Hi everyone. Larry here.
I'm BP2, and I've been taking SJW for about a year now, maybe a little longer
with good results. I know I could have entered into a period of spontaneous
remission anyway, so it's tough to generalize from an experiment with one
subject. Here's my story.
In September 1996, I started to slide heavily into depression. There is a 100%
incidence of bipolar in male family bloodline, and I had already had the Aha!
experience upon reading the diagnostic criteria in the DSM IV, but my family
doctor chose to put me on Prozac, and I started cognitive therapy. I couldn't
handle the way Prozac made me feel, so he switched me to Paxil after about six
weeks. About four weeks later, I was hospitalized after falling into the black
hole of depression. I was activated, couldn't sleep, but depressed as hell.
Suididal ideation (no plan) was a constant visitor. After three weeks they
kicked me out, and again switched meds to Luvox. I started to really hum on
this stuff, and by January 1997, I was in a full-blown manic psychosis. Believe
me, LSD is a far better high.
I stopped taking Luvox, and was put on lithium. They had a little trouble
finding a therapeutic level for me, and in the meantime, I fell back into
depression. When the lithium finally kicked in, it worked, in a manner of
speaking. I wasn't depressed really, just numb. Apathetic. But also, I had
extreme difficulty remembering things, even forgetting what I was saying
half-way through a sentence. I'd be standing in front of the bathroom sink with
my toothbrush in my hand, and I couldn't remember if I was about to brush my
teeth, or just finished. I basically lost my higher cognitive functioning.
After three "experiments" going on and off lithium, I realized that I could not
tolerate it. So, I decided to try SJW, without telling my doctors what I was
doing.
I can't remember when this started, but it was April or May last year. Within
four weeks, my family doctor began to remark upon the positive change in my
affect. I was talking in a lucid manner. Once in a while, I was actually
smiling. I just gradually kept getting better, until in July, I could work
again. I've been very gentle with myself over the ensuing months, gradually
taking on more and more responsibility, as stress is a trigger for me. I've had
a few minor setbacks, in the form of rapid-cycling mood swings, but these were
of very short duration (and entirely new to me). But overall, I've just kept
getting better, until today, I'm working full-time, off welfare, and fully
enjoying life (a feeling I cannot recall for a very long time). I've been
monitored along the way by my family doctor and my pdoc (who I told about SJW
fairly early on). I'll take their meds if I need them, but this is the biggest
holiday from symptoms I can recall, and I haven't needed that kind of help yet.
Was it SJW that has had this effect? Who knows. I also have learned to get rest
when I need it, to eat well, to exercise regularly, to self-monitor my mood
state routinely, and adjust accordingly. I've done extensive research into
orthomolecular psychiatry, a branch of medicine that tries to "treat" mental
disorders with nutrition. I take a variety of nutritional supplements that have
been identified as having a psychological impact on depression. Its akin to
fire prevention, rather than putting out the fire, as with conventional
treatment regimes. I know of a BP1 who found SJW to be intolerable, as it
induced mood swings, so this may not be useful for everyone here. But, I also
know of a BP1 who claims to have completely controlled drug-resistant major
mania with the nutritional approach. Again, an experiment with one subject. But
I have formed an hypothesis that the genetic transmission of mood disorders may
involve a sub-clinical malabsorption syndrome that when chronic, expresses
itself in neurotransmitter disruption. Whether it's truly nutrient
malabsorption, or ineffective enzyme synthesis of neurotransmitters, or both, I
have no idea. By why else would nutrient therapy have *any* effect? Just my
ponderings.
Anyway, I still take SJW every day, because it hasn't been shown to be
ineffective, and I have had no side-effects. I won't tinker with what seems to
work. This is *my* story, and as James has said so many times, YBMV.
Regards,
Larry
Brandie- Like a clothesline in a summer breeze - I am hangin in there..
i'm BPI and I tried SJW with amino acids and I loved it. For a while.
Pulled me right out of this gnarly depression and then into this manic
state for just a little while and then rapid cycling. So i don't
recommend it with no mood stabiliser. Although larry (HOOVER THE MOVER)
has been on it long term and he says he's doing great. Maybe it's cause
i'm BPI.
good luck
-sophie
message_...@hotmail.com
Roy
47 and still bipolar
I did for a while thinking I only had depression (missdiagnosed as so many
of us are with only depression)...felt the bad edge of depression pass...but
man...when I stopped I rebounded and hit hard...was suicidal for about 3
weeks...nothing but the though of my kids and my on-line freinds kept me
going.
Went and seen a civillian psychiatrist for the first time (all the others
were military) and he put me on Depakote and Wellbutrin. Still going
through swings...going on my second week on them...much better. However, I
could do without the unpredicatable swings that I get when I up the
meds...as I will be doing tomorrow...UG!
Wish you luck....
Jacque Miller
jym...@pcisys.net
ICQ # 10876877
PJ wrote in message <355682...@meta3.net>...
St. John's Wort is sort of like a MAOI (monoamine-oxidase inhibitor)...it
can react badly to various foods and with other anti-depressants along with
a host of other over the counter medications as well as prescribed drugs.
Care needs to be taken with this herbal med....I thought (as earlier posted)
that I only had depression. It took the depression edge away and was stable
on it for a couple of months. Then it lost it's effect and I not only swung
high for a few days (that was the best part), but then crashed heavily into
depression. Couldn't think, couldn't go to school, couldn't even take care
of my self little lone what I needed to do with kids and husband. Was
suicidal for nearly 3 weeks before the meds from my new p-doc started to
kick in....and even then...I swing back and forth when I go up.
So...to end this ramble, just take care and caution about this...it might
work, but be sure that you know what not to eat or drink on it and make sure
that your p-doc is aware of what you are attempting...
Jacque Miller
jym...@pcisys.net
ICQ # 10876877
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