~A.A.
Thoughts
For
The Day~
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Demonstration
"Men and women who use alcohol as an escape are not the
only ones who are afraid of life, hostile to the world, fleeing from it into
loneliness. Millions who are not alcoholics are living today in illusory
worlds, nurturing the basic anxieties and insecurities of human
existence rather than face themselves with courage and humility. To
these people, A.A. can offer as a cure no magic potion, no chemical formula,
no powerful drug. But it can demonstrate to them how to use the tools of
humility, honesty, devotion, and love, which indeed are the heart of the
Twelve Steps of our recovery."
c.1957 AAWS
Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, p.
279
Thought
to Consider . . .
A.A. Is
like an adjustable wrench, it fits almost any nut.
Slowly and painfully, I became aware of myself. I began to see it wasn't true that I didn't believe in anything. Rather, I had believed in the wrong things:
I had believed I needed a drink for confidence.
I had believed I was unattractive.
I had believed I was unworthy.
I had believed no one loved me.
I had believed I never had a break.
Someone said at a closed meeting, there is good in all of us. Seek it out, nurture it, tend it, and it will flourish. So I began searching for the positives within me. I realized that my feeling of inferiority was just one aspect of ego, and the arrogance I projected was the other. I must find the center median. So I tried to act as if:
A.A. was giving me confidence.
I had an attractive personality, even though I was not beautiful.
I was worthy, like all others.
I loved myself and could therefore love others.
Faith was freeing me
from the fear that had always gripped me.
1973 AAWS Inc.
Came to Believe, pages
103-104