Christine, I find it really neat that you wrote about this, as I
just signed in to write about the exact same feelings. Not only did I
feel out of place, I almost felt like I was intruding. I also was
completely conscious of my behaviour, what I was wearing, the look on
my face, everything. I just didn't want to come off as fake or
condescending, but at the same time was trying to acknowledge that I
was in an environment that was theirs. I suppose these are feelings
that I will come to understand better, and in my life expereinces I
will begin to feel more comfortable with myself in these situations. I
guess my greatest fear is that I will be perceived as an ignorant
person, when I believe that I am far from that.
Aside from my own feelings, I really enjoyed the presentation. I
had no idea that the First Nations Agricultural Councal of
Saskatchewan existed, and it was interesting to get a little bit of
information about it. I feel that it is an important area of the
economy for Aboriginal people to be invovled in, especially because of
the strong ties their culture has to the land. Their focus is on
sustainability and promoting aboriginal agriculture in the province,
from farming, ranching, and wild rice.
I had hoped to have a chance to talk with Walter and Maria
Linklater, but they were tied up with other individuals. I wasn't
aware that Elders came to the campus every week (which is what Walter
and Maria do), and I think that it is a really great iniative to have
on campus. WHile I am not pretending to know what is best for
aboriginal students, I can only see positive benefits from having an
elder from your culture to talk to on a weekly basis. As I've
mentioned before, this is an initiative that is happening in other
elementary and high schools, so it makes sense to be present at the
university level as well.
Ultimately, today was a really good lesson on what it means to be
a white person in a white world, and how it feels to step outside my
comfort zone and to be a minority, even if it was only for an hour. As
empathetic as you try to be, there is nothing like personal experience
for gaining true understanding of others in our society.
Julia