[Subject intended as "no more nematodes" - damn!]
On Mar 28, 7:35 pm, Allison Turner- <
beton...@sover.net> wrote:
> This is a great bunch, isn't it? I certainly appreciate everyone,
> very much.
So do I. It's strange, because offhand I can't really think of
anything in particular that regular posters to this group have in
common, except possibly a high level of individualism. And yet
somehow the group coheres (although it's sad that we've lost so many
people in the last few years).
> Families are a really good thing. I've managed to find three or
> so (this group, my birth family, and the crowd that hangs out at
> my house), and I really appreciate all of them.
I'm not particularly close to my birth family. My grandparents
brought me up, and they're dead now. I've pretty much lost touch with
most of my uncles and aunts and cousins who I used to know when I was
a child. My father's dead. And I simply don't get on with my mother,
to the extent that I avoid contacting her now, even though she lives a
short distance away. (She's out of the country at the moment anyway.)
[me]
> >And I was a virtual pariah on the group for years.
>
> But so much fun to play cat 'n mouse with ;)
Oh, but it *wasn't* fun really. I made light of it a lot of the time,
but you've no idea how much those exchanges scarred me. They went on
and on for years and they seemed so unrelenting. I was terrified it
was all going to start up again recently when we had that discussion
about Piglet's re-naming. It shows how easy it can be to
unintentionally cross people's boundaries, however well you think you
know them.
> No problem. Being there is what these folks are good at.
Yup.
> Was just "there" three hours ago for someone else. Man is he
> having a rough life. And it doesn't help that he's unintentionally
> alienated many of the people he called friends.
I *keep* doing that. That's one of my major problems - funnily
enough, I was thinking of posting to the group about it. It's
particularly easy over electronic media like this where you can't see
the other person's reaction. It happened to me at work recently,
which is one of the probable reasons why I lost my job, although I
can't really discuss that in public at the moment.
I think one reason is that I don't really experience alienation
myself. If I get annoyed with a friend, I just walk away, think about
something else for a while, come back the next day, apologize and
everything's forgotten. It seems such a waste to maintain a distance.
Also, empathy doesn't come naturally to me; I have to work at it. I
usually sit down and explicitly ask myself "how would I feel in that
situation?" And since I don't really experience alienation, I have a
hard time imagining how someone else would experience it.
Do you (or other posters) experience alienation much?
>*Phew!* But he
> voluntarily gave a dangerous item into my hands for safekeeping, so
> I think he'll be okay. Rough road ahead, but probably okay.
That's good. It's always good to feel valued.
Guy