Here comes the letters:
Letter 1
I was about 12-13 yrs old when my friend Maria and i was playing in a
container. We used to look there for old toys, soda-cans to recycle and
dirty magazines. We knew that we was not supposed to read dirty magazines
so it was extra exciting to look at the hardcore porn becose it was so
forbidden. It was amazing what kind of magazines people was reading! One
time we found a whole paperbag filled with the most dirtiest magazines that
we could not, even in our wildest dreams, imagen. People pissing and
shitting on eachother, puttint their whole hand up pussies and asses, women
that had penises, girls fucking girls, boys fucking boys, men and women
fucking different kind of animals. My frien was feeling sick waching the
magazines , I said it made me sick too but it made me hot, really hot.
Sometimes we found films too, not videos, real films. No one of us had a
projector so we was not able to wach the films but we held it to a
flashlight and most of the films was pornfilms.
One time we found a plastic bag filled with different sex stuff. We found
condoms ( we blew them upp like ballons, we didnt know better) and lots of
magazines. We grabbed a pile each and started to read. It was mostly of
black men with white women. That got me really hot. Black penises makes me
so hot. Whenever we found magazines with black men in i used to take one or
two magazines under my shirt, so that my friend would not see them, and
take them with me home and rub myself. Anyway... between to magazines in my
pile i saw a much smaller and thinner magazine that was called "Kinder" . I
opened it and ther was pictures of 2 boys one black and one white, naked,
having sex. I gasped for air and my face turned red. I turned page and
there was another series with an old man having sex with a girl from India
i think. The next series was a black man with his two daughters having sex.
That last one got me soooo hot! My friend came over to wach and she just
said it was the most disgusting thing she had ever seen. I had too agree
with her dispite of what i was thinking. She tored the magazine to pieces.
and trew it away. What could I do? I went back to the bag where the
magazines where but that was the only of that sort there was but.... in the
bottom of the plastick bag I found a videotape. I looked over at my friend,
she was reading a Hustler magazine. I tooked the videotape and putted it
under my sweatshirt. I told her that i was hungry and had to go home. We
went outside the container to the bright daylight and went home seperatly.
I jogged all the way home. My parents was at work and wouldnt be home for
hours. I looked closer on the videotape. It was very old and broken in a
few places. It was a label on it with three X:es on. I putted the casette
in the VCR and pushed play on my remote. The quality was very very bad in
the beginning of the film but got some better later on.
The Film started with two black men driving an old, blue van. Allright! I
said to myself. Lucky me,black penises ahead! They drove on this old dusty
road nearby a forrest. They saw an little girl, about 8-9 yrs with long
lightbrown hair sitting by the side of the road playing with a doll. They
stopped the car and whent outside and starting to talk with the girl in
German i think. I think they where offering her a lift. She went inside the
van and they drove away. The black men took a turn into the forrest and
they all went outside. The girl looked puzzeld as the black men took of
eachothers clothes. They started to undress the girl too and soon they
where all naked. The black men smiled and laughed all the time and they
made the girl laugh too. Then the less darker of the black men bendt over
and kissed the girl on the mouth. The girl closed her eyes and the man
stuck his toung in her mouth wich made her open her eyes again. The other
took two fingers and started to rub her little hairless pussy. She moaned.
Then the darker of the black men took his big black dick and putted the top
on her lips and pushed it inside her mouth and started to fuck her in the
mouth. The other started to lick her pussy so it got all sticky. then they
made her stand on all fours and the blackest man putted the top of his
erected penis on her pussylips and pushed a little. He could not come
inside and the girl started to cry. The other man gave her some aspirines
and some coca cola for the pain. The started to kiss her and mastrubate her
waiting for the aspirines to work. Soon she was ready and the made her take
the "doggiestyle" position again and now they could fuck her with no
problem. She didnt seem to hurt a bit. One fucked her from behind and the
other fucked her mouth. They switched a couple of times and finger fucked
her ass some. She seemed to enjoy it. They took pictures of her too, you
could see a flash a few times. Then she sat down en the black men kneeled
beside her. One man on each side. They showed her how to jerk them of both
at the same time. But she didnt do it well so they started to jerk of by
themselfs and they cam both on the girls face and in her mouth. Then they
bended down and started to lick of their own cum of the girls face and
mouth. They took their clothes on and drowe the girl home to her parents
where the film continued ( 2 more episodes, very kinky) but thats another
story.
