HAZY BLUES OF WINTER
We couldn’t breathe in
the misty morning.
The haze blurred our
concept of time.
The time running
behind our backs.
The time breaking
through thick air.
The time being time,
sliding away.
We couldn’t see past the
mist.
Couldn’t deal with the
vexation
of our own fists.
I couldn’t look at
your irritation
materializing
in a long sigh.
Exhaling.
Inhaling.
Lingering as a stock
I was supposed to buy.
It was a late hour of market
exchange.
Shares of unrest
sold with nothing
but hazy caress.
This poem is unpublished.
Biography:
Kirila Cvetkovska, Macedonian, Macedonia 1990, currently living in Macedonia.
I am Kirila Cvetkovska, an artist and art historian from Macedonia. My research and art practice dwell on the themes of collective memory, reminiscence, loss and detachment, analyzing the cross-cultural values that encompass these issues and their manifestation. I am engaged in discovering the links between poetry, photography, history, art history and psychology, while generating a blend of empirical and artistic examination of the past and current social, as well as personal tensions we experience. My particular practice is a quest for nurturing creativity and original expression, meditating on the exchange of cultural values and liberating oneself from the restraints of consumerism.