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hopetodie

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Apr 27, 2021, 2:41:45 PM4/27/21
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how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my life
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hopetodie

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May 2, 2021, 4:11:39 PM5/2/21
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On Saturday, May 1, 2021 at 3:00:22 PM UTC-4, sexyga...@gmail.com wrote:
> On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 at 2:41:45 PM UTC-4, hopetodie wrote:
> > how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my life
> I don't really have an answer. I know there are certain drugs that will cause cardiac arrest fairly quickly. I do know that hanging is slow. When I was 19, I was hanged for almost four minutes. Lost consciousness fairly quickly, in about ten seconds, and when I was cut down, I was so close to neurological damage, and they had a rough time reviving me. My head would have died had I been left hanged for another minute, and it would have taken 15- to as long as 30-minutes for my heart to stop.

thanks how did hanging feel ay do that to but i want to find a drugs that will cause cardiac arrest fairly quickly to my heart stops and i can die i need to end my life sick of living im 59 years old so m life i now this what i want to do is end my life hope some one can let me know of a good drug to take to end my life

hopetodie

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May 2, 2021, 4:15:12 PM5/2/21
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On Saturday, May 1, 2021 at 3:00:22 PM UTC-4, sexyga...@gmail.com wrote:
> On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 at 2:41:45 PM UTC-4, hopetodie wrote:
> > how can I make my heart stop so I can die I need to end my life
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DetachedDreamer97

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May 30, 2021, 5:00:30 AM5/30/21
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I know of a way. Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. Of course, you have to do it right in order to make it relatively peaceful. This is especially the case with the latter.

hopetodie

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May 30, 2021, 4:32:45 PM5/30/21
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whats Yew or cerbera odollam poisoning. how do i get it so i can end my life do you have more info

hopetodie

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May 30, 2021, 4:37:44 PM5/30/21
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On Sunday, May 30, 2021 at 5:00:30 AM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:

DetachedDreamer97

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Jun 14, 2021, 2:11:38 PM6/14/21
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They’re two of the poisonous plant species with toxins known to stop the heart. Cerberin however is more powerful, but it’s not pleasant. You need to take it with something to minimize, if not eliminate the GI symptoms, which that would be scopolamine. If course, you need that for both, but when it comes to cardiac glycosides, those symptoms are most likely vagal.

For yews, you could probably get by with just making a smoothie, but for best results, it’s best to consume it as an alcoholic extract. Which with that, you need to get rid of the volatile oils and ephedrine; they impede the taxine. All compounds are soluble in alcohol, but where it differs is that taxine doesn’t dissolve in water, but ephedrine does, especially when it’s at a simmering temperature, oils are water insoluble, but they are volatile and may be removed with the water simmering. That said, I’d say petroleum either/heptane would also be efficient. Scopolamine is also the only antiemetic to work with the poison. Alternatively, you could use datura inoxia seeds as they contain scopolamine. 10-20 seeds is optimal.

One more thing before I leave you with those links, to ensure success, you need to go overkill. While they say for yews is 50-100 grams, do at least 2 grams/kg. And make sure to take at least 2-3 seeds for cerbeea odollam despite it saying the lethal dose is one seed.
Yew: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taxus_baccata
Cerbera Odollam: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cerbera_odollam

As for where they’re found; taxine can be found in graveyards, parks, the wild, or online if no shrub is available.
Cerbera odollam is on eBay.

hopetodie

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Jun 15, 2021, 2:34:37 PM6/15/21
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hoping I can fiend some to I can take it and end my life I ned to die sick of living need to end it

DetachedDreamer97

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Jun 29, 2021, 2:49:44 AM6/29/21
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Pong pong seeds can be bought on ebay, as is kwells. If you're like me and want to make the method as peaceful as possible, consider buying akuamma extract, incarvillea sinensis, and california poppy. For eall those 3 side agents, they're found on either ebay or etsy. But make sure to research on whatever brand you choose. You don't want to go cheap and buy something poor in quality. Also if you're capable, consider making an extract of the seeds and have it in a tincture.

DetachedDreamer97

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Jun 29, 2021, 2:52:08 AM6/29/21
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If I may, I wonder if you've heard of a forum known as sanctioned-suicide.org? It's more active than this place, and allows for the discussion of methods, so long as you have your eyes on the method you choose.

Ashley Jordan

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Mar 18, 2022, 4:22:40 PM3/18/22
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On Tuesday, June 29, 2021 at 2:52:08 AM UTC-4, DetachedDreamer97 wrote:
> If I may, I wonder if you've heard of a forum known as sanctioned-suicide.org? It's more active than this place, and allows for the discussion of methods, so long as you have your eyes on the method you choose.

Will I find the encouragement there that I'm looking for that will help me come to terms with my suicidal desires I've been feeling for a few months now? That's why I came here, to find that encouragement I need to come to terms with those desires to help me decide to end my life on my terms, the way I want it ended.

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 Ashley J. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

DetachedDreamer97

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Mar 20, 2022, 1:51:24 AM3/20/22
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No, we don’t offer encouragement, as that would be frowned upon. But… if you think you’re ready to die, we won’t discourage you either. Your choices will be respected whatever you decide. Basically, we’re pro-choice.

There’s also a discord community if you want to join?
https://discord.gg/gC2WCmvf
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