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While in
a juvenile detention center about 500 miles from my home, I received word that
my mother was dying of cancer. I was able to get a pass and return home to spend
time with her. One evening my family asked me if I would stay home with my
mother and give her the medicine she was required to take. I had already had a
few drinks and was anxious to get out and party with my friends, but I
reluctantly agreed to stay. Self-pity set in, and all I could think of was the
good time I could have been having. I got very impatient with my mother, and
when she refused to take her medicine, I almost forced it into her mouth; then I
left to join my friends. The next morning I woke up in county jail, about 100
miles from home. I had attempted a break-and-enter, and was caught by the
police.
That very evening, as I
sat in jail, my mother died.
2001 AAWS Inc.
Alcoholics Anonymous, page
495-496
*^Daily
Reflections^*
CENTERING OUR THOUGHTS
When World War II broke out, our A.A.
dependence on a Higher Power had its first major test. A.A.'s
entered the services and were scattered all over the world. Would
they be able to take the discipline, stand up under fire, and endure . . . ?
AS BILL SEES IT, p. 200
I will center my thoughts on a Higher
Power. I will surrender all to this power within me. I will
become a soldier for this power, feeling the might of the spiritual army as it
exists in my life today. I will allow a wave of spiritual union to
connect me through my gratitude, obedience and discipline to this Higher
Power. Let me allow this power to lead me through the orders of the
day. May the steps I take today strengthen my words and deeds, may I
know that the message I carry is mine to share, given freely by this power
greater than myself.
Copyright 1990
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS WORLD SERVICES,
INC.