I dug up the following text dated 2007 and revised it slightly for
those who welcome my writings. It’s interesting how my wording and
emphases have developed over the years. I’m highly articulate and
totally self confident now. But then I always was fully confident
about this analysis, right from the start back then in April 2003. A
man would not start writing in this vein without being completely sure
he is right. However, I’m much more succinct now, able to summarise
the analysis very fluently in a way that can’t be contradicted.
I’m particularly grateful to the man who was using the name “Augustus”
on soc.culture.irish because he forced me to “retreat” into non-
disputable essentials.
So, for example, I don’t often mention *the explosion of Saturn* /
*the flood of Chronos* any more.
The fact that Saturn was much closer to the earth within historical
memory - that is difficult to deny. I have (knowingly) seen the planet
Saturn only once in my life, after checking star charts and peering up
with difficulty to locate it in the sky. Such an insignificant point
of light doesn’t get to be a revered and much-loved ‘god’ who presided
over the Golden Age and thus inspired the Roman festival of Saturnalia
(renamed ‘Christmas’ by Constantine the founder of Christianity about
1,700 years ago), when all men were equal during the winter solstice
period….. and masters and slaves even reversed roles for a brief
interlude……..that doesn’t happen unless there’s a very good reason for
it……..such a powerful impulse to reverse roles with your slaves, that
doesn’t come from nowhere…….it didn’t come from an insignificant point
of light which only a few people can even locate in today’s sky. It
came from the Golden Age / Garden of Eden civilisation…a time when
Saturn loomed large in the sky and was seen as giving us happiness and
harmony, everlasting Spring, abundant yields of fruit… It comes from a
universal human nostalgia, a shared longing to regain the ancient
paradise when Saturn was much closer to earth and human beings were
sane.
Still, “Augustus” taught me to concentrate mainly on non-disputable
essentials.
Provable AXIOMS in other words. I refuse to argue any more about non-
essentials such as the question of whether the explosion of Saturn was
the event that drove us from the Garden of Eden.
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ALICE MILLER’S SILENCE
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(Text retrieved and revised for those who take an interest in these
writings:)
The following ‘opus’ began life as a short email asking Mrs Alice
Miller to break her silence on my healing documents. However, when I
sit down to type, the Universal Infant often comes to me and asks to
have His say through me. I rarely say no to the Universal Infant
because I am so acutely aware of the need to make amends to the
Universal Infant for the cruelty of survivalist-mode parenting and the
suppression of His Voice for the past eleven thousand years. Now that
He’s found an open and willing channel, He wants to make the most of
it while we still have this degree of freedom of expression.
Please notice the all-or-nothing polarity in the finished product
below. Originally this was a short, polite message to Mrs Alice Miller
requesting her to contact me; but then I let the Universal Infant come
in through me, and S/He wont allow any sterile diplomacy. However I
have censored the vitriolic language which the Universal Infant tends
to use in His rage and hate toward the mothers of this civilisation.
There is a vast reservoir of rage and grief that we all have generated
during the past eleven thousand years of rejection and torment
inflicted on every baby by every mother in the world. That Ocean of
Tears, the immense grief and rage of the Universal Infant, is weighing
down on us now and contaminating our civilisation more and more.
The Universal Infant has a great sense of urgency and a huge emotional
intensity. He is saying that eleven thousand years of child abuse by
every mother is enough. A reaction is setting in. Your baby is talking
back to you. Ignore Him and He’ll cry louder, but this time through a
channel with an adult vocabulary and a strong intellect, and with no
*holes* barred.
The Universal Infant means you and me and all of us, every infant born
of woman in the past eleven thousand years, ever since the major
destruction of the surface of the earth eleven thousand years ago,
shown in the geological record, but largely denied. That event plunged
us into collective mental illness, because our ancestors were backward
and unevolved and unable to cope with a survivalist emergency in a
mature manner. Our food supply was largely destroyed. Initially there
was an orgy of vampirism and cannibalism without consent among the
survivor groups. This set the scene for permanent inter-tribal war. To
win wars you must abuse all children to fill them with repressed rage
to be discharged on the battlefield. So the mother-infant relationship
abruptly degenerated into systematic child abuse aimed at generating
soldiers, which it remains to this day, though shielded from scrutiny
by a thick veil of scotoma / amnesia.
