On Tuesday, April 25, 2017 at 10:44:26 AM UTC-4, Richard Oakley wrote:
Okay, though my original critique pretty well nails the poem and my take on it, I'm going to go for the line-by:
> Was it fear becoming real?
Sounds like paranoia that the paranoia is more than that.
> What is real to you, is it to me the same?
Is one man's perception of what s real, or differences of levels of fear in individuals.
> I have come to my own perspective
The view of the poet s coming, this line announces.
> after tying off a few, and slamming my
Well, "tying off" in the classical Beat/Bukowski lingo, is wrapping the arm with a tight band, in order to make a vein pop up, to inject drugs... which would indeed produce such an intense high (Heroin, Cocaine, Speed) tat the effect would likely feel like a /slam/ to the system.
> brains against the bar, scrambling thoughts
If the drugs are real and good, most likely classical Heroin injection and buzz, some "nodding off" as in head/brains resting on the bar, as thoughts race around in narcotic visions... "scrambled".
> and I turn in my stool towards the flush...
This one loses me, not sure what the "flush" is... perhaps the speaker turns on the bar stool and sees his "flushed face", as in pale from the sudden drug high, in the mirror?
> this isn't new and now my teeth chatter--
The drugs are giving the addict chills, or some other jittery effect, making his teeth chatter.
> isn't it only fear?
Or he is worried that he has overdosed?
That;s what happens when I read reach line lietrally, but in the end I like the general sweep of the poem which simly gets me to:
"Raises many universal questions, is it chill, fear, nerves, all of the above?"
So, o the record, I will let the first critique stand, as the way I see it.
:)