I had lost count of how many times i had cum when i wached the
movie.........
The worst part is a feew week later the film got broken....It was all used
up!!!
Letter 2:
My first animal experience I had when i was 12 or 13 years old. I used to
go horseriding and one late evening I was trimming and cleaning my horse
after a ride. When I was cleaning his belly his cock started to come out.
My face got all red, I had never seen anything like it. I was still a
virgin at the time and didnt know allmost anything about sex. The horses
dick got bigger and I touched it. It got bigger and bigger. I have read in
a dirty magasine about sucking cock so i grabbed the horses big black dick
and smelled it a bit. It was a strong smell. Then i tryed to take the top
in my mouth and started to suck. I was so exited and so scared, iI dont
know why. I had to stop and spit a few times becouse it seemed like the
horse peed a bit a few timed.
Suddenly the horse came in my mouth. I wasn't prepared for it so I choked a
bit. The horse came all over my Tshirt, pants and on my chin. The sperm was
so hot and i got so scared. I didnt know what had happend. I was allso so
exited and so hot ! I cleaned of myself and the horse and went home to,
went to bed and mastrubated.
Later that year I had sex with a man for the first time. It was one of my
daddies friends. He was black and had a big black dick. just like my horse
.. . . exept smaller ;-)))
Letter 3
Here comes my first sexual experience with a man.
My parents had a party about 6 months after my first sexual experience with
the horse. I was about 12-13 years old. I had done it 2 more time with the
horse since then. A lot of alkohol was consumed but I stayed most of the
time in my room. My parents had a friend that was gonna spend the night in
our house, he lived far from our town. Hes name was Jakob and he came from
africa, he was really black, around 45 years and really big. the guests
went home around 2 a clock in the night and my parents, who where very
drunk, went to bed (it sounded like they where very busy) anyway . . . .
we had just gotten cable-tv and on a moviechannal they showed hardcore porn
at 3.00 in the morning. I was going o try waching a movie that night. It
was a swedish amaturemovie, I think its more fun with movies in my own
language ;-) anyway . . .
I was waching the movie and I got really hot. Suddenly I heard someone
open a door. I freezed. My heart started to beat really fast. It was Jakob
going to the bathroom. I tryed to find the remote but couldnt find the
right button in the dark. Jakob just passed me and said hello and went in
to the bathroom. I didnt know what to do. When he came out he sat down
beside me. He said it was a great movie and asked me if i liked to wach
pornmovies. I said they where ok. He started to ask me a lot of things like
if I have had sex before and if I used to mastrubate. I told him that i
have never had sex but I used to mastrubate. He told me that he used to
mastrubate too and he asked me if he could mastrubate waching the movie. I
didnt say anything, I was so confused and scared. He started to rub his
dick outside his shorts and then he took it out. It was semi hard and so
black. Even the top was all black and I saw that it was something shiney on
the top (preecum I know now). He started to jerk and his dick got all hard.
I thought it was very big. It was about 18 centimeters or 8 inches I think.
He moaned a bit and jerked hes black cock slowly. I just wached the movie
and didnt dare to look so much at his dick. He asked me if I wasnt gonna
mastrubate too. I just said dont know and continued to wach the movie. Then
he putted his hand on my thigh. I jumped a bit and he said it was ok. He
moved his hand up my leg and slowly pulled down my panties and I helped him
a bit by lifting my ass. He putted two fingers on my pussy and started to
rub. I gasped and moaned. He took my hand and putted it on his cock jerking
it with his hand over mine. I wimped a bit and it made him looked a bit
scared and said it was better if i came to his room so my parents wouldnt
come and find us. I said I wasnt sure and all he said was its ok and took
my hand leading me to his room. He pulled me onto his bed and there he
kissed me. He put his big toung in my mouth and started to suck. Then he
took my head with his both hands and slowly started to push it down to his
cock. I got scared and tryed to pull away but the he grabbed it harder and
wisperd that it was ok. He slowly grabbed my neck with one hand and grabbed
his big black dick with his other and putted it in my mouth. Then he
grabbed my head with his both hands and started to fuck my mouth. After a
while he said that he was about to cum and pulled his dick out of my mouth.
