Jacen Kurciviez
English-D
May 3, 2
The human mind’s in-depth conscious and subconscious workings are
truly an unbelievable concept. With any given stimulus, the person is
applied to the action in the changed environment, whether this occurs
physically or mentally to said person. The most interesting concept of
diagnosing mental disorders is the perspective viewed upon each
symptom. In fact, most mental disorders for a person are “changed”
throughout a patient’s treatment due to the fact that a more
“accurate” mental disorder fits a description of their patient. For a
believable book, most characters in literature suffer from mental
disorders and syndromes and this explains their motivations as well as
their actions.
In Jay Asher’s novel The Thirteen Reasons Why, the protagonist,
Hannah Baker, clearly suffers from depression due to constant
harassment of her actions and the unintended consequences that follow
with it. In response to the constant bullying from her peers, Hannah
seems to keep her feelings to herself about certain events until she
finally releases the reasons on how everyone has ruined her life after
she commits suicide. To further elaborate, Hannah Baker also shows
anxiety during certain events in her life and this also pushes Hannah
towards “the edge” and leads her closer to her death. This General
Anxiety Disorder goes hand-and-hand with the depression she suffers
from and results in very negative thoughts from the people around her
and in her own mind itself. The way that everything Hannah does is
brought out to the public leaves Hannah trapped in a most powerful
where she is ridiculed and critiqued for everything she does. The
Thirteen reasons why Hannah killed herself can all be related back to
her mental disorders along with the actions of her peers.
To begin, Hannah Baker’s depression first shows symptoms when her
first kiss is ridiculed by other students in her school. Hannah
expresses her thoughts about the problem by simply ignoring the rumors
which suppresses her feelings and adds stress to her life which will
later evolve into serious depression. Hannah’s “first kiss” (Usually
an innocent event for most) was stripped away from her pride and this
causes Hannah to be put at an outlier position among her peers which
can make the human mind a powerful weapon against oneself. The way
that the event is introduced to the public leaves Hannah in a state
where her privacy is starting to be breached. A teen with no privacy
will feel alone and hopeless, (teen depression website) as Hannah’s
behavior/mood indicates, and although these feelings are not as severe
as they later will be, it indicates the later actions that will be
made by her. Additionally, Hannah feels “betrayed” by Justin for how
he publicized the event. Hannah opens up on how betrayal feels to her
when she says “Betrayal. It’s one of the worst feelings.” (Asher, 13)
Hannah claimed she had a special bond with Justin, mostly because of
small events, but the power Justin holds over Hannah is quite
remarkable and the fact that Justin betrays her adds on to Hannah’s
stress. Although the event was minor at the moment to Hannah, as she
admits, it transformed into something greater and even added anger to
her stress acclaimed by the rumor started about her. As Hannah
realizes how Justin told his friends another story, Hannah becomes, in
short, frustrated with what he did. This anger developed not only
makes Hannah mad at Justin, but also it seems, as later indicated in
the novel, that Hannah gets mad at herself and regrets this kiss due
to the snowball effect it had on her. Although Hannah shows a sign of
depression, her regret of the event itself shows how she is still has
a normal functioning human mind that will think of the “other”
possibilities of what could have happened rather than what already
happened. This response to the stimulus that occurs to Hannah’s mind
depicts her humanity and what the human mind will do in times of
stress.
Another contributing factor to Hannah’s stress was how Alex Standall
voted Hannah as number one for the list of “Who’s Hot and Who’s Not”
in the Freshman class. Hannah, still a new student, came into a
completely different school environment than what she was used to.
Naturally, any human when they switch schools will become anxious or
scared as they think of all the possibilities that could go wrong at
their new school. Hannah underwent this typical anxiety, but as she
found out about the list with her name on it, she started to become
insecure about herself. As some can relate, if a girl receives a
comment on her body from some random guy she will feel embarrassed and
angry, and Hannah supports this theory when she examples it during
class when another student comments on her body. The list made Hannah
more insecure about herself and the publicity of Alex’s list sent the
message that “It’s okay to comment and do what ever you please to
Hannah Baker.” To add on to Hannah’s stress, Hannah was used as a
“weapon” towards another girl in the class to make another girl,
Jessica Davis, feel bad and jealous. Hannah, unwillingly, was part of
some sort of revenge plot and this can make anyone with a good heart
feel horrible about themselves. Hannah is blamed for something that
she had no control of and not only did this make Jessica jealous but
it also made them not friends anymore. Hannah undergoes insecurity and
other guys using her body as a toy AND loses a close friend. This
leaves Hannah in an alone and angry state in which she does not have
many people to turn and talk to, considering that Alex and Jessica
were her only “friends.” In fact, the list made for Hannah can be
viewed as the very first initiation of her real depression considering
when Hannah says “Okay. I just looked over every name—every story—that
completes these tapes. And guess what. Every single event documented
here may never have happened had you, Alex, not written my name on
that list. It’s that simple.” (Asher, 41) This quote, stating how Alex
supposedly “started everything” , shows how the human mind can
actually reach back to the root of its stress and identify the
starting cause of the problem. Although Hannah knows how the problem
started, the snowball affect that occurred after this incident will
clearly start to develop her depression more seriously. As her
depression increases Hannah’s mind will slowly dig a “deeper hole” in
which she falls into and with the deeper she gets into the hole, the
harder it will be for her to escape. Also, part of Hannah’s anxiety is
present due to the way she “relives” this certain event in her head.
Whether it is the list being made or her and Jessica not being friends
anymore, Hannah has flashbacks and memories of the pain and stress she
endured at this period of her life to intensify the amount of stress
she already has. This anxiety matches with her depression and will
only make Hannah more alone and scared of possible events in the
future, as well as holding the fear she has had in the past.
In addition, another direct reason why Hannah killed herself was
because of another boy spying on her change her clothes.
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http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/teen-depression
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/generalized-anxiety-disorder-gad/index.shtml