UNDESERVING
KINDNESS
“Here is a trustworthy
saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save
sinners- of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so
that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited
patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal
life.” (1 Timothy 1:15-16 NIV)
In the Early Church, certain
fundamental truths relating to the Christian faith were put in the form of short
statements. These were known as “trustworthy sayings”. In the letters of Paul to
Timothy and Titus, we come across five such sayings. The formulation of such
statements enabled believers to be rooted and built up on strong foundations.
And it is obvious from the term itself that these sayings were absolutely
indisputable and unchangeable.
Here, the apostle clearly explains
why the Lord Jesus came into the world- it was to save sinners. Man's basic
problem is “sin”. Whereas the world blames “circumstances” as the root cause of
its problems, the Bible emphatically declares that “character” is the
fundamental issue. It is a “change of heart” that every individual desperately
needs, for by nature, we are all rebels against God who have turned to our own
way and live according to our own desires!
Now the reality is that we can
never change ourselves. And worse, each one of us carries the sentence of death
upon our heads, for the wages or punishment for sin is death. All mankind was
destined to die and suffer eternity, away from God's presence, in hell. But God,
in His great love and mercy, sent Jesus into the world to save us from our sins
and deliver us from this horrible end.
Today, because of Jesus and through
faith in Him, bad people can become good, wicked people can become holy, and
sinners can become saints. This is the work of transformation- available to all
who turn to God in repentance and put their faith in the Lord
Jesus.
Now, it is very interesting how Paul describes himself when he
makes this point. He identifies himself as “the worst of sinners” (present
tense). It undoubtedly shows his humility and how he has grown in it.
When he wrote 1 Corinthians
twenty-five years after his conversion, he spoke of himself as “the least of the
apostles” (1 Corinthians 15:9); 5 years later in his letter to the Ephesians, he
identified himself as “less than the least of all the saints” (Ephesians 3:8);
and still one year later, here in this letter, he describes himself as the
“worst of sinners”.
Paul's gratitude is also revealed
in this phrase. He knows that he didn't deserve any of this love and kindness
from God. He was once a blasphemer, a persecutor and a violent man and was shown
mercy only because he acted in ignorance and unbelief (1 Timothy
1:13).
What happened to Paul is an example
for us, his life being a testimony of the Lord's unlimited patience. However, we
must not show contempt for the riches of God's kindness, tolerance and patience
showered on us; rather, we must understand that God's kindness is meant to lead
us toward repentance (Romans 2:4).
There is a beautiful illustration
in the Old Testament of this wonderful grace that God has showered on us through
Jesus Christ. It is in 2 Samuel 9 where we have the soul-stirring and
heart-warming account of King David treating Mephibosheth with undeserving
kindness. The story begins with this question that David asks his servants, “Is
there anyone still left of the house of Saul to whom I can show kindness for
Jonathan's sake?”
Mephibosheth was Jonathan's son and
(the former king) Saul's grandson. In truth, he did not deserve to live for he
belonged to the family of a man who had haunted and hunted David all through his
life. What's more, he was a lame man who was absolutely useless to the nation
and a drain on its resources. But inspite of all this, David forgave, accepted
and decided to treat him with honour and dignity for the remainder of his
life.
David did so because of one reason and one reason alone- the
covenant he and Jonathan had made years earlier. During their early childhood,
they had been close friends, thicker than brothers, and David had made a solemn
commitment to treat Jonathan and his family with kindness when he would finally
become king. David remembered this covenant and sent for Mephibosheth.