Wow! When I first read these accusations by "SinginDiva17" (by the
way, her real name is Amanda), I began laughing hysterically. Then,
after I began to think about how twisted they truly are, and when I
remembered what Amanda was really like at the workshop, I found the
whole situation to be incredibly sad and pathetic. Is your life really
so tragic that you have to spread false rumors about people-
ESPECIALLY people who truly want to make a difference in the lives of
children like yourself?
My name is Allison Oliver, and I was Amanda's (SinginDiva17) personal
chaperone during the August 2001 session of Beginnings. I am 20 years
old, and a third-year undergraduate student majoring in Theatre at New
York University, and I'm upset with the fact that I'm taking time out
of my extremely busy schedule from work, school, rehearsals, and
FINALS coming up in a week to negate all of the heinous remarks made
by this unhappy girl. However, I strongly feel that there is a need to
express a few of my own experiences with Amanda and Beginnings.
Amanda was in a cabin of fifteen-year-old girls which I co-chaperoned.
Since she has embarked on a little journey to insult Mr. Sklar's
character, and mine (very immature, by the way...you should look up
chaperone duties- and salaries- to get a reality check), perhaps I
should respond in an adult fashion to let all Google group readers
know a bit about her, and add a few missing links to her story.
From her first day at the workshop, Amanda seemed to be very unsure of
herself and her body image. She expressed some concerns very early in
the week that other students were making her feel self-conscious. I
do recall asking if she had eating issues, but I never accused her of
being bulimic. Asking and accusing are two very different things. We
are trained at Beginnings to look for signs of eating disorders, and
in fact, Amanda proclaimed more than once that she was "going to throw
up" during a few meals. Of course, she blamed it on the food. But why
didn't the other girls have major problems with it?
As for the spiders, I recall an evening when Amanda freaked out about
a spider in the room. While the initial reactions of a handful of
teenage girls were ones of mild fear and disgust, none of them seemed
to understand why Amanda continued with her heightened episode for an
extensive period of time. The other girls were even more impatient
with her than I was. This was a single, solitary spider...not a
grizzly bear.
Finally, I'd like to point out that I was also assigned to
periodically check on Amanda and her two other cohorts on the night of
the showcase, and
because she seemed to be having the time of her life, I DID tell her
to be
quiet a time or two. Also, while other students were patiently
waiting for
their meals to be passed out backstage, she was under the supervision
of the nurse who was provided with food so that she might have the
opportunity to take a much deserved break every now and then to grab a
bite to eat. Amanda and the other two girls were allowed to help
themselves to these snacks as often as they liked. Doesn't really
sound like they were roughing it too much, does it?
Most interesting of all, Amanda, how come you NEVER said anything to
me or to your other chaperone (her name was Holly, remember?), about
Mr. Sklar "sexually harassing" you all week long during the workshop?
You say you came forward and "no one would listen". Who'd you come
forward to? Not me, and not Holly. And how come not one of the other
twenty kids ever heard you complain about Mr. Sklar's "inappropriate
behavior"? And why did they never seem to notice anything wrong with
you, except your constant, CONSTANT whining and complaining about your
weight, the food, the classes, the spider, everything. Hmmm? Mr.
Sklar "sexually harrassed" you? All week? "They couldn't see his arm
drop lower"? Right.
I've lost count of how many times I've been to Beginnings, but I first
started going as a student when I was in the seventh grade. After a
few years as a student, I served as an assistant once and a chaperone
three times. I also worked for Mr. Sklar the entire summer between my
Freshman and Sophomore years of college. Mr. Sklar was constantly
working with children and teens at his house on a regular basis, and
NOT ONCE did I hear these kids complain of being uncomfortable in any
way. Quite the opposite, in fact. ALWAYS. Believe me, in the eight
years I've known Mr. Sklar, there were plenty of potential
opportunities for him to take advantage of me, and others, if that was
the type of person he is.
I'm open for any comments or questions should they be necessary, but
now, I'm tired. I have to continue studying so that I'm prepared for
class
tomorrow. Oh, and before that four-hour class, I'm going to work at a
public school for another four hours with a class of twenty-two
kindergartners starting at 9 AM.
Yeah, we Beginnings chaperones are really into ourselves, Amanda, and
we really hate children. That's why we continue to work towards their
development and well-being.
Look, props to you for "going into therapy," but despite your vicious
little stories, your problems have nothing in the slightest to do with
Mr. Sklar or Beginnings. Hopefully, you'll realize this after enough
sessions and come to grips with the fact that your manifestations are
merely distortions of the truth.
Allison Oliver