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Oct 24, 2009, 5:52:07 PM10/24/09
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Hi all :)

I am new here and I wanted to share my story:
My name is Yshatar Xzatara and I am the creator of
starseeds.Net...which I was led to create after my own personal
awakening and after realizing I was a contactee and had regular visit
with extraterrestrial entities. After this and my awakening I was
faced with the harsh reality that I felt completely alone, after my
awakening no matter how much I tried to awaken those around me and
even if some did I knew deep inside that I had to build a foundation
for those who had awakened and were awakening.

I also wanted to have a place for those who had spiritual experiences
and have been contacted by extraterrestrials like I was. My contact
with ETs began when I was 8 years old and for several years I was
abducted by beings who resembled the grey and for a while it lead me
to believe that only negative entities existed beyond our earth
however soon after the abductions ceased. One night when I was
abducted another advanced race of beings interfered and helped me
understand what I was going through and why and helped me realize my
true origins.

My awakening happened about a year or two ago but I have been aware of
my origins all my life because according to my earth mother I would
always claim origins from beyond the stars and I would always say that
I wanted to go back home to the stars and this was when I was 8, 9, 10
years old however I don't think I actually understood completely what
exactly I was and why I felt the way I did until I got older and I
could examine my experiences of the past and present and peace
together that I was in fact a Starseed.

My childhood was an exciting one....when it came to family life even
though I did go through things with my non-immediate family that I for
a while regret over all my family life was picture perfect except of
course that my mother was extremely strict and never wanted me to go
out or have friends over. I had good grades but hated school, I was
liked by everyone in school even the popular kids and the not so
popular ones but I always felt completely alone and it never made
sense until I got much older and realized just why I felt so alone
everywhere I went no matter how many people were around me.

I have always been spiritually open to many things, my earth mother
told me stories upon stories about UFO bases in Puerto Rico, life on
other planets, the possibility of alien humans etc etc...after my
awakening it seems my earth mother doesn't talk about UFOs and star
visitors and she says she hates the idea and is very "their so evil"
type of attitude...but I still love my mi'ma.

My solitude consumed me for a while before I realized what I was and
before my awakening so much so that I attempted suicide in 2001 I
don't think I actually wanted to end my life I just wanted a way to
escape and maybe go back home? I am not sure but I know that my NDE
(Near-Death Experience) was the most soul shaking experience of my
life I experienced so much during my NDE that I am still to this day
shaken by it a bit. I was shown a perfect pristine world and shown
many different things and various outcomes of the future of earth and
mankind and one of the things that struck me the most was my
involvement in the fate of humanity and planet earth along with others
just like me.

When I realized all of this and that I was a starseed it became the
most amazing journey of my life but nothing is more wonderful than
remembering, I now remember how I got here, I remember what my people
were like, I remember other civilizations as well as other planets and
more and more memories are coming to the surface as days go by and I
become more and more activated...I am a firm believer that the
awakening of a starseed is eternal as it is for all things in the
universe.

I am 27 years old and the nearest city to me is Washington DC (Yes the
belly of the beast). Ending up here is irony at it's best. An Starseed
living right next door to the NSA, NASA (you guys still looking for
ETs?), in between 2 military bases, near the pentagon, the white
house, homeland security etc etc....oh the irony.

I was born and raised in Brooklyn NY, Benson Hurst to be exact. Right
on the corner of 81st street and even more curious is the fact that I
was born re-incarnated in to this life on 11/1981 and lived out my
life until I was 18 in an apartment with the address of: 1901 81st
street and I was born at 11:11 AM. Something tells me that was no
accident. Furthermore I had a twin. Yep my twin was born 8 minutes
after me and passed on 8 days later. I believe we still share that
eternal indestructible bond.

And my twin is almost all I know of my natural family...you see I was
adopted when I was 8 months old (there's the 8 again!). Mom shared
with me many interesting details that I will share soon about her life
as a child living near the largest ET base in Puerto Rico and the
stories her father told her of his encounters with strange flaying
discs.