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(begin message to Alice Miller, which has been expanded to
considerable length by channellings from the Universal Infant, who
imbued it with His impatient, confrontational, uncompromising, all-or-
nothing polarity)
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ALICE MILLER’S SILENCE
Back in 2003, in my enthusiasm to contribute to healing, I sent to Mrs
Miller, via her publisher, a paper copy of the short, embryonic
manuscript of my book “THE VOICE OF THE VOICELESS - The Universal
Infant talks back to the mothers of this civilisation.”
Later, her associate forwarded to her some of my related articles,
along with my suggestion that she and I could usefully have something
to say to one another on the matter of societal healing.
Mrs Miller never replied to me, although she asked her agent to send
me a copy of her latest book, “The Truth Will Set You Free.”
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I’ve had another look at the beginning of Mrs Miller’s book.
Considering the statements she made there, I am surprised that Mrs
Miller is not engaging in dialogue with me.
I quote Mrs Miller’s own words from that book:
“I could not understand why Adam and Eve could not be allowed to have
knowledge…… to my way of thinking the apple from the tree of knowledge
promised an explanation of evil and hence represented redemption.”
Mrs Miller continues in that vein for several pages. Incidentally, she
suffers from a common misconception displayed by people who have read
only the first few pages of Genesis: the assumption that the Bible
says no one existed on earth at that time except Adam and Eve and Cain
and Abel.
“Where did Cain’s wife come from?” asks Mrs Miller.
For what it’s worth - if you read further you will find the answer -
Genesis, chapter 5, verse 4:
‘……Adam after he became the father of Seth….. had other sons and
daughters.’
Alice Miller remains bewildered as to how the practice of beating and
humiliating children could have originated. I have explained that
fully in my writings, notably “The Fourth Commandment,” “Silence of
the Damned,” “Vampires and Saturnalia,” “The Shame,” “Mummy’s Bum”
among others. It’s all very simple and easy to understand, as soon as
it’s explained to you.
Very briefly, here it is again:
(WHEN SPEAKING OF A BACKWARD, UNEVOLVED SPECIES SUCH AS HUMANITY) THE
IMMEDIATE PURPOSE OF MOTHERHOOD IN A SURVIVALIST EMERGENCY AND IN THE
ENSUING SURVIVALIST-MODE CIVILISATIONS IS TO GENERATE SOLDIERS TO DO
OUR KILLING FOR US - WHICH THE MOTHER ACHIEVES BY REJECTING AND
TORMENTING EVERY BABY IN THE LATER STAGE OF INFANCY TO FILL HIM WITH
*UTTER HATRED* AND *MURDEROUS RAGE* TOWARD HIS MOTHER, THE RAGE TO BE
DENIED AND FORGOTTEN UNDER A CLOAK OF AMNESIA AND SCOTOMA AND THEN
LATER DISCHARGED ON THE BATTLEFIELDS TO FIGHT OFF THE COMPETING
TRIBES.
THE GROWING CHILD’S RAGE AND HATE *MUST* BE CONTAINED INSIDE HIM AND
INTENSIFIED BY BEATINGS AND HUMILIATIONS AND BY *THE FOURTH
COMMANDMENT* WHICH ORDERS A CHILD TO REVERE HIS TORMENTORS - UNTIL THE
TIME COMES TO SHOVE HIM ONTO A BATTLEFIELD. IF HE WERE TO ‘PROCESS’
AND DISCHARGE HIS RAGE AND HATE FOR HIS PARENTS *BEFORE* HE GOT ONTO A
BATTLEFIELD, THE TRIBE WOULD BE OVERRUN AND ANNIHILATED BY THE
BARBARIANS.
SO THE EMERGENCY MALE LEADERSHIP QUICKLY LEARNED THAT IT WAS
IMPERATIVE TO KEEP ON BEATING AND HUMILIATING GROWING CHILDREN AND
ADOLESCENTS TO KEEP THEIR RAGE AND HATE FOR THEIR PARENTS LOCKED UP
INSIDE THEM AND TO KEEP ON INTENSIFYING THEIR RAGE AND HATE FOR THEIR
PARENTS - SO THAT FINALLY AS SOLDIERS THEY COULD DISCHARGE THIS RAGE
AND HATE FOR THEIR PARENTS ONTO THE BARBARIANS TO SAVE THE TRIBE FROM
BEING BUTCHERED AND ENSLAVED.
