Poetry B?

[Abrigon Gusiq]

  Poetry B New Year 2022

INDEX:
Balance
Bare Balls
Be Happy
Beat Me
Beat Me 1st
Beat Me More
Beat Me Total
Bipolar
Bitch Boy
Blood
Box
Breath
Button

Some I am almost laughing at. Old feelings, angers, and issues.
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P-Balance

Tilt one
then another
high the low
fall and climb
or just fall further
stability and quiet
and there fore
balance

Mike
2016.
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P-Bare Balls:

Bare your balls and stare
at the place that should be there,
but is not, the heart being gone,
the soul as well, all that is left
is hot, horny, steamy sex and
you say to your self, what the fuck.

Lets fuck!

Mike
2005
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P-Be Happy 2017

Worry worry
if I smile
will things hurt
or just scare
or worry or
freak people out
or just lead
on self down a
path that hurts
setting self up
for failure self
or inflicted by others.
Will it last or fade
fall or the drop
will kill.
Do not worry
just be happy.

Mike
2016
(more work on it, got ideas).
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P-Beat Me
 
Beat me, strip me,
whip me, love me,
drive me wild,
but never drive
me broke..
 
Beat me, whip me,
hit me, fry me,
even sadists need love..
 
Mike Adams
2006

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P-Beat Me 1st

beat me, whip me,
tie me to the bed,
love me, leave me,
hit me, scare me,
leave me for dead..

Love me, leave me
spurn me hurt me
spurn me, tease me
leave me for dead

Mike
2005
(work long in progress, many versus)
(actually 12st and 2nd or 2nd and 3rd0
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P-Beat Me More 2020:

beat me,
whip me,
love me,
leave me
for dead,
never
forget me.

beat me,
whip me,
suck me
fuck me,
but love it
all the same..

hold me,
use me,
tease and
please me,
but never
say good bye

for now,
is our time,
our place,  
our moment
in the sun
or just to show
each other the
pleasures of
the spirit and
flesh are as one,
combined and
totally in line,
and harmonized
extreme..

Mike Adams
Dec05
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P-Beat Me - Total 2020
 
I:
Beat me, strip me,
whip me, love me,
drive me wild,
but never drive
me broke..
 
Beat me, whip me,
hit me, fry me,
even sadists need love..
 
II:

beat me, whip me,
tie me to the bed,
love me, leave me,
hit me, scare me,
leave me for dead..

Love me, leave me
spurn me hurt me
spurn me, tease me
leave me for dead

III:

beat me,
whip me,
love me,
leave me
for dead,
never
forget me.

beat me,
whip me,
suck me
fuck me,
but love it
all the same..

hold me,
use me,
tease and
please me,
but never
say good bye

for now,
is our time,
our place,  
our moment
in the sun
or just to show
each other the
pleasures of
the spirit and
flesh are as one,
combined and
totally in line,
and harmonized
extreme..

Mike Adams
Dec05/2006

Mike
2005
(work long in progress, many versus)
(actually 1st and 2nd or 2nd and 3rd, Beat me More)

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P-BiPolar

Dark to light
But where is Grey?
Up to down
Bipolar and
Of a low but where
is the sides and middle
or lost in clouds of speed
from high to low
top to bottom
light to dark
depresson deep
and deadly
lost in a sea of
conflict
hate and love
positive to negative
but nothing in between
Between cliff and rocks
below and death hard
for none can hang on
to this cliff hanger
always on the edge
between heaven and hell
plesasure and pain
until all is lost and
gone, never happy
and be neutral.

Mike Adams
2007


BiPole, BiPole, so off my meds I go, and wonder why I am in
Mexico the old bipolar I am happy, so off my meds I go, and wonder why
I am now in Mexico?
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P-Bitch Boy

to be or not to be one
beaten and battered
or just a whipping
boy, bitched and battered
and controlled
hoping for love
and affection
but often just used
and the bitch boy.

Mike
2021
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P-Blood

Roses are red,
so is blood,
sprewing from the hole,
the hole in your heart,
or where it once was,
gone from bullet splatter,
splatter of pain,
pain from bullet?
Lost again!

Mike Adams
2005
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P-Box 2020

Box what box
the room
locked in
held in
hidden from
all in and out
not to be or
to see.

Mike
2020
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P-Breath

Teeth hurt
Nose plugged
draining
clogged throat
astma active
allegies strong
Lungs hurt
clogged by
fluids solidifying
Each breath
an effort
to just live
one more breath
please just one
more breath.

Mike
200?

About the fun of being astmatic, allergies and such.
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P-Button:

A button before me,
red and deadly,
to push it I know
will end all, kill all,
and I don't care,
push it now,
end all now,
kill all, die all,
all must die, to end
my torment and life,
I can not of theirs,
for they have made
mine a hell, of words,
deeds, hits, hurts,
pain, laying on ground,
battered and beaten,
or just ignored,
chased down
like an animal,
and no one cares,
parents, teacher,
all else, just stand
there and chear
at my falling down.

Or worse, they jear
and chear, yes,
the jock can beat
all he wants,
to take all he wants,
the girls, the locker,
the grades they
did not earn,
walk down the
middle of the hall,
and hit any
they care to,
for the teachers
are in awe..
So when all asked,
why he pushed
the button red
and deadly and
if you do not know,
then you deserve
to die. Like the rest,
the animals all.
God cares not,
Jesus is dead
before me, and
beyond hope or
help, so why
should I have faith,
all is forsaken,
Satans is my buddy,
but I deny him
and go with words,
or fear, I know not why.

People are strange
when your a stranger,
has means to me,
for I am strange.
Normal, why be normal,
be abnormal, for
it is atleast a place,
but not of peace.

Mike
2005
-(Old memories from School)
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Mike Adams 2000

More to come of a happier, let it go nature?