He slowly lead me lying on my back on his bed and told me that soon you
will be a woman and said that I had to be very quiet and that it might hurt
a bit. He grabbed his black dick and tryed to find my hole . When he found
it he pushed it slowly all the way in. It hurted like hell and I was just
about too scream when he coverd my mouth with his hand. Now I really got
scared thinking he was raping me so I started to cream louder. Then I felt
him cume inside of me. He moaned loud and got all heavy. Before I went into
the bathroom he said - Now you are a woman. I sat down on the toilet and
lumps of sperm started dripping from my pussy. It didnt bleed anything and
I was shaking. I was soo hot and exited that my whole body was shaking. I
started to rub myself and came allmost right away . . . . .
That was my first fuck.
Letter 4
When I first had sex with my dog I was 12-13 yrs old. My parents was at
work and I had no school that day so I was home, mastrubating to a
pornvideo. (the one i found with my friend Maria in a trashcontainer. In
the video it was preteen,black men and dogsex) I knew that my parents was
not goibg to be home for hours so I took all my clothes of. I think its so
exiting to be all naken. My dog, a 2 years old doberman, was waching me
mastrubate half sleeping. He used to look up whenever i got an orgasm. I
was having my 5:th or 6:th orgasm, closing my eyes to be more consentrated,
when I feldt a cold wet nose between my legs. I jumped and looked at my dog
that had sneaked up on my. He started to lick my hand that was all wet and
sticky of my juices. I took my other hand and smeared it with my juices and
let him lick that one to. Then he started to sniff my pussy and lick it. I
gasped for air and closed my eyes. I dont know how many times i came, i
lost count. He licked and licked the juices that was flowing from me and
only stopped a few times to catch his breath and let me breathe to. Then I
notised his penis that had come out of its sheet, all red and slimy, and
was dripping all the time. Shit! My parents carpet!!! I ran and got my dogs
blanket and coverd the carpet. I layed on my back and let him lick me to a
few more orgasms. After a while he started to lick on his penis. I got
curious how it tasted so i bendt over and smelled it. It didnt smell so
good. I licked a bit on the top. Salty. It wasnt that bad so I took it in
my mouth and started to suck. He came allmost emidietly and filled my mouth
with hot, salt and bitter cum. I spitted it out on the carpet and my dog
started to lick it up. Then he started to lick on my mouth and in it so i
frechedkissed the dog. I reached out my hand and started to jerk his penis
untill he came again. The suddenly he got wild and jumped up with his paws
on my shoulders and pushed me on my back, licking my face. His pelvis
started to move with quick strokes. He wanted to fuck me. I got really
turned on again. I made him take it easy for a while and bendt down,
standing on all fours. He jumped on me right away trying to fuck me. It was
difficoult for him to get in. He scrached me a bit on my back that hurted a
bit but soon i felt a stinging pain that made me scream out. He had tryed
to come into my ass. I pulled him out, he had only come in a bit. His penis
was dripping all the time. We tryed again and this time I guided him into
the right hole. He fucked me in a quick speed and i was comming all the
time. Suddenly i felt a pain like his cock got bigger. He started to push
harder and the paing grew bigger. I had to pull him out and then i notised
that his cock had gotten much bigger in the bottom, like a tennisball. I
got scared, I thought that i might had injured him. I cleaned up the mess
we made and putted the pornvideo in my secret hidingplace. When my parents
got back home the "tennisball" had allmost disappered so they didnt
notised. Now I had a lover that didnt tell gossip to anyone and wanted to
have sex whenever I wanted to.
Lucky me!!!
Well thats it!!!
I use to go to MIRC on Dalnet , look for BABYSUE or aBABYSUE.
Now i have had sex with a few more guys, 2 arabian guys at a party (I had
smoked something and dont remember much of it) and had sex with a bull ! I
allso have these kinky fantasies about having sex with all members of my
family at the same time. I get so hot htinking about it.
Anyway ! Do write and send me kinky letter and pictures and hot mails to my
hotmail. Nothing can shock me! Love
BABYSUE