i had to tell you where exactly i am at...
i am sane, very sane,
a bit weak from the tesegrity stealing
but working on keeping it.
i dont know what cc really has in mind
for me,
but this sorcerer path is a very hard
one
have you found it to be true,
i noticed you have
micheals image
or it looks like micheal jackson.
and i wonder
how he ever got thru all this,
perhaps
we each had our own special tests
and special duties. that we were born for..
love ya,
victoria
wild wings.
write now.
let me know what youre up to
and are you still channeling
the greys, or what,
i am curious
i have a feeling we
would have a great time as friends together,
are you still in the bardo void or are you
out of it,
if you are the one that i adore in the bardos
that adores me,
well that is gods grace, but if you are not
that is ok too.
every thing that happens to me i remember
pretty much, and it is real to me
every bit of it
i take seriously. and profoundly..
see ya later alligator...
smile...
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Robotica
This is a good concept Wings. Squeeze a lot into one post.
Like a newspaper from the second attention.
What gets irritating is many small posts because some people have
newsreaders that open posts like letters. So it looks like all Wings channel
all the time. Like a cable tv station.
dan
I remember the time when we little ones were told about heaven, hell,
and this neverland place they called purgatory... this purgatory was a
place like a waiting room, or a meadow even, but it was something not
quite here and not quite there; like between the great anvil and the
great hammer where one waits for a spell and then the power that is
all-powerful decides with the fateful hammerstrike to send one to the
upper or the lower place. Sort of a penalty box it could be thought of,
but then... the penalty box is a place to chill and cool off.
Was told that if the little teeny babies died in infancy, before
receiving the sacred sacraments, then it was for sure a trip to
purgatory... often wondered about that one... but all in all, it didn't
seem such a bad deal really; it meant time off, a break from the whole
thing, a chance to float and not worry or whatever...
Kind of like an ether sort of thing I would imagine. I liked it, the
idea of it, though I have trouble explaining why or how.
The heaven part I could grasp real well, and hope for mightily cause the
babes are angelic ... I'm there, dudes!
The hell part I was already a card carrying resident of, cause the fury
is real and the babes are HOT ...
The purgatory thing... now that one stumped me, it did, though I also
understood it.... in the penalty box, Mister! Two minutes for tripping,
roughing, elbowing!
But if the decision was made, and purgatory it was to be ... if there
was a television thing happening... one of the channels would certainly
be WingsAtNight&Day.
Along with all the other numb and dumb images and all...
Image is sometimes Everything you know... it's just a purgatory sort of
thing is all.
Daniel
(means something about lions they also said)