THAT’S SIMPLE ENOUGH, ISN’T IT?
IT’S NOT DIFFICULT TO GRASP WHEN IT IS EXPLAINED TO YOU.
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A woman of the calibre of Mrs Alice Miller MUST be able to understand
that quite easily.
We never came out of survivalist mode after the vegetation grew back.
We - ALL HUMAN BEINGS - are mentally ill, suffering from collective
amnesia / scotoma and collective repetition compulsion. We exhibit an
ABSOLUTE TERROR of knowing, an ABSOLUTE TERROR of remembering what is
important in life - the events that made us who and what we are. So
mothers still today unthinkingly reject and torment their babies in
the later stage of infancy because the immediate purpose of motherhood
is to generate hate-crazed amnesiac soldiers, their rage to be denied
and forgotten and later discharged on the battlefields to keep the
ruling group in the life of luxury to which they are accustomed. That
is the immediate and overriding purpose of motherhood in survivalist-
mode civilisations. If you are a mother today, then THAT has been your
main task. If you are a mother, your main contribution to the world is
as a warmonger. You don’t know. If you knew you were doing it, you
would stop doing it. So you must keep the knowledge of what you do to
your babies firmly out of your surface consciousness.
More precisely, the immediate purpose of motherhood - in a mentally
ill civilisation such as ours - is to keep the ruling group in the
life of luxury to which they have become accustomed. Mothers achieve
just that, by reducing their babies to soldier material, although
various other forms of neurosis can also ensue from the hell that is
the later stage of the mother-infant relationship in its present form.
Still, the overall effect of that forgotten hell inflicted on us by
our mothers is a sizeable pool of hate-crazed soldiers to keep the
ruling group in the life of luxury they are accustomed to.
Well done mother.
It couldn’t be simpler. It is easy to understand when it’s explained
to you. Therefore I ask Alice Miller kindly to STOP issuing these
books expressing her puzzlement and bewilderment about how we got into
our present tragic state, and to join with me in getting us OUT of
it.
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Mrs Miller also states:
“This book (“The Truth Will Set You Free”) is the expression of my
identification with Eve…… who saw through the injustice of her
situation, rejected the commandment *thou shalt not know* , set out to
understand the difference between good and evil and was prepared to
assume responsibility for her actions.”
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I don’t want to dwell too much on non-essential discussions. It seems
clear enough that the traditional demonising of women is an expression
of male guilt and a desire to intimidate and control women, and is not
about the realities of life.
The Genesis narrative can be seen on several levels of debate.
Eve didn’t exactly choose knowledge. Eve and her family represent one
of the survivor groups that remained on earth after the major
destruction of about eleven thousand years ago, shown in the
geological record.
The book of Genesis contains, in a half-symbolic, half-literal form, a
vague outline of some historical facts, but with composite scenes and
confusion. Its original composers were terrified, traumatised
survivors of that global catastrophe eleven thousand years ago, shown
in the geological record. The scripture we know today was reproduced
repeatedly and approximately from tribal memories much later on, which
is why its narrative is disjointed and contradictory in places.
The ‘knowledge’ alluded to in Genesis is simply the new and unsavoury
awareness that came to us when we lost our food supply and were
plunged into survivalist mode - the growing realisation that an
individual human being can cut himself off emotionally from his
brothers and sisters and can profit temporarily in terms of material
possessions, intimate body contact, sadistic pleasures and so on, by
exploiting and enslaving his gentler or weaker brothers and sisters.
That knowledge was not ‘forbidden.’ However it was *unknown* for a
while during the paradise that was the Golden Age / Garden of Eden
civilisation. It’s just that we discovered the level of debasement to
which human beings can sink when we lapsed into vampirism and
cannibalism WITHOUT CONSENT in the major survivalist emergency of
eleven thousand years ago.
If the necessary vampirism and cannibalism (“The Law of the Sea”) had
been by consent and agreed lotteries, we never would have lost the
loving harmony of the Garden of Eden and humanity’s collective mental
illness of the past eleven thousand years, and all the terrible
suffering it generated, never would have come about. Conversely, the
KEY to healing our tragic civilisation is the way the survivors will
behave toward one another in FUTURE survivalist emergencies.
