Dear John,
Here is a review of Tony de Mello's recently published Seek God
Everywhere: On St. Ignatius' Exercises
If you want to know God, prepare for an ordeal
by John Dear SJ On the Road to Peace
Anthony de Mello's Jesuit spirituality
This week has taken me across the world. I was in Santa Fe, N.M.,
Saturday at the Pax Christi conference featuring Franciscan peacemaker
Fr. Louie Vitale. Then in New York City on Sunday to preside at Mass
and speak at the celebration for my old friend, Dr. Paul Farmer, along
with Bill Clinton, Jim Yong Kim, president of Dartmouth, and Bill and
Melinda Gates. Then in Hawaii to speak in Kona on the big island
before embarking on speaking tours of New Zealand and Australia. It’s
a bit much, but a great blessing to meet people everywhere I go who
care passionately about the world’s poor, about the possibilities of
peace and nonviolence, and about the God of love and peace.
My companion along the way has been a newly discovered manuscript by
the late Jesuit spiritual writer, Anthony de Mello. A retreat leader
from India, he gained international prominence with his best-selling
books on the spiritual life, such as Awareness and Song of the Bird. I
consider his book, Sadhana, the best book ever written on prayer. (Get
it and read it.) In 1987, he died suddenly at Fordham, just before a
scheduled speaking engagement.
Early next year, Doubleday will publish Seek God Everywhere, de
Mello’s reflections and directions for the Spiritual Exercises of St.
Ignatius. They sent me an early copy and I can’t put it down. It’s an
instant classic, certainly the best book ever written on Jesuit
spirituality and the Spiritual Exercises. It helps re-center my own
spiritual journey in the Jesuit way of passion and zeal for Jesus, in
a deep desire to do only God’s will.
I hesitate to write about it because the Spiritual Exercises are so
unique in Christian history, and relatively few people have ever made
them. They are an intensive, strict, 30 day silent retreat, written by
St. Ignatius after his nine month experience living in a cave, which
he tweaked and refined over a period of decades until his death. Every
Jesuit makes the retreat when they enter the novitiate, and then again
about 15 to 20 years later. Although I love Franciscan, Benedictine,
Cistercian, Carmelite, Jewish, and Buddhist spiritualities, I myself
am forever a student of Ignatian spirituality because of the profound
experience I had making the Exercises. I don’t suggest that people go
and make the 30 day retreat, but I do recommend eight day retreats at
Jesuit retreat centers to get the flavor of this kind of spirituality.
Basically, as Anthony de Mello explains in this extraordinary book,
the Exercises take a person deep into an experience of God, based on
intensive meditations on the life of Jesus and St. Ignatius’ rules and
guidelines. It’s full immersion, like a deep sea diving experience,
like going off on a submarine exploration under the Antarctic for a
month, like climbing the Himalayas. You are never the same afterwards.
You come back a different person.
Actually, that doesn’t explain it at all. It’s an experience of God,
theoretically a total transformation which should lead the retreatant
to give his or her life entirely for God through the service of
humanity according to the life of Jesus. The fact that you can’t speak
to anyone, receive mail, talk on the phone, watch TV, peruse the
paper, or read a book is just the beginning. Each day, you make five
one-hour prayer periods, as well as attend liturgy, reflect on your
prayer, and meet with your spiritual director. Because of Ignatius’
astute meditations, you are quickly brought to a deeper understanding
of your self, your God, and the call and way of Jesus.
The Exercises are broken down into four sections, which St. Ignatius
calls “weeks.” As de Mello explains, the original book simply cannot
be read. It’s like a cook book; it makes no sense whatsoever. It has
to be experienced. In fact, the Spiritual Exercises is really a
handbook for the spiritual director, not for the retreatant. The
overall goal is to transform the person completely into a passionate
servant of God and apostle for Jesus.
Reading de Mello’s great manuscript took me back to my own deep
experience of God in the Exercises, when I was a Jesuit novice in
1983, and later as a Jesuit tertian in 1997. The Exercises, and the
challenge to live this experience for the rest of one’s life, put the
problems of life and the world in perspective -- from the hustle and
bustle of daily life to the global crises of war, poverty and nuclear
weapons to the failures and sins of church and state -- all within the
long haul view of God, our journey to God and the call to live totally
for God. Indeed, that’s the goal of the Exercises, the goal of life
itself and all we do for peace and justice: God. Period.
For those who have made the Exercises or are interested in Jesuit
Spirituality or just interested in deeper avenues to God, Anthony de
Mello’s book will be a revelation, certainly a great affirmation. He
takes the reader through St. Ignatius’ four weeks, and offers his
reflections and comments along the way. But he is such a genius; his
simple observations seem so obvious that reading his book makes you
feel like a spiritual novice being whacked on the head with a bamboo
stick by your Zen master. De Mello is one of the great spiritual
masters of our time, and his insights are so simple, so clear, so
challenging, that they snap you out of your daydream life and wake you
up to the real world, that is, life with God. This is his masterpiece.
Seek God Everywhere outlines the basics of Ignatian spirituality with
a modern sensibility and Indian twist. While the point is “a crash
program for centering our hearts on God,” “moving the center of
gravity of our hearts onto Christ,” enjoying the consolation, peace
and quiet of life in Christ, de Mello asserts that prayer is hard
work.
Who says that these days? The retreat is work, and daily prayer is
work, he insists. We must keep to our schedule, show up, and devote
ourselves to God. I am reminded of the book of Wisdom: “If you want to
know God, prepare yourself for an ordeal.”
He walks us through the Exercises, discussing the Principle and
Foundation (the life mission to love and serve God), God’s
unconditional love of us, the need to face our sins and selfish
rejection of God, and then the call to follow Jesus, to understand his
way versus the way of the world, and to journey with him to his
crucifixion and resurrection, so that in the end, we identify
ourselves completely with Jesus, even losing ourselves in him as St.
Paul will urges.
De Mello explains how Ignatius wants us to love and serve God the way
God wants us to, not the way we want to, a subtle -- and painful --
difference. “If prayer is really what it should be, it is a painful
experience,” de Mello writes at one point, “because we are reporting
for orders. That is the way a person encounters God, the God of the
Bible.”
His reflections on the conclusion of the retreat are brilliant -- how
we are to be people of resurrection, contemplatives in action, people
of universal love, selfless service, who pour out our lives for
suffering humanity. He urges us to show more evidence of “the quality
of resurrection life,” and points to Mahatma Gandhi as our Christian
model. “He was always cheerful, peaceful, even humorous and very
serene, and he led a crucified existence.” I have always secretly
thought this, but never said it publicly: Gandhi lived Jesuit
spirituality better than anyone. Indeed, I think the Jesuits were
meant to be an army of Gandhian satyragrahis. (Alas, it has not turned
out that way!)
Many activists I know study Merton and Thich Nhat Hanh, and rightly
so, for their wisdom. But I have always thought that their holy
writings were intended first of all for monks and monastic
communities, and few of us are monks. Ignatian spirituality, on the
other hand, right from the beginning, was intended for activists --
for people pushed into the world to disarm and transform the world as
God’s servants of love, peace and justice.
I wish more peace and justice activists would study and experiment
with Ignatian spirituality because I think it will give them a
spiritual framework better suited for their life work. Though I barely
understand it, it still makes the most sense for me. Anthony de
Mello’s new book will help anyone engaged in the work of peace and
justice to center their hearts in God, root their work in radical
discipleship to Jesus, and discover a new freedom that is out of this
world. I highly recommend it.