I have always been a quiet observer even as a child closely observing
everything that goes on around me and I was almost mistaken for
autistic however I soon realized I had to snap back in to this world
and show my family the same love they were so eagerly showing me. My
family loved me very much growing up and I had a wonderful childhood
apart from some typical family drama especially sibling rivalry lol.

As you know contact with the Greys ceased and I began to be contacted
by beings that looked like me who claimed origins from Sirius,
Pleiades, Vega etc...Every time I would encounter these beings they
would make me feel so uplifted and they always told me of a time in
the near future in which I will awaken again and realize my origins
and proceed to enact my mission. Of course I forgot about this until
one evening when I was laying outside on the grass on a warm summer
eve. Everything was so perfect but I still felt so alone and as stated
I tried to commit suicide and died for 3 minutes though for me it felt
like forever.

I experienced the other side and life on my planet and the beauty and
love from the star nations and I for the first time in my life I
realized I was NEVER alone to begin with, when I was brought back to
life and recovered I felt as if my heart (main energy center) was on
fire and I suddenly could remember everything. Who I was/am, why I was
here, Gods love for me, Star Nations love for me and my connection to
everything!. This is when I engaged on an endless quest for knowledge
to help me remember.

Not to remember my history but to remember the future and the role I
play in it. Since then I have become one with my higher/true original
self. My ET presence has become one with the human vessel and through
my awareness I and others from other worlds will aid in the awakening
of Earth and her inhabitants so that they to may remember their own
divinity.

Sarah Corynder Neith Forde

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Oct 27, 2009, 2:36:36 AM10/27/09
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Hey,
 
Welcome here! I hope you find those you have a prearranged bond with.
 
This may not be liked by you... but please don't let it tarnish what you think of me! I say this out of love. Please, ask questions of your contacts. I'm not saying they -are- evil or anything of the sort... but if they are true, they will understand you needing to be certain they are truely your friends.
After all, emotions can be implanted into humans. Particually humans who aren't sensitive to other human emotions. And that includes love. It doesn't mean that those emotions are false... just that some ETs, and not always for the wrong reasons, do implant these emotions in humans for the duration of a meeting. There's multiple reasons for this:
Geninue love for the human, as another living spirit, and wanting theh uman to feel their own emotions.
THe need for the human to remain calm or in a favorable emotion so as to not harm the ET/s in the area with dangerous and unpredictable emotions such as fear and anger. (Greys use this, mostly, as they are apparently vunrable to negetive emotions. This is also why you can demand to be sent home to a Grey, with emotion and real determination, and they probably will let you go back.)
Biological reasons, such as needing the human to relax and release certain hormones, mostly for reproductive system or for the good of embryos or infants.
I guess that goes for everyone, not just you. :) And I honestly say it out of love... I want to protect my own from false understandings.
Anyway, welcome and warm fuzziness to you! Glad to know you have a bond.
 
Cory/Sarah

bonniejeanhamilton

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Nov 1, 2009, 8:10:20 PM11/1/09
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Hello Yshatar,
Thank you so much for posting your experience here at the alien
abduction help forum. I also felt very alone for a long time, even
though I was around people who loved me and cared for me. I always
felt different, and I didn't have anyone to talk with about the star
people. Many of us at this forum know how that feels. But now I
realize, like you do, that we aren't alone at all. Our star families
are with us and support us with their loving energy, to help guide us
through our time here so we may complete our missions.

Your Near Death Experience must have been utterly life changing. Once
you understand that we are all connected by love and (what I call) the
"Oneness," you will never feel alone again. I know you will remember
more as you are ready for it, just like I am learning and growing
every day. I believe that as we approach 2012, the people who are
ready to ascend to a new state of consciousness will be waking up to
the truth about this reality -- the great deception that has been
played on humans for far too long.

Thank you for starting http://www.starseeds.net . I am sure you are
helping a great number of people wake up.

