Dear Grape Koolaid.
First thing you should do is stop drinking and smoking. That is the
last thing you want to do. I know it makes you not think about the bad
things that have been happening in your life, but thats only
temporarily. You'll come back to reality eventually, so you should
definitely stop that. As for your bullies, you should talk to a
trusted adult or the guidance counselor in your school. They can give
you advice on what to do and possibly talk to the bullies. You should
also try asking the bullies why they are doing this to you. Maybe they
misunderstood something from you or maybe they have other problems in
their life, and they just want to take it out on others so they can
make their life miserable too. I am sure there is some reason they are
doing this for, and if there isn't then imagine how selfish those
people are. Are these the kind of people you want making you self-
conscious? Are these the kind of people you want to come under the
influence of? No, you don't, you should stand up to them and not be
afraid. So just don't keep this to yourself, tell somebody.
Sincerely
Mr. Swag