With my time it was always spent on my blood relatives especially back
in San Diego. Even to the point when I would take what ever time I
had left from hanging and chatting with my family. Then to gave to my
family and then to God my undivided attention...as Pastor Rick Warren
stated in last nights video. Honestly it ended up not being my
undivided attention, it was my left over time. God deserves ALL of my
time so I have learned. This year alone I have fasted from going to
San Diego over the weekends and have remained off the phone lines.
This was especially hard for myself because I am the oldest daughter
to a family of six children and to parents who were very reliant on
me. Therefore I was involved in all their lives and gave of myself
constantly more then I did to my immediate family. Though it felt
significant it was prioritized unfairly and soon after it become
unenjoyable. Sad to admit yes I was taken for granted and used...just
as my Lord felt all the while. I am proud to say that motion is over
with and now I am on a level of knowing God is first and above all
ELSE. Thanks to the journey of our 40 days and those who took the
time to share themselves and their testimonies.
God Bless.