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part of nature, you have to understand somewhat how fate works.
If it's my fate to marry someone, then you can deduce that no
matter what, in the mean time I cannot die. Does this make me
immortal, if I jump in front of a train will I survive? I won't but it
does mean that it is impossible for me to make the decision to
jump, for that is the event that would breach my fate. I can't tell
you for certain if you are a prodogy, but if it is your fate to see
me again then denying this will only further confound you, fate
cannot be escaped. Hating me for a time was just part of your
fate. The news media reflects whatever is in my
mind or my recent events, my life runs a parallel to the events
of the world, not just media, weather, people, machines, everything.
Can you interpret media and the environment? This may be only my
skill, but if I am right you share a focus of the world's events and there
will be some train of stimulus effecting you to come to me.
We are mortal like everyone we know, but now we cannot die, and
we the closest thing to being gods.
Below is my introduction to a book, I'm planning to compile my writings
together, and ask my father to do a biography, not for a few years, I
want my destiny to be realised first. We are similar,
both broad - great compliment, we are the two
most intelligent of our species, can you deny our possibility,
the future of our race? I want to love you. Most of all I want
to hold you.
This is my true story, a story about the reality of prophecy, the truth
of fate. My fate or destiny, merely months away now, is a woman.
These writings are more about the underpinnings of the universe, to make
credible a conventionally unscientific belief. As an introduction to the
mysterious workings of purpose in a random universe, I will attempt
a story, a story of how this woman and I met.
First to introduce myself, a computer programmer and recreational
mathematician. This book is unlike any other, first I am not a writer
in the conventional sense, I fill notebook upon notebook with hazy
diagrams and brief descriptions I later cannot decipher myself, second,
as a mathematician all my writing serves a single purpose, to prove.
Take my words with an open mind and your understanding of the
world will change, for I will show you that numerology is a science.
It is difficult to understand fate, like the entire world is a directed
play, events come together with twists as if they were written before
hand. At certain times many things fit into place, and you must
wonder how the contributors made these things fit without some higher
purpose controlling their actions. I mentioned a movie character's
name that rhymed with Jennifer's, there is an actress I saw years
before meeting Jennifer who looks like her, the first time I saw the
actress on television I said 'I'm going to marry her'.
Many people can accept fate as part of our world, but don't grasp the
complexity involved. My life has had hundreds of occurrences which
all had to happen for my prophecy to be meaningful, seeing certain
movies, postcards, books, hearing certain songs, thinking certain
thoughts at the right time, doing particular things, all complex and all
laid out for me before I was born. The end result of one act of destiny
relies on the myriad of happenings throughout ones life, and all the
events that one interacts with. This imposes a rigid view of the world,
where every action is predetermined, perhaps there is some margin
of freedom in our actions that don't affect our destinies.
I have already lost most scientifically minded readers with my ideas
leading to divine purpose of furthering of our species, the accepted
view of random chemical, biological and social interaction responsible
for life is complete and sound. I have some thoughts on the overall
methodology of science to address the need for a more open view
to the nature of the universe. There are many unresolved issues in
current science, say you imagine a line from near your person and
extend it out towards the sky into space. Where does the line end
up? It goes past many stars and galaxies, then supposedly into
emptiness. Does the universe finish at a certain region, enclosed
within nothing, or extend infinitely? Most people imagine the big
bang as an event that manufactured matter into an empty universe.
Thirteen billion years ago there was nothing, twelve billion years ago
everything was created. This isn't true, there was no thirteen billion
years ago, time itself, together with what we know as the universe
started with the big bang. We don't readily comprehend that before
the big bang is meaningless because we live about a third of the way
into the universe's life, time may continue forever but supposedly
everything will just be a random soup, life won't exist anyway. The
way everything in the universe behaves is different both at different
times and at different scales, say for a star compared to an atom.
We don't know if the laws of physics will hold throughout time, they
may certainly be extended in future.
The progress of science is analogous to deciphering instructions, this
implies to me a period of construction, and even one day when we turn
it on. For instance, extra sensory perception has never been proven,
yet a moment may pass in the future that not only alters current scientific
views but alters our nature of existence, making esp conceivable. There
could be growth points as part of the universes life affecting the nature
of how things work.
Most people believe in some non scientific view, a standard
religion or their own beliefs, yet any examination or test of these views,
or indeed their audience by a skeptic refutes them. This makes me
think of a law for small particles that observation of exactly what the
particle is doing is impossible, called the uncertainty principle. The
act of observation interrupts the experiment. Could not this and
other laws of physics that work at micro scales manifest themselves into
our reality? The models of matter at small scales do not resemble
our tangible world, bizarre in that they accurately predict what
happens, but described as not what is really there. Could our visible
world also work in ways we can see but not comprehend?
In quantum physics many different actions of a particle
occur together at the same time, something we are unaccustomed
to in our observable world. Perhaps if these occurrences manifested
at observable scale, one of my parallel thoughts could be the location
of a person, if it were our destiny to meet then this thought would
become real. The bubble of non observation around an event could
explode to include human comprehension, it may be in our lifetimes
that testing of things like esp finds it valid. The universe may be
winding up to one set of laws, and after a pivotal moment, unwind
to another. I am not saying these things are true, merely that stringent
viewpoints of science are not always correct, and certainly not complete.
