Here is my submission "Lost love" for the anthology "When love is bitter" and my biography.
-The poem is unpublished.
Best wishes to all :)
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Lost love
So, you suffer twice
in love, you pay this price
you cry once, you are hurt
and cry harder, since love, too, is hurt
you sulk into a corner, behind the door
you sigh once, you sigh more...
until love longs to resolve the fight
with better promises, cuddles you tight
So, you swallow pride
in love, bitterness you hide
you smile a little to break the ice
smile a little less, since love, too, rolls the dice
you stare addled at the closed door
you sigh again and you sigh more...
then you give in to the painful crevices
assuage love with flattering kisses
So, you learn to detach
in love, you run out of thread and patch
numb you are, you feel nothing
paralyzed you are, since love, too, reacts nothing
you embrace yourself and lock the door
you sigh less, you sigh no more...
no one tries, no one finds the key
bittersweet rivulets lost into the vastness of sea.
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Srijana KC Rayamajhi, Nepal
I was born in 1990, in Kathmandu. I have two siblings. My father being in Nepal army, I went to the army school. I am a doctor by profession. I write both to express myself and for my love for Art and Creativity. Besides I like painting, reading books, visiting places, trekking at times. Yet, sleeping is what I'd like the most, if only I could.. I try to listen to Buddha's words and therefore pursue peace since childhood. My name Srijana, in Nepali, means ‘Creation’. My poems are 'born of heart', Manasija. My poems are 'born of mind', Manoj.
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