Life is simple. There is no great mystery waiting to be ‘revealed’ to
you. No need for a guru / prophet / messiah / ‘expert.’ Just work out
the simple truth for yourselves. Be your own messiah.
The major catastrophe of eleven thousand years ago was NOT a
punishment for sin. That notion was a rationalisation by the
traumatised survivors afterwards….. we blamed ourselves, then tried to
appease the terrifyingly destructive planet gods with human sacrifices
…. as in ‘the Stockholm Syndrome.’ Evil entered the world only after
the Golden Age. ‘The Fall of Man’ was a RESULT of the ecological
catastrophe which ‘drove us from the Garden’ and essentially was the
result of the fact that our ancestors were not mature enough to deal
with the ensuing survivalist emergency in a rational manner (“The Law
of the Sea).
The ‘angel’ in artistic depictions of ‘the expulsion from the Garden’
is a composite *rogue planet* , which for a short time looked vaguely
like a winged female in the sky owing to the atmospheric and
electrical displays. The angel’s sword pointing down at the ground
represents the atmosphere of the *rogue planet* being drawn out toward
the earth by gravity in an elongated shape (See also “Circumcision”
via links below. The elongated gas protruding from the rogue planet
was thought of as ‘god’s penis’ and was seen to be shortened by
interaction with another moon or planet, so that the hell of
‘circumcision’ is just repetition compulsion, imitation of ancient
images in the sky!).
The catastrophe of eleven thousand years ago drove our ancestors
insane. The composers of Genesis were severely mentally ill. There is
an outline of historical truth preserved there, but generally speaking
it is not advisable to adopt a position of deference and reverence
toward the writings of mentally ill trauma victims.
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Nevertheless, taking Mrs Miller at her word, if she REALLY wished to
identify with Eve as the archetypal female paragon of truth-seeking,
then Alice Miller would have eagerly welcomed my writings which supply
the answers to all her questions, and she would by now be engaging in
dialogue with me.
CONSIDERING THE PERILOUS AND CONTINUALLY DETERIORATING STATE OF OUR
CIVILISATION TODAY, AND THE URGENT NEED TO BEGIN REVERSING OUR DRIFT
TOWARD THE ABYSS VIA “SAFETY-TESTED POISONS” ETC., IT IS UNACCEPTABLE
THAT A WOMAN OF THE CALIBRE OF MRS ALICE MILLER SHOULD REMAIN SILENT
ON MY WRITINGS - IN DIRECT CONTRADICTION OF MRS MILLER’S OWN STATED
ASPIRATION TOWARD KNOWING THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS SHE POSES IN
HER BOOKS, WHICH I HAVE ANSWERED FOR HER.
I’m tempted to say Mrs Miller ignored me because she fears dialogue
with me might affect her *glory rating* . I’ve encountered lots of
people who are obsessed with their *glory rating* .
I don’t have a *glory rating* and I have written “informally” at times
with the precise intention of making sure that I will NEVER have a
*glory rating* .
Healing and glory do not mix.
Glory is SHAME IN DISGUISE and FEAR IN DISGUISE.
(Try reading ‘LISTEN, LITTLE MAN!’ by Wilhelm Reich!)
Generally speaking, this need to protect our *glory rating* is an
unhealthy attempt to compensate for the humiliations we all were
subjected to in childhood and also in adolescence and early adulthood.
I advise you to read “The Fourth Commandment,” “The Shame,” “Silence
of the Damned” and others via the links below [some now defunct, will
try to retrieve], and then to understand the true origins of certain
people’s need to protect their *glory rating* . If you perceive
yourself as having a *glory rating* , Mrs Miller, then I ask you
please to acknowledge where it comes from and to discard it now - as I
discarded mine a long time ago. You will make only limited progress if
you have a *glory rating*.
And to get to that stage - the stage of binning your *glory rating*,
you first must ANALyse all previous ideas and theories of child
psychology and healing. Yes, ANALyse, because your anus looms large in
the healing process, Mrs Miller, whether you are male or female, and
your mother’s anus too, as explained in “Silence of the Damned,” “The
Holy Grail,” “Mummy’s Bum,” “Practical Reparenting Therapy - One Step
at a Time” and elsewhere.
Why have you remained silent on this?
