"Letting go of everything at
once was both painful and terrifying. I could never have accomplished this
alone. It took the help, understanding, and wonderful companionship that was
given so freely to me by my ex-alkie friend this and the program of recovery
embodied in the Twelve Steps. In learning to practice these steps in my daily
living, I began to acquire faith and a philosophy to live by. Whole new vistas
were opened up for me, new avenues of experience to be explored, and life began
to take on color and interest. In time, I found myself looking forward to each
new day with pleasurable anticipation."
2001 AAWS, Inc., Fourth
Edition; Alcoholics Anonymous,
pg. 275
*~*^As
Bill
Sees
It^*~*
Getting off a "Dry Bender"
"Sometimes, we become depressed. I ought
to know; I have been a champion dry-bender case myself. While the surface causes
were a part of the picture - trigger-events that precipitated depression - the
underlying causes, I am satisfied, ran much deeper. "Intellectually, I could
accept my situation. Emotionally, I could not. "To these problems, there are
certainly no pat answers. But part of the answer surely lies in the constant
effort to practice all of A.A.'s Twelve Steps."
LETTER,
1954
*~*^Big
Book
Quote^*~*
"We cannot be helpful to all
people, but at least God will show us how to take a kindly and tolerant view
of each and every one."
~Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition, How It Works, pg.
67~
*^Twenty
Four
Hours A
Day^*
A.A. Thought for the Day
A drinking life isn't a happy
life. Drinking cuts you off from other people and from God. One of the worst
things about drinking is the loneliness. And one of the best things about A.A.
is the fellowship. Drinking cuts you off from other people, at least from the
people who really matter to you, your family, your coworkers, and your real
friends. No matter how much you love them, you build up a wall between you and
them by your drinking. You're cut off from any real companionship with them. As
a result, you're terribly lonely. Have I gotten rid of my loneliness?
Meditation for the Day
I will sometimes go aside into a quiet place
of retreat with God. In that place, I will find restoration and healing and
power. I will plan quiet times now and then, times when I will commune with God
and arise rested and refreshed to carry on the work that God has given me to do.
I know that God will never give me a load greater than I can bear. It is in
serenity and peace that all true success lies.