A lady named Maria Rivera, who had lived in Puerto Rico, contacted me
with her story. You may want to check it out, since you lived there
too: http://www.alienabductionhelp.com/htm/El_Yunque.htm

Yshatar, it is wonderful to meet you. Please stay in touch. We should
most definitely share website links.
Many Blessings, Bonnie :-)

john stratton

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Nov 1, 2009, 8:25:18 PM11/1/09
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So true Bonnie  And they know when you are ready for them to move into the open also .
John


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Sirian ET

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Nov 3, 2009, 9:09:12 PM11/3/09
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Hi bonnie what a pleasure it is to speak with you I apologize it took so long to get back  to you it seems I cant get a moment but I made time :)...I loved reading through your site and such it is overwhelming in a good way to know that I am not alone and have others to relate to because I have questioned my sanity more then once, for a while I could not comprehend how I could be contacted by ETs because it seemed out of this world no pun intended lol and when I was met with they're overwhelming love for us and they're beautiful energy I was taken by it I always thought before my awakening that there was no deeper love then the love I felt every day the common love I guess you could call it but when I awakened and felt connected to the source and the universe and other life forms both on this planet and off I felt like my reality had been ripped open and a bowl of unconditional love and understanding and faith had been poured in....I am sorry if I ramble a lot but you and your site and my site are the only sources I have to discuss the feelings I have.

To be honest and this may sound naive and I apologize if it does but I have gotten through a lot of rough times in my life thanks to the ETs and sometimes till this day I at times wonder how they can assist me so much yet be so far and how they can care so much about us on earth but I understand at the same time if that makes sense.

Yes it was I truly feel very bad for what I did for trying to take my life and dying and all that because I feel as if I disrespected God but I know God is above these things but at times I cant help but feel bad for what I have done which also could be the programing I had as a child being raised in a very religious household despite the open mindedness of my mother but you are right I haven't felt alone since and it is so amazing sometimes I feel like yelling at the top of my lungs from pure joy because I feel so loved by the all, the oneness, the energy of creation just everything.

Oh I am so ready for 2012 and all my life I have been told of a special time in which reality would change like a thief in the night never knew what that meant till now I see changes already everything is happening so fast and I see double digits all the time!..11:11, 12:12, 2222, and the list goes on...what are your thoughts on the possibility of disclosure this month on the 27th? do you think this will happen? I know we do not need to be told what we already know but I was just curious to see what you and others thought about it.

Thank you for the link I am going to read it right away! I felt many strange things when i lived in PR...and I can say that beauty in PR was never on mind the island always felt so strange like whole island was mystical and that is where I saw my first ghost to! I would love to share your link on my site the members here and yourself are very beautiful people thank you :)

Blessings to you as well!

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bonniejeanmitchell

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Nov 10, 2009, 1:50:11 PM11/10/09
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Hi Yshatar,
I'm glad you feel so much love now. I feel it too. :-) Waking your
mind up is the best thing any of us can do for ourselves. Don't listen
to all the programming on television. In fact, turning your television
OFF is best. The powers-that-be are greedy and corrupt. The real truth
about this reality is that WE ARE CREATING IT. And when you realize
that, you can start to make your life and everyone else's life better
just by thinking it.
We are all connected. Really. What you do affects me and what I do
affects you. And the love we feel is what holds us together.

The ETs are not far from us. They are sharing the same space. And, did
you know, that the light from the farthest star shines its photons of
light here to Earth, where it connects with us and directly affects
us? We are connected to that farthest star just like we are connected
to each other and the ETs.

You learned so much when you had your NDE. I'm sure you know that
everything happens for a reason, and that event helped you see so much
more, so you could really have a whole new view of life. It was meant
to happen.

I don't see any official disclosure happening this month. I think the
people in charge will do everything on their power to hold out as long
as they possibly can...even though at some point it will just be
ridiculous because it will be blatantly obvious that there are ufos
flying all over the place.

