Question

[Billie]

I would like to say that I used to be gifted, in a way. I knew, often
weeks in advance, who I would see, when I would see them, and where. I
believe that I was followed by certain apparitions. I have had
experiences in the past that many would call paranormal, and often used
to have dreams months in advance of people and places I had never been,
and would realize once I arrived to some unplanned destination, that I
had 'already been there'. Also, when I enter a place or area where bad
or unfortunate things have happened, I have them replay in my head, or
have feelings, or pick up the mood and energy of a location. I used to
have things such as this happen to me all of the time, and sometimes
would hear voices speaking ot one another, or to myself.
I have led a very stressful life, and most of thes gifts I had very
strongly when I was younger. Over time, I have experienced these things
less and less, and am to the point now where I can barely even feel my
third eye, and get only a vague uneasiness, where before I would get
full blown experiences, and warnings.
I believe that because of stress, I have lost touch with a very
important part of my inner self, and I was wondering if anyone has had
a similar experience, and was also wondering if anyone had any advice
for me to reach my goal of reconnecting with my inner and spiritual
self, as well as the energies around me.
Thank You in advance,
Looking to get rid of that troubled, empty feeling.