thanks
Jerry
Jerry:
I hear your fear. All I can do is to relate that fear to the fear I had of
telling about the abuse. When I was a child, my abusers threatened my life if
I told others that I had been used sexually. I carried that fear for many
years and tried desparately to find some reason in my day to day life for
having such fear.
What I found was when I braved the fear and told people, I was not harmed. The
threats were part of my abuser's way of controlling me. I could tell my story
time and again without harm. (In fact, I found that telling my story time and
again was part of getting free of the terror.)
I urge you to keep on posting about your fear.