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[I wan to die]

I see this group is being infested with advertising for suicide drugs. This is what killed the group, talk.euthanasia.

Isn't there anyone who wishes to discuss suicide any more? After all, it's reasonable and legitimate choice for a person to want to kill themselves. I myself tried to hang myself, the last time just a few months ago on New Year's Eve. Suicide is a personal choice for me. I decide how I want my life to end (by hanging) and when.

[Queer]

I agree with everything you said. The desire to kill myself is MY choice! I have made up my mind that now is the time to end my life. I'm at an age where I've seen enough and don't care to see any more. I've attempted suicide several times in my life, all by hanging, though only two resulted in hospitalization. My third attempt resulted in a six-month stay in a psych ward when I was only 19-years-old. My sixth attempt when I was 29-years-old landed me in the hospital for almost four years! I was even declared dead when they cut the rope to lower me down from the beam I hanged from. I have tried four times since then! The beauty is that, now, I'm suffering from the onset of osteoporosis in my neck. My neck is weakening! There is an excellent possibility that, this time when I hang myself, my neck will break. I'm anticipating it! Then I will be dead, and at peace!

[Ashley Jordan]

That's why I'm here. I found this and other suicide groups because, for quite a while now, I've been dealing with suicidal desires. And yes, I am in counselling! I think what I'm looking for, as I read through all the thoughts people have posted, is the encouragement to come to terms with my desires and accept the inevitable that it's truly time for me to make the commitment to kill myself. After all, death is inevitable, so why not end my life when I want to the way I want to.

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 Ashley J. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