P-Self:
Drugs, Alcohol
Or just drama
Unleashed. Pain,
Anger,
fear, or
just lonely.
With nothing to
fill the void of
soul. But
drink,
drugs, and self
destruction.
Hatred of self
or just fear of
showing more of
self,
due to past
jeering, disrespect
or being to open
and used by it.
By
the group, or
those in power,
along against the
the crowd and
riots
of pain
brought on by
groups social,
not welcome, and
not wanted,
all
cause your mutant,
geek, freak, or
just not pretty.
What did you do wrong
is asked, but only
answer is being
born
out of time with what
is popular, or hot.
Condemned from
birth
to second class status
all cause of gender,
mixed race, or
parents
unknown or just not
caring, or from the
wrong side of
the
tracks or just body
build, or mind paths.
How brutal but how it
comes to be for how
many? All out
of shape.
Not fitting that mold
of what? Some hidden,
or open
standard.
Enforced and deadly
in disrespect. All
programmed in by
who?
For what reasons to
be special or snotty
for some blessed
and
others called cursed
by fate, or just no
one stands up to
say
Bullshit, and enough!
To stand before the
houses of peer and
media. To
pressure
immense and many fall
into chasms, deadly
and purge
themselves
to fit in, or to not
die alone! Destroyed
and ravaged.
Left
alone to deal with
issues of self hate
fear and
loathing
institutionalized!
Mike
2008
(still working on it?)
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P-Ghosts of the
Past:
Past, present, future
Ghosts all, hiding the
light
holding me fast to the dead
Ghosts holding me back
Ghosts hiding
the light
Ghosts blocking the future
A Fog of the Dead
Ghosts
everywhere
My brain screams
Why? Who? Where?
Save me from this,
but
nothing comes back
for the fog blocks all.
Ghosts of the Past
Present and Future
of friends lost
and
gone. Dead or cold to
my heart. Holding me
hear, in the
darkness
cold and hopeless.
Holding me here
to this mortal pain
of
memories.
Of ghosts holding me
back from peace of
mind,
forgiveness
and understanding why?
And of soul, lost and
obsessed with
the ghosts.
Please it was fun, but
you left by hands own
oe
accident, or just
plain stupidity.
I tried to help
But ignorance is no
bliss. Actions to
take
But regret own guilt
extreme. Questioning
why did you hate us
so
much, to leave with
hardly a word?
Or warning, why?
Did you hate
us so?
Your life, family,
friends and loves?
To leave us
this
void and memories
dark. Ghosts holding
on long after the
living
is long gone.
But chin tight
still here. Locked
in this grey
life
nearly ghosts
our selves.
(still editing)
2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Seasons Greetings
So how
goes the season and new year so far?
Mike
Alaska
P-Sundance:
Sundance how you dance
across the sky so fast and
lovely,
darting from place to place,
flickering the sky fast
and
furious or slow at twilight.
(for a gal named Sundance)
--
P-Moonlight on
Snow:
One night while walking
in the lighted darkness
I
noticed the moon
shining brightly
fluorescing the snow
to light my
way
The night was light up,
but in a combo effect,
the
moonlight full,
the snow hard and
crystalline, reflecting
all back, the
northern
lights bouncing around
and cascading like water,
and the
clouds fluorescing
like light bulbs, reflecting
the light of all
around
back in concert of light.
The road was dark,
but the snow was
bright not
daylight,
but a blue ice gray,
not glacier cold
but oddly
warm,
bound by trees dark
and road darker
but visible in
the
darkness from the lights
of heaven bouncing
off the
snow
lighting my way.
My way to peace
love and harmony
Beauty shown
in
darkness, but
remembered.
-----
Copyright 1998 Mike
Adams
Monday, January 14, 2008
Steven King’s The Dark Tower: The
Gunslinger Born
"The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger
followed." With
those words, millions of readers were introduced to Stephen
King's Roland-an
implacable gunslinger in search of the enigmatic Dark
Tower, powering his
way through a dangerous land filled with ancient
technology and deadly
magic. Now, in a comic book personally overseen by
King himself, Roland's
past is revealed! Sumptuously drawn by Jae Lee and
Richard Isanove, adapted
by long-time Stephen King expert Robin Furth
(author of Stephen King's The
Dark Tower: A Concordance) and scripted by New
York Times Best-seller Peter
David, this series delves deep into Roland's
origins-the perfect
introduction to this incredibly realized world, while
long-time fans will
thrill to adventures merely hinted at in the novels. Be
there for the very
beginning of a modern classic of fantasy
literature!"