Remembering Because Of Lindsay Lohan, And 'The Parent Trap'
Koos Nolst Trenite
3 August 2002
issued 24 September 2002
I myself have, since long, since two and a half centuries now, not
experienced the great joy of a happy marriage-partner, and of close
and caring family bonds.
Therefore, movies like 'Mrs. Doubtfire,' 'Liar- Liar,' 'The Parent
Trap,' and such that restore family bonds, are always very intensely
enjoyed by me, to make up for what I never had since some life times
now, but still remember so well...
The sons of Maggie Butler - they easily come to my mind again now -
are called Billie and Rupert.
Already before their mother, Maggie, was killed - by whoever caused
her car accident or whoever caused her not to be able to avoid that
accident - already before the car accident, her husband, Bill Butler,
had committed suicide, in an attempt to hurt Maggie as much as he
could, and to deny and nullify all the tremendous help and Love that
she had given him, even after he had betrayed and deserted her.
I very well recall now again Maggie's very lovely Sussex country
cottage, the fire place, the grand piano in the living room, the
little pond and fountain Maggie had made in the garden - and the
doves that satisfied their thirst for water and love there, or so it
seemed in her paintings.
I very well recall Maggie standing in the meadow, in the softly
sloping country side, with an easel and canvas, capturing the beauty
of Sussex nature and blossoming trees, capturing it in pigmented
oils.
Her radiant smile, her beautiful and oh so warming voice, not just
looking at me, but seeing me, and herself, and nature, all at the
same time in full appreciation and delight, as if we created daylight
ourselves... *
Seven hours driving through Luxembourg and France it was, from the
South of Germany, to reach the car ferry to England, and another
hour or so through the small and bending country roads that I had
come to know almost by heart in years before it.
Along ancient village churches and passing the typical old farm
houses built to dry the hop for beer making, and greeted on the way
by village signs with names like Biddenden or Goudhurst, through
South of England's lovely green and sloping Kent and Sussex hills.
The tires clinging to the middle of the road, in snow or rain alike,
at a speed that only a French-built Citroen could manage - to the
bewilderment of the local inhabitants, who could be recognized by
their having the steering wheel on the wrong (I was writing 'right
side,' but I mean of course 'wrong') side of their cars, which
sometimes lead to their loudly protesting that I was driving on the
right side of the road.
This time I came to visit Billie and Rupert, in the middle of the
1980's, to comfort them on the loss of their mother.
While I stayed there overnight, in her country cottage, she
communicated (spiritually of course, I have to mention that for
the charlatans who might read this too (1)) she communicated to me
the heavy Energetic impact of the accident, the impact, that her
death, the sudden and violent dying, had caused to her, (to her
soul).
Together with her, and for her, I re-experienced the shock, the
solidified confusion of the accident, to make her free from it.(8)
Her son Billie told me about the severe and continuous loss that he
experienced, of his so very marvelous mother and friend.
Billie told me how he thought to almost see her appear behind every
corner, behind every waving woman's hair.
Neither they nor I had any clue about the very well camouflaged
sources(2) of Hate and Envy near the West-Sussex town of East
Grinstead, individuals that were at that time still directly
influencing our personal lives.
We were kept highly ignorant - ignorant and deceived and manipulated -
by being given, by these sources of Evil, by their Energetically
enforced ideas - and by their Euphoric 'you-feel-safe' Energy - the
delusions that "we were fighting for a good cause, we were defending
truth."
Earth is basically a very barbaric, spiritually very uncivilized
country:
The ability to see who is who, and to see whom you are dealing with,
has been almost entirely destroyed and is constantly being smashed.
And so, very criminal imposters, very criminal impersonators, can
come to great fame and wealth and influence here on Earth, while and
because they are never recognized or seen, by the majority, as to who
they really are.
Earth is the covering-up-criminals place. Earth is the place where
able criminal minds can become more able and where criminal minds
can rise to greatest heights - even up to the top of what people
still continued to think was their government.
I don't particularly agree with that. I thought that decent, able
and caring people should be helped.
But this was - and is - most violently opposed - by the criminal
minds, which you can think of as a spiritual Mafia - by those who
want to secretly or openly protect and hide criminal minds and who
do make criminal minds more able, and more successful, and more
influential and more wealthy and more hidden and admired.
I highly regret, that I - while living in Germany - had not stayed
in more frequent phone contact with Maggie. I lived in Germany since
some years, and she remained in Sussex. How delighted she was when,
after I handled some severe spiritual domination by the one I was
living with, and I felt I thereby had gained some time and freedom
to give some of my Love to whom I myself want to give it, how very
delighted Maggie was when I phoned her from Germany.
But then again, there were forces very active, from a few, now very
well defined and well exposed sources of hidden but intense Envy and
Hate - 'vampiring,' 'masked,' and deadly 'parasites in human form'
(a mild and friendly description of them) with forceful masks(3) and
brandishing the usual terminology of being "the only ones who save
the world" - they were hidden and camouflaged sources of destruction,
and they were individuals that influenced and controlled both mine
and Maggie's life directly or indirectly.
They prevented Maggie as well as me, from getting, let alone executing
the idea to marry each other - to marry each other out of the very
strong and natural bond between us on many levels, the intense
Beauty that we carry within, a bond which we both were kept from
formulating or expressing aloud, at that time.
While they were cleverly radiating to us that 'we are decent, and
therefore we would not want to make others jealous or envious, or
that we would not want to make others feel small,' - indeed, if we
would have become big and really responsible, we would of course have
come to see them as they are - but the human parasites even kept us
from staying in continuous and strong (spiritual) communication with
each other.
Which communication, had it taken place and not been prevented (as
much as they tried to prevent me still today from recalling our more
distant past together) - communicating about this and communicating
with her, would almost certainly have saved her life from accidents
caused directly or indirectly (depending on how closely or precisely
you look at it) by these now known and exposed sources of Envy and
Hate against us.
And much more - which I know now - it would have led to the exposure
of these individuals, if Maggie and I had really teamed up.
Two evenings ago, on TV, I saw the movie 'The Parent Trap' with
Dennis Quaid, of 1998.
What a tremendous aliveness and charm and talent radiated from the
'twins' - the perfectly American and perfectly British 'twins.'
Seeing the twin, returned to me a great amount of happiness... 'the
world was not lost after all'!
That's how it felt - you lose friends, and for a while it seems that
'you lose the world.'
Yesterday then, I had the idea to check the Internet Movie DataBase,
to look up this Dennis Quaid 'Parent Trap' of 1998, and to learn how
the marvelous twin was named.
As you already know, she is called Lindsay Lohan now. The Internet
Movie DataBase showed a photo,(4) taken four years after that movie,
a photo of Lindsay, as she is now, sixteen years of age.
The caring Beauty and her mature Understanding for others, the
confident Aliveness that she radiates, the innate Integrity, the way
she looks and feels, the shape of her now almost adult face, her
hair, her eyes, her cheeks, her smile, is nearly exactly as I knew
Maggie Butler...
I personally remember very many life times of myself and of others,
so I find it always somewhat weird - and also very sad - when others
do not remember their own life times and those of others.(5)
It is not for lack of literature or movies on the subject. But some
people, for rather easily guessed reasons, do not like truthfully to
remember who they were, much less have others correctly remember
them.(6)
I finally get a map(7) with the town of Arnstadt on my computer
screen, after Microsoft Encarta, as expected, failed since I changed
my CD-ROM drives.
A heavy and insidious attack on my Energy occurs, and I barely
manage to prevent a sneeze. That means, someone is trying to smash
and pull away my Life Energy that I use to perceive(8) - someone, an
extremely Envious person, wants me not to perceive this, my past -
when I connect to (when I use my connecting Life Energy to perceive)
the town of Weimar, my Bach life time there, my being married with
Maria Barbara Bach.
But I manage to keep my Life Energy(8) and I do connect.. to my love
of yesteryear.
And I get Maggie Butler's voice, I perceive her soul, now VERY
clearly.
Amazing!
It looks like I found Maria Barbara!! She (her soul, who she is now)
really is radiating...
Koos Nolst Trenite "Cause Trinity"