I was really struggling with the distance, cruising barely at 7-8 min per km. So I mentally gave up on the time trial and started enjoying the crowds, the spectators and even the fanfare and arrangements.
When running gets tough, runners employ four different cognitive strategies: inward association, outward association, inward dissociation and outward dissociation. Inward stands for inside your body or mind; outward stands for crowds, scenary, race splits, etc. Association stands what matters for the race: your breathing, elevation change, etc. Dissociation stands for what does not matter for the race: spectators, music bands, your favourite song.
The best way to perform in tough times is being in inward association: focus on your breathing, running form, tempo, etc. The worst way is the external dissociation: course scenary, runners' costumes.
I waved to Daniel Vaz and his fellow runners, coming from the opposite direction. I started watching the runners on the other side of the road: the full marathon participants: I was indulging in external dissociation.
I was surprised to see the lead marathon runners coming from the opposite side of the road and later, passing us on our side of the road. I thought it was an O-shaped route for full marathoners. But the politics in India has a way of overriding sports and this marathon was not immune to it. They had to change the route at the last minute because of some agitations:
http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/city/mumbai/Last-minute-route-change-for-runners-of-Sundays-Vasai-Virarmarathon-as-villagers-protest/articleshow/49872889.cmsEventually, at the 18 km, the 2:30 bus (for novices: it is a designated runner carrying a special flag, whose job is to give correct pacing for runners to complete the race in that time) caught up with me.
I got fairly angry. 2:30 bus passing me was downright insulting: I do that time in my LSD (long, slow distance) training runs. "No way they are going to pass me", I said and I picked up my stride. Another 300-400 meters and I let them go ahead. I just had no fight left in me. Deep Dopamine Depletion and I still could not guess what was wrong.
Finally, on seeing the finish line, I decided to kick hard. It was astonishing that I was 'dashing' at barely about 7 min / km and I was completely out of breath like in an anaerobic sprint. I saw the clock ahead showing 2:29:43 and I had to clench my teeth to finish in 2:29:50. They gave me the net time of 2:27:57, adjusting for the lost time at the start.
I thought the race was over but the drama was yet to begin. In the resting area, I could not even stand properly in the line to get the breakfast, a sumptuous mix of upma, poha and sheera with banana. After breakfast, I was still very hungry but could not ask for more, as they had ticked my bib for breakfast.
I was feeling uncomfortable, too tired to do anything. I rested on the floor for 20 min thinking I would feel better and then leave for home. Finally, I decided it was time to get up and go. As I got up, an absolutely dizzying feeling came over me. I gave a big, deep yawn and smelt acetone on my breath. I almost fainted.
As the world blanked out all around me, a bulb went on in the head. I finally cracked the problem:
The Wall.
All dots connected instantly. I was in severe glycogen depletion.
A human body has about 100 gm of glycogen in liver and another 300 gm in the skeletal muscles. If you are well trained, you can have another 200 gm of glycogen stored in the muscles (400 gm more for elite athletes). 600 gm of glycogen is 2400 calories. For a runner of 80 kg like me, it is enough fuel to go for 30 km (1 cal / kg of body weight / km). After that, the glycogen as the primary fuel for energy gets depleted and fatty acids (or fats) are used for energy.
Fatty acids need 30% more oxygen for producing the same amount of energy as the glycogen (carbohydrates). So, given the same breathing rate, you slow down by 30%. I slowed down by 30% after 6 km, suddenly. It should have given me a hint.
As the fatty acid mobilisation increases, it pushes tryptophan into the brain, which is the precursor (raw material) for serotonin. As the brain increases serotonin production, you start feeling tired and lethargic.
Your brain, the central governor, now starts controlling your performance through the CNS fatigue mechanism. The protective mechanism for body homeostasis (maintenance of equilibrium) kicks in. It decreases the dopamine production, which in turn reduces muscular coordination and endurance performance. Low dopamine reduces your motivation- and reward-seeking mechanism, making you feel you should give up, or at least slow down.
The brain's temperature regulator, Hypothalamus, has many nerve endings that are stimulated by Dopamine and Serotonin. So running performance in hot temperature is even more affected by dopamine and serotonin.
Why would I 'hit the wall' at 6 km of a half-marathon? It can never happen in a 21.1 km half-marathon, a phenomenon reserved for the 30 km mark of a full marathon. Human mind cannot make sense of any data out of context. In the context of half-marathon, I could never even think of having 'hit the wall', though all the signs were right there.
At that point, I remembered that the day before, I had hardly had any carbs. I had a lot of proteins but almost no carbs. I had tried to go light on food as I get crapping tensions the morning of the race. Also, I had been following a 5:2 diet, where you eat normally for 5 days a week and have 600 calories on two non-consecutive days in between. One of those days happened to be the day before the half-marathon.
I have always been respectful of the marathon distance, but I treated half-marathon carelessly, preparing in training but not in proper diet. Probably, as a result, I had 2000 calorie deficit the day before. 2400-2000 = 400 calories of glycogen was left in my body, which saw me through the first 5-6 km. And after that, it was the wall, making me struggle through the whole distance.
The solution would have been a proper Carbo-Loading Routine:
Three Days Before the Race: The right way would have been to eat a normal calorie but 75% carb diet for 2-3 days before the race (8.5 gm of carbohydrates per day per kg of body weight!!!).
The Day Before: Avoid any high-glycemic index food as it could raise the
insulin levels rapidly causing the sugar cravings later, giving a low level of sugar. You are better off having a complex carbohydrate meal such as pasta, bread or rice, which releases sugar slowly in your blood, allowing the muscles to soak it in.
The Night Before: Bread can give you bloating due to the fermentation. Now you are too close to the race.
The Hour Before: You do not want to eat sweet fruits before the race as they mainly contain fructose, which can be accumulated only in the liver, but not in muscles as glycogen. An Apple might be OK. You want muscle fuel. Also, avoid high glycemic index foods, as they may give an insulin kick, which will give a sugar low.
During the Race: You are better off taking energy drinks instead of just plain water. You want simple carbs, which can be quickly absorbed by the body and possibly even give an insulin surge. High insulin levels can push sugars into working muscles, which is fine when the muscles are working at peak intensity. You actually want high insulin now. It reduces the stress hormone Cortisol and increases the blood supply to the muscles.
Incidentally, diluted protein ingestion, if your body can handle it (drinking protein can stimulate release of a peptide enzyme that can cause gastric upset), can also give the insulin push at this stage. Also, if you have certain amino acids in your protein like valine, they can reduce the uptake of tryptophan by the brain, reducing serotonin increase and concomitant fatigue.
After I started blanking out, I sheepishly requested the runner sitting next to me for help. He turned out to be Ashok Someshwar from Powai. He played the role of a good samaritan, and called Dr Pratibha Wankhede, who along with a couple of other people from their group, helped me stabilise with bananas and leg elevation (if you keep the legs elevated against a wall, more blood flows to your brain by gravity, bringing precious glucose). If any of you knows these runners, kindly convey them a big 'thank you' from me.
A trip to the medical tent and I was in safe hands of a bunch of local doctors. I was given two bottles of Dextrose 25% and 3-4 tetrapacks of Energy Drink. After I rested for a couple of hours in the medical tent, I was back on my feet again, wobbly but wiser.
Madhur Kotharay