Why was it left to ME to smash this foolish taboo and to drag out into
the open the obvious truth about women’s anuses - meaning the vital
role that will be played by women’s anuses in restoring sanity to our
civilisation……
Your mother’s anus is the CORE ISSUE, the major KEY to healing
yourself and to healing our tragic civilisation.
You must know that by now, Mrs Miller.
And it’s easy to see where the taboo comes from.
In survivalist mode civilisations, where the immediate but
‘unconscious’ aim in life is to keep the ruling group in the life of
luxury to which they are accustomed, sanity is taboo, healing is
taboo, love must be rationed to the barest minimum. Therefore women’s
anuses are a huge taboo in our tragic civilisation.
Women’s anuses = no soldiers.
When we start thinking realistically about our mothers’ anuses, then
soon after that
WE WILL HAVE NO SOLDIERS TO DO OUR KILLING FOR US.
So the sooner we all start thinking long and hard about our mothers’
anuses, the sooner we’ll straighten ourselves out and put an end to
war.
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Only a baby could say that to you.
As Apollonius-Jesus said:
=== *Unless you become as little children you will not enter heaven*
And as Bernardo Bertolucci observed:
=== *Children are tortured until they tell their first lie*
And as Boris Bergman sang:
=== *Ce monde n’est pas pour les enfants…*
And taking my cue from there:
=== *The Holy Grail is your mother’s anus*
Which is why they haven’t found The Holy Grail yet.
Its geographical location is quite near. The difficult bit is to
visualise it in our minds, to turn our eyes toward Mummy’s Bum, and to
*REMEMBER* the role Mummy’s Bum played in the destruction of our souls
in infancy (See “Silence of the Damned” etc.) and the consequent role
Mummy’s Bum will have in the healing of our tragic civilisation.
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As a matter of the greatest urgency, we have to retrain our women, to
teach them - when the re-education process in complete - to give their
infants access to The Holy Grail, to permit their babies to return the
mother’s loving caresses exactly as given to the baby, which means the
emphasis will be on the baby being given the freedom to reach out to
caress and pleasure the mother’s anus in exactly the same way as the
mother caressed and pleasured her baby’s anus. And as soon as we re-
educate ALL our women throughout the world to do just that,
WE WILL HAVE NO MORE SOLDIERS TO DO OUR KILLING FOR US.
The Holy Grail is your mother’s anus.
Mummy’s Bum is the centre of the Universe.
Your mother’s anus is the pivot upon which the future of human
civilisation turns.
Do not try to complicate the re-education process with irrelevant
*expert speak* and *glory seeking* . The Universal Infant wants none
of that. Life is simple.
Yes it really IS as simple as stated above - because *EVERYTHING ELSE
WILL FALL INTO PLACE* as soon as babies again have the freedom to
caress and pleasure Mummy’s anus in exactly the same way as Mummy
caressed and pleasured baby’s anus, just as happened eleven thousand
years ago.
When sanity is restored to that INITIAL interaction between mother and
infant, then the IMPRINT of that early sanity and decency and caring
will be transmitted down the line to all other episodes of our
childhood, our adolescence, our economic system and our international
affairs.
EXPLOITATION AND CHILD ABUSE WILL CEASE TO EXIST, as soon as you
REMOVE that ORIGINAL child abuse at present being committed by every
mother in the world.
And always remember the major change will be initially centred around
giving the infant the right to equality of access to the mother’s anus
as the mother had to her baby’s anus.
Ask any baby.
I KNOW all of this, because I am a baby. I never forgot completely,
and recently recovered the memories fully.
But then it would never occur to a survivalist-mode human to think
about the authentic emotions and needs of an infant.
The current child protection legislation is a farce - the classic case
of closing the stable door after the horse (mother) has bolted.
OUR RIDICULOUS CHILD PROTECTION LEGISLATION GIVES INFANTS NO
PROTECTION AT ALL FROM THE HIDEOUSLY CRUEL CHILD ABUSE BUILT INTO THE
SURVIVALIST-MODE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP DESIGNED TO GENERATE
SOLDIERS, WHICH IS CONVENIENTLY CONCEALED UNDER A FOG OF SCOTOMA /
AMNESIA, AND THEREFORE BEYOND THE REACH OF LEGISLATION. YOU CANNOT
LEGISLATE FOR WHAT YOU DON’T REMEMBER.