Scientists make principles from observations of their environment, it is
not mathematically sound for them to discount theories just because they
don't fit current theory. The line between fantasy and reality is blurred.
Reaching a complete understanding of the universe involves theories
of information, not matter. Our knowledge of events, plus facts that
transcend time, like a triangle always has three sides, the currently
unexplainable fact of our sentience and feeling are all part of the
universe. The fact that information now travels around our planet at
the speed of light is a part of the universe. Information takes many
forms, from a simple message in speech, to every activated neuron
on our retina, to a symbolic natural formation like a river running
into a sea, to the representation of a physical object.
The foundation of information is the mere number, it is
hard to define information but it works as a kind of parallel.
A complete theory of the universe would have to involve the parallels
or duality that occur in many ways: the non natural way small matter
behaves manifesting into reality, the environments solitary existence
interacting with its manifestation in our minds, the parallels of
broadcast fiction leading reality and describing history, the creation
of life from two lives coming together. The universe is inhabited with
social creatures, does not this make the universe a social entity?
Our journey into numerology focuses on sounds, is not a number
equally represented with a sound as with a scribble. Colours, substances,
music are all numerical in a sense, this sentence could replace each
letter with a number, and be ordered just like any counting number.
Prophecy and numerology go well together because they are about
order. First the classic numerology prose, allow me to introduce myself,
I am number seven. In fact, everything about me is a seven, birth day,
initial, adding up consonants in my name, adding up vowels. One day I
gave a pendant with 7 diamonds to my girlfriend who
introduced me to numerology, we sat at table 7 and later saw 7 birds
fly by. Yes its hardly an argument for numerology, but that's an example
of how it can work, I can only show you, not prove. Somehow my
mind is the focus of all events, my life has become an ongoing sequence
of symbolic exchanges of messages with our world. Another example is
today I thought of something to say to Jennifer about her eyes and a
car drives by of remarkable metallic green colour. There is a synchronised
duality. If I ponder my gift and roll two dice a seven appears, but I can't
repeatedly roll sevens in front of an audience, it's not my fate to prove
my sevenness. The astonishing flukes of my life only occur for purpose,
I can flick a piece of paper into place with precision, but this is a
coordination outside of my body. Ongoing examples don't prove anything,
I will mention one last 'coincidence' as part of this introduction, it occurred
on the seventh of the seventh, two thousand. I found an old CD that night,
'Reactivate 10' which made me think of turning on my pursuit for Jennifer
again, I should mention Jennifer's number is 10. I repeatedly played a
song, 'some people believe in the 5th dimension, others think the sixth will
show the way to the seventh... ecstasy', then I stopped when I realised it
finished on the initial of my surname - X T C. I noticed the time, three
thirty, being half of seven, then I slept.
Sound plays an important role because prophecy is more powerful than
we can imagine, its not just some predicted story, it borders on the belief
that all of history is predetermined, and unraveling the past and future relies
on interpretation of our language, for in a sense language is not made by man, just
discovered. Having deciphered and written many computer programs, I am
accustomed to making up functional words, this has given me the ability
to decipher a fraction of spoken languages as being purposeful to the
nature of the universe. I will not take the storm out of the body of my
book now, it will better explain the keys and secrets that await us.
Phonetics is the primitive of language, and language is the tool
of meaning. In a purposeful universe words, names and symbols
are all linked in a complex network. Pythagarus didn't invent the
circle, most people can comprehend that it transcends time, but
the culmination of an entire language, the associated derivations
from people, places, animals and biology, chemistry, all jargon
and all symbolic objects, is difficult to believe that it is more than
a historically developed facet. Movie makers carefully make up
names to add a dimension to each character, the script is calculated,
very carefully at certain points to ensure flow in each scene and
everything ties together at the finish. Could not the universe itself
play out life, the story of the most advanced man, each scene
culminating into events to lead him to the most advanced woman?
The climax would be the progress of life, something we all know to
exist but not accommodated in any laws of physics.
The universe isn't a big space with moving particles, that
doesn't count for the existence of a concept, a desire.
It is intricate, a structure of meaning and purpose that
drives our physical world.
Such a pity, the wooden axle never able to bear its required load, the
tribe returned to the old technology, the proven rolling logs method,
the spark of ingenuity destined to remain one man's dream. We live
in a strange universe, we think of moving ourselves and other objects
and shortly after things happen, its a comfortable understanding, but
how does it work? Things didn't always happen, and things don't exist
when they are made. If the tribe failed in its invention, another tribe would
take its place, in a sense the wheel existed before it was made, and
will exist after they are all destroyed. We have one understanding of
ourselves with our subcomposition, but what we find aren't things that
move, physics describes matter like a magic show, vanishing, blurring,
jumping, doubling. Time is the mystery, on one hand a universe with
a beginning and ending of time, just a still object we flow through, and
another still world that we can't even touch, void of all events yet
visible, described as the platonic world, knowledge.
But things do have a temporal existence, our reality the physical world,
and there is only one universe, how it all blends together, this is my
story.