The sounds came
from beyond the bright multicoloured lights mounted on black lacquered tubing
and trained on the small stage, a swelling murmur speckled with bellowing
laughs and slaps to the thigh. He caressed his microphone and smiled for more
his benefit than anyone else’s; he couldn’t see past the stage lights if anyone
was smiling back. The lights dimmed on cue, as he tapped the microphone head to
see if it was on.
“Nous sommes la Dame et son chant funebre.”
The sound didn’t come from his nose, his head or his belly, but from the
soul beneath. It was a mellifluous whisper of words in Yoruba, the cooing of a
mother to her child.
Ebun mi wa
re o
Ebun Oluwa
Ebun mi ma
re o
Ebun Olorun
mi
The murmur calmed, replaced with shuffling of feet and scraping of
stools underfoot. He ignored the distractions and kept his eyes closed as he
sang into the microphone, the first and only song of his set list. The musical
frisson crawled over his skin and tickled his gullet as sounds came out of him,
mimicking the chords plucked gently with long fingers on the guitar cradled in
his lap. The words flowed, switching between the fluent Yoruba and the broken
English of the girl at whose feet he’d first learned to sing, Dolapo. His
thoughts went to her now as he sang and his longing for her tinged the
progression from his low whispery bass to a rich powerful mezzo soprano. He
sang in her English of forbidden love and loss. His voice faltered as he
repeated her pet name for him like a talisman,
‘Ebun,
Ebun, Ebun mi...’
The drums provided a heart to his rhythm, a steady reliable thumping on
which his guitar could moor itself as his voice travelled the tonic-solfa
scale. He sang above the piano that provided dark heavy flesh to his scant
guitar, of being torn away from his love and the days that had followed, waiting
and wondering what parts of the things she had said to him and what parts she
had said out of pity. A female patron clutched at her partner’s hand under the
table and squeezed in solidarity. He didn’t see but He sang on.
“Ore mi, you left me with nothing but a lament.”
The saxophone burst into an alto wail, starting like and following
through to a gravelly finish. He stood from the stool provided and swayed,
pushing the guitar to his back. The microphone clutched in his hands like some
secret sceptre. He let the melodies serenade the crowd, shielded his eyes and
chanced a glance at the audience. They were all turned to the stage, to him.
The pot bellied expatriates, sallow skin contrasting against the dark unveiled
skin of their scantily clad companions. The smartly dressed couples in the
tables close to the stage, looking like they fell out of American lifestyle
magazines. They were all watching him, waiting for what he would sing next. He
fought the nervousness and doubt that stood just out of the reach of the stage
lights and taunted him.
No one is listening, they sang.
You brought yourself to this fancy French restaurant on the island, took
the bus and wore a head wrap and a fancy buba pretending to be something you
aren’t.
She lied; your songs are no good,
they only amused her.
Your grief has turned into one of those men who become fools because they
can’t let go.
He faltered from all the scrutiny. They saw but dismissed it as a
singer’s quirk. He closed his eyes to the doubts and dove in again, whispering
the scripted lines garnished with impulse adlibs into the microphone as though
they were still in bed and it was her eager ear. He spoke of how his love still
grew strong and he was gathering it and saving it to lavish on someone else,
someone she would approve of.
“I will hold her as I held you, I write for her, her own songs, because
this song will forever belong to you.”
The music died away too soon and all that was left was his voice,
whispering his talisman in a soothing rhyme and the women swayed under the pall
of the mysticism he had cast over the smoked filled room. He said it one more
time for good luck and stepped away from the microphone, his work done. Silence
held the room in ransom for a few seconds before it was overthrown by
triumphant applause. The men were on their feet, and women clapped earnestly,
stopping every other second to clean the tears that streaked their mascara. He
turned to leave but he felt the hands of the compere wrap around his and spin
him back around.
“Another round of applause please for 20 year old Tosin, the voice
behind The Lady and Her Dirge. Isn’t he amazing? I almost can’t believe that
this is the first time he is performing, EVER!!!
“Please
clap! Clap!!!”
Tosin took
another bow, his head high as he descended into the dark underbelly of the
club’s backroom. Dolapo was right after all.
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