An infant has the same status as a sack of potatoes in your
survivalist-mode ideation. For example, just look at the *baby
massage* bandwagon - a satisfying and lucrative ego trip for all those
short-sighted and self-aggrandising women, who simply DO NOT CARE
about the authentic emotions and needs of infants, as that would
diminish these women’s *glory rating*.
Read what these baby massage people said to the Universal Infant in
“Objection Overruled” and similar. (Link is defunct. I’ll try to
retrieve “Objection Overruled.”)
Every mother in the world is a child abuser at present.
And, as explained, women’s anuses are the KEY to ENDING ALL CHILD
ABUSE.
And women’s anuses are the KEY to ENDING ALL WAR.
Life is so very simple, so very easy to understand when it’s all
explained to you, and when you tell your so-called “experts” that we
no longer require their services because we are coming out of
survivalist mode now. “Experts” are a survivalist-mode phenomenon.
There were no “experts” eleven thousand years ago, not in the sense
that we have them now. The law was written on our hearts back then.
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Apart from that, my writings speak for themselves. Please read at the
links given below and correct me if I am wrong about anything…….. but
talk to me only with rational arguments and factual evidence - not
with getting up on your haughty high perch and plucking strange
*nonsequiturs* out of the air to try to hide your fear and your
shame.
I’ve had enough of that from you *survivalist mode* humans.
It’s time to make a start at the healing process now.
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For clarification, I have stated the following many times since 2003,
yet some people insist on misunderstanding me: -
===It is not helpful for one family or one group to try to go it alone
in changing back to antediluvian child rearing practices. That will do
more harm than good - because the children will still have to grow up
surrounded by an insane civilisation. It has to be all or nothing, the
whole world or nothing. The only way forward is a prolonged period of
*education by consent* leading to a future time when the entire human
family worldwide will know the truth and will make the decision
collectively to come out of survivalist mode and to behave with a bit
of decency and fairness toward a future generation of babies, starting
from the core issue of *Mummy’s Bum* (The Holy Grail) and then
building upon that vital initial IMPRINT of decency and fairness
placed on every infant’s brain at the start.
This re-education / reorientation process will be in effect REHEARSALS
FOR FUTURE SANITY among adults, including *Practical Reparenting
Exercises* among adults which will entail both correcting our own
mothers’ mistakes in every physical and emotional detail AND
rehearsing for a future time when all mothers will be sane again, just
as mothers were sane eleven thousand years ago.===
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I thank those of you who have given me a vague sort of encouragement
and support.
I do not now expect tangible progress on healing in my lifetime and do
not anticipate becoming involved in any healing project.
I SUGGEST TO YOU THAT IT’S A GOOD IDEA TO PRESERVE ALL VALUABLE
WRITINGS (NOT JUST MINE) *ON PAPER*, IN CASE ANYTHING GOES WRONG WITH
THE TECHNOLOGY, which must happen eventually as the avalanche of
“animal tested” (=UNTESTED) poisons drives humanity more and more
insane and brings about the collapse of our civilisation and the
depopulation of the earth.
WE ARE NOT GOING TO ABOLISH VIVISECTION;
VIVISECTION IS GOING TO ABOLISH US.
Of particular importance are the books by Wilhelm Reich, Paul Brunton,
Immanuel Velikovsky and Hans Ruesch in the list below (now defunct;
will retrieve). If you cannot buy them, I advise all far-sighted
beings to borrow those titles and to make complete photocopies of them
for your future reference and in case of an early breakdown of
civilisation. Nobody knows the time scale for that. However, the
vivisection swindle with its unstoppable avalanche of “animal
tested” (=UNTESTED) poisons is our sure guarantee of the eventual
collapse of our civilisation and depopulation of the earth some time
soon. So you can know that the worst is coming and start preparing.
Freedom of expression will be the first casualty in the end time
dictatorship, so get my main healing writings onto paper and photocopy
those books by Paul Brunton, Immanuel Velikovsky etc.
A COMPLETE SHAMBLES
The proposed *rehearsals for future sanity* are going to be *a
complete shambles* at first, a bit like *the Wilhelm Reich affair* in
1930s Germany, because we will be on such unfamiliar emotional
territory after eleven thousand years in survivalist mode.
I’ll just mention here that PRT exercises / *rehearsals for future
sanity* will release intense emotions in all the participants, though
at different times. There will be the need for a large group of people
fully committed to communal antediluvian love, minus the contamination
of the survivalist-mode *ban on loving more than one person* .
