~A.A.
Thoughts
For
The Day~
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Obsession
"Most of us have been unwilling to admit we were
real alcoholics. No person likes to think he is bodily and mentally
different from his fellows. Therefore, it is not surprising that our
drinking careers have been characterized by countless vain attempts to
prove we could drink like other people. The idea that somehow, someday he
will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every
abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many
pursue it into the gates of insanity and death. We learned that we had to
fully concede to our innermost selves that we were alcoholics. This is
the first step to recovery."
1976 AAWS, Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 30
Thought
to Consider. . .
An
obsession:
The
Washingtonian Society, a movement among alcoholics which started in Baltimore a
century ago, almost discovered the answer to alcoholism. At first, the society
was composed entirely of alcoholics trying to help one another. The early
members foresaw that they should dedicate themselves to this sole aim. In many
respects, the Washingtonians were akin to A.A. of today. Their membership passed
the hundred thousand mark. Had they been left to themselves, and had they stuck
to their one goal, they might have found the rest of the answer. But this didn't
happen. Instead, the Washingtonians permitted politicians and reformers, both
alcoholic and nonalcoholic, to use the society for their own purposes. Abolition
of slavery, for example, was a stormy political issue then. Soon, Washingtonian
speakers violently and publicly took sides on this question. Maybe the society
could have survived the abolition controversy, but it didn't have a chance from
the moment it determined to reform America's drinking habits. When the
Washingtonians became temperance crusaders, within a very few years they had
completely lost their effectiveness in helping alcoholics.
1981 AAWS Inc.
Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, page
178