You can find the link to your site here:
http://www.alienabductionhelp.com/htm/links.htm

Many Blessings, Bonnie :-)

the salamander

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Dec 10, 2009, 3:52:26 PM12/10/09
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hey how are you now now i had a expereince several years back where i
was looking t the clock and the time moved forwards three and a half
hours now more recently i received telepathically two great ideas for
art now previous too now i have never been an artist infact i never
even done art in secondary school. I am also in contact with spirit
although in most i have alot of negative astral influences who have in
the past made my life incrediblely difficult however now i have
learned to remove all anger from me and stay calm now i would suggest
you read the talmud of jmmanual .

bonniejeanmitchell

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Dec 12, 2009, 7:49:55 PM12/12/09
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Hello Salamander!
Thanks for bringing up the Talmud of Jmmanual. It is an ancient
document discovered in Jerusalem by Billy Meier and Isa Rashid in
1963. Its content closely resembles the New Testament's Gospel of
Matthew, and one theory is that the Gospel of Matthew was actually
taken from it. There is a good informational website about the TJ
here: http://www.tjresearch.info/contents.htm

Billy Meier, as many of you already know, is famous for having direct
contact with a group of star people from the Pleiades. He has many
pictures of daytime UFO sightings, all taken and developed way before
computer graphics on personal computers came about. I checked out his
website and found some very well written, spiritual articles. This is
a sample of a text I read. It was written by Atlant Bieri of Billy
Meier's FIGU foundation in Switzerland. Their website is http://us.figu.org.

"There are times where the sky is burning; -- there are times where
the earth is torn apart, oceans flood the country and thousands lose
their lives; there are times, where mothers are forever separated from
their children, times, where lovers see each other for the last time,
friends say definitely good-bye and the dearest die in a blazing
inferno. There are times, where the hope for a safe future is robbed
by the greed for power. Times, where a fanatic philosophy of life
strangles the desire for love, hate abandons the endeavour for living
harmoniously together and the will to kill is stronger than the will
to respect and to protect the splendor of the gift of life.

In spite of these times of darkness and madness, never forget to smile
if you have the possibility; never forget to be amazed when the sun
rises behind the horizon and a new day is dawning. Never forget to
love yourself and the ground whereupon you stand. Never forget your
own name and who you are. Don’t forget that you are a human being born
into this world to live a unique life, never to be experienced a
second time like this. Every day there are green sprouts breaking
through the burned earth to announce a new beginning -- don’t forget
to be grateful for this."

Many Blessings, Bonnie :-)

Starseeds.Net

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Dec 12, 2009, 8:25:31 PM12/12/09
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Your so right Bonnie I don't watch TV anymore its toxic...that is
beautiful about the star :)...I love space and for good reason I very
much believe in the LOA it is a proven fact to me at least and yes the
love we feel DOES hold us together I do also believe that we are all
connected to each other and even the farthest star and this and other
planets....one big giant connection :) Oh yes that is true that the
NDE was meant to happen and it did change me almost instantly...for
one the fear of death is non existent.

I see ships in the skies often zooming by and such and I have learned
to tell the difference between commercial airliners and military jets
and even experimental craft because well I live 15 mins from DC so I
see all types of things in the skies eventually it will be obvious and
I think more then anything the people will disclose before the
government

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Starseeds.Net

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Dec 12, 2009, 8:40:18 PM12/12/09
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Wow you time jumped!...lol I have done that but I could only jump an
hour back in time don't think I want to jump forward in time though
lol time is already moving to fast for me and accelerating. Yes do
pursue them :) I have learned that the important thing to do when
receiving insight from them is to go for it...I have many blogs and
one of them is channeled messages from the ETs....it is awesome your
getting this insight :) Thank you I will try to....I havent had
negative influences in a while thank God.

P.S. I love Meier!

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bonniejeanmitchell

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Dec 12, 2009, 8:52:07 PM12/12/09
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Is it TIME that is speeding up? Or are WE speeding up? I've been
wondering this myself, because I know for sure that something is
speeding up! I am leaning toward the idea that WE are speeding up
because our vibrational frequencies are humming faster and faster as
we wake up and prepare for a new spiritual consciousness. I mean, if
we want the ability to spiritually ascend in Dec 2012, we must be
moving toward that moment with some momentum....

Many Blessings, Bonnie :-)
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