TODAY IS CRAPPY

[Justme]

I have always felt I wish I could do something for people who have to
spend holidays or even weekends alone. And this holiday weekend I am
discovering how that feels. It's never bothered me before and
actually I have loved spending them alone or not in past but this one
sucks badly. I don't know why but its bothering me a lot. Its like
being trapped somewhere and not able to get out. I keep trying to do
things to occupy my time and even sleep some of it away but it is
still there when I am done and this is a new experience for me. I
usually don't even get this feeling of being alone just bored
sometimes. But usually doing something gets rid of that feeling as
well. But its not working this weekend.
I have lots to do but having a hard time concentrating on doing them.
Anyone else out there feel this way or similar.
Times like this I wish I lived in city or at least a lot closer to it
than I am now. Maybe its just living out in the country that makes
one feel this way?