That’s the easy bit.
The next thing is our effort to correct our mothers’ mistakes in every
physical and emotional detail and to *rehearse for future sanity in
the mother-infant relationship*.
That will arouse in us intense cravings for the antediluvian parenting
and antediluvian societal relations which we never had…. The ancient
memories from before the flood of Saturn-Cronos-Osiris are still
there, fainter now but still buried deep inside each one of us and
waiting to be reclaimed and to blossom forth again……. Our buried
memories include those beautiful and splendidly colourful images of
Saturn and Jupiter so much closer to the earth and shining so brightly
as giant orbs in the sky, much bigger than the sun and moon appear
today…. and the quiet communal bliss and contentment… the freedom to
love…. the only boundary to our actions being our respect for one
another, because love is the highest law, and that law was written on
our hearts…. and the lovely contentment of just knowing that
everything is right, everything is as it should be….
To coin a phrase, the *SATURNALIA CRAVINGS* aroused in us by the
*rehearsals for future sanity* will be intense and difficult to manage
at first. They will relate not only to infancy but partly to the
horrors of adolescence in the present tragic civilisation and what we
had to endure as adolescents and as young adults because of the
present survivalist-mode madness designed to *ration love* to the
barest minimum so as to reduce us to hate-crazed soldiers.
Up to now, the immediate and overriding purpose of your life is to
make everybody as miserable, as lonely and as unhappy as possible, as
that is the only way to generate soldiers to keep the ruling group in
the life of luxury to which they are accustomed.
We must learn how to deal with these intense cravings for antediluvian
parenting and antediluvian societal relations *without exploiting one
another* during the long transition back to sanity. Exploitation is
‘second nature’ to us now, because every mother unconsciously exploits
her babies quite pitilessly in a survivalist-mode civilisation (see
“Silence of the Damned” etc.), and so the IMPRINT of exploitation is
in us all.
Acknowledging and honestly stating the problem is obviously the first
step toward resolving it. But don’t expect it to fix itself. We are a
long way from home and the transition back to sanity will be a clumsy
affair because the territory will be so unfamiliar.
Then there is the *fear-shame-hauteur* reflex. If the curse of hauteur
creeps in anywhere, we’re sunk, we’re done for!
If you find hauteur popping up, you can just go back to bed, or better
still go and get drunk and forget the whole thing. And have a good
laugh at yourselves too. For me the hauteur reflex is so ridiculous
that it is the occasion for a belly laugh. It really is amusing to
observe people imagining they are concealing their fear and shame when
all they are doing is ADVERTISING their fear and shame via hauteur!
Where there is hauteur there will be no progress at all.
Hauteur is a survivalist-mode emotion, an attempt to avoid seeing THE
SHAME. You cannot even begin to conduct *rehearsals for future sanity*
in the presence of hauteur. You will need to identify any sign of
hauteur in yourself and others and nip it in the bud. This is not as
easy as it seems - because just like exploitation, hauteur-shame-fear
also is ‘second nature’ to survivalist-mode beings, and they see
nothing wrong in it!
Amazingly human beings don’t seem to know that hauteur, shame and fear
are a continuum of the same emotional complex!
So yes, the only workable healing formula for humanity is going to be
a shambles at first. I can tell you that, because I am painfully aware
of how far off the rails we are after eleven thousand years of this
idiocy.
LOVE will conquer. If your communal love is pure and strong enough,
and if you really do feel you’ve had enough of all this survivalist-
mode madness, then you will get through the clumsy, shambolic
transition period and your group will make it back to the Garden.
IT’S TIME TO MAKE A START AT TURNING BACK IN THE DIRECTION OF OUR
ANCIENT PURITY AND DECENCY AND SANITY OF ELEVEN THOUSAND YEARS AGO.
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Finally I want to focus your mind, Mrs Alice Miller. And the following
comes straight from the Universal Infant, now almost drowned in the
Ocean of Tears. The Universal Infant wants me to ask you this
question, Mrs Alice Miller:
===For the sake of discussion, if I were to gently and repeatedly
stroke your anus right now, Mrs Miller, while engaging in loving eye
contact with you and exchanging smiles of delight with you, what
effect would that have on you, Mrs Miller?===
Mothers and babies perform that act of intense lovemaking several
times daily for many months.
What effect does that have on infants?
You KNOW the answer now, Mrs Miller. The universal psychological law
of IMPRINTING and REPETITION, plus the infant’s INTENSE love and
adoration for the mother, impel the infant to return the mother’s
loving caresses exactly as given, most prominently by reaching out to
caress and pleasure the mother’s anus exactly as the mother caressed
and pleasured the infant’s anus.
But a mother’s job is to reject and torment her baby to generate
soldiers to keep the ruling group in the life of luxury to which they
are accustomed.
To fulfil her unspoken contract with the warmongers, her contract to
supply them with another litter of hate-crazed soldiers, the mother
breaks her baby’s heart by abruptly ending her sexual-incest-
paedophile relationship with her baby just as he gains vocabulary and
movement, and then concealing her child abuse under the standard
avalanche of toxic shame - designed to teach the baby that to be a
human being is to be a criminal, because we all are guilty of the
heinous crime of possessing defective body parts which are so evil
that they must be concealed and never spoken of. Also, every mother
conveys to her baby that to be human means to be habitual criminals
because we daily commit two serious criminal offences, urination and
defecation, which again are so evil that they must be concealed and
not spoken of. By implication, the very notion of the baby reaching
out to return the mother’s loving caresses constitutes *thought
crime*, even though the universal psychological law of IMPRINTING/
REPETITION and the intensity of the infant’s love for his mother
compel the baby to have a powerful impulse to return her loving
caresses exactly as given.
ONLY TOXIC SHAME CAN CRUSH YOUR BABY’S INTENSE LOVE FOR YOU.
Only this *child abuse* by every mother, in the form of that avalanche
of toxic shame, can stifle the natural, primal, loving urge in every
infant………. and thus keep the ruling group in the life of luxury to
which they are accustomed.
Amnesia was the only refuge from such a shameful betrayal of her
babies by every mother. So we do not remember our infancy in the
present civilisation. And now I know you are terrified of remembering
your infancy, because if you remember your infancy you will have no
more soldiers to keep the ruling group in the life of luxury to which
they are accustomed.
Thus every mother in the world is a child abuser and a warmonger.
There is no exception to that anywhere on earth. And to keep the
supply of soldiers coming, we conceal the truth about the mother-
infant relationship under that thick veil of scotoma / amnesia.
The Universal Infant is asking you to break your silence on this, Mrs
Alice Miller.
And if you fear what some foolish people will say about you - I have
already shown in my dealings with the baby massage crowd that all
objections can be demolished and the frightened people who threw those
vague generalisations and smears at me were soon silenced (see
“Objection Overruled” [link defunct; will try to recover]).
Your books contain brilliant insights, Mrs Miller. But they refer only
to patching things up a bit AFTER the forgotten horrors of the later
stage of the mother-infant relationship have wrecked every baby.
Genuine healing entails preparing to ABOLISH the forgotten horrors of
the later stage of the mother-infant relationship. Your books have
nothing to say on that.
The reason is that you do not remember your infancy, Mrs Miller.
Have a heart, Mrs Alice Miller. Be true to yourself. The Universal
Infant is asking you to come ‘on side.’
- The Universal Infant
February 2007 / Revised October 2011
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Again, as some people seem determined to misunderstand, I’ll repeat
this paragraph:
===It is not helpful for one family or one group to try to go it alone
in changing back to antediluvian child rearing practices. That will do
more harm than good - because the children will still have to grow up
surrounded by an insane civilisation. It has to be all or nothing, the
whole world or nothing. The only way forward is a prolonged period of
*education by consent* leading to a future time when the entire human
family worldwide will know the truth and will make the decision
collectively to come out of survivalist mode and to behave with a bit
of decency and fairness toward a future generation of babies, starting
from the core issue of *Mummy’s Bum* (The Holy Grail) and then
building upon that vital initial IMPRINT of decency and fairness
placed on every infant’s brain at the start.
This re-education / reorientation process will be in effect REHEARSALS
FOR FUTURE SANITY among adults, including *Practical Reparenting
Exercises* (PRE) among adults which will entail both correcting our
own mothers’ mistakes in every physical and emotional detail AND
rehearsing for a future time when all mothers will be sane again, just
as mothers were sane eleven thousand years ago.===
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Know Yourself, Heal Yourself:
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