NancyGene
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Faleena*
by NancyGene
I hated El Paso, with its dirty streets and brash, drunken din.
My parents died and I was left, a young girl who learned of sin.
In Rosa’s Cantina, I served the drinks and twirled for cattle-trail money.
The cowboys all fell in love with me, and there was even one, he
Gunned down a man in a jealous fight, and rode out of town to where
I don’t know. But the poor, bold kid that he had shot I didn’t care
About, so I just went on with my days and tumbleweed nights until
The time I saw him riding into town on the road by cemetery hill.
He was coming back for me, and yet I never knew his real name.
The posse spied him too and shot him twice and still he came
On up to the Cantina, although he was clearly dying, so I went
Outside to see him--I remembered his face but his body was bent
And bleeding. He asked for a kiss, so I kissed him once, and then he died.
I went back inside to dance and sell drinks, and that’s the real downside
Of working at Rosa’s, where the young guys get killed and I remain here,
Still wishing just one was a doctor or lawyer, and so I feel a tear
Is staining my cheek for the quick-draw killer and the baby-faced fool,
Who thought they could win me through a fatal and meaningless duel.
I own the place now, Faleena’s, with its spit-polished wood and two swinging doors.
The doctors were old and lawyers had wives; cowboys marched off to the wars,
And years went by and my chance had died in the bar and the bloody sawdust.
El Paso has changed and I am not young; this Faleena no longer quickens male lust.
The sin is still here but hidden in church, and some ladies remember me when.
One Sunday I’ll go, just to see what they’ll do. When I die will they whisper A men?
*inspired by “El Paso” by Marty Robbins (1959)