18. According to information given to me, on the first day that the girls fell into ecstasy at the Pines — a date that I have not been able to identify with certainty — Conchita was heard to say among other things:
«It seems that I was taken up, without knowing where, to this place . . . I know the name of the Angel: St. Michael. The same as my brother; but my brother without the Saint . . . Then, the chapel will be here . . . But it can't be done here! . . . I don't know how it is going to be done here.»
Recently I questioned Jacinta:
—Did the Virgin tell you anything about the things that should be done here in the village, as for example chapels, a way of the cross?
—From what I remember, the only thing that she asked for explicitly was a chapel dedicated to St. Michael.
—Where? In the place where the chapel is now?
—No, at the Pines.
—When should it be built?
—When the Church permits it.
19. Father Ramón was also astounded when they told him about this since he knew that his brother was known for being a calm person, and he himself could never remember having seen his brother in a state of excitement.
20. This does not refer to a miracle, but to THE MIRACLE. The visionaries, especially Conchita, have repeatedly spoken of it. It is something still to be realized, a very important chapter in the history of Garabandal, still sealed in suspense. What she is telling us in this episode about Father Luis María Andreu is that on that night of August 8th, 1961, he was able to view beforehand, by a most singular favor of the Virgin what neither the visionaries nor anyone else has as yet seen, although it has been foretold for everyone.
What we will see then—when the great day arrives—or whom we will see is still a mystery . . . The fact that Fr. Luis was not able to survive after his ecstasy at the Pines might make us recall this passage from Exodus (33: 18-20):
Moses said: Show me Your Glory. I beseech you.
And God answered, I will let My splendor pass in front of you, and I will pronounce My name before you.
I have compassion on whomever I will. And I show pity to whomever I please.
You cannot see My face, for man cannot see Me and live.
How can the fragile and weak human creature contemplate the Supreme Being—Who infinitely surpasses man— without disintegrating?
But the desire remains, and we can only repeat Moses' request and the passionate urge of St. John of the Cross:Reveal Your presence.
And show me the beauty of Your face.
Regard the suffering of love
That can only be healed by Your presence,
And your countenance.
God alone can strengthen us to contemplate his marvels.
21. From the beginning the Virgin taught the girls to do all things well, especially those things more directly concerned with God; and she instructed them above all in their way of acting. It seems that on this day she began a more complete course of instruction on this theme, adding explanations by word and lessons by her example.
If the reader has previously encountered in Chapter 5 many of the things that are now being brought forth, it should be understood that Chapter 5 attempted to present in advance a panoramic view of what the summer of 1961 was like in San Sebastián de Garabandal.
22. Of the four visionaries, Mari Cruz was the one who had the least number of apparitions and the first one from whom they were taken away. Why is this? God alone can answer this question.
And no disfavor to the girl can be concluded from this, since if it is true that there may be human obstacles to the Divine Action, it is also true that God can distribute His gifts to whomever He pleases, without doing wrong to anyone. The inequality can be recalled with which He acted toward the children in the communications at Fatima.
Because of this, could there have formed in the heart of Mari Cruz a form of bitterness or even envy to which the many visitors contributed by their preferences for the other girls? At present we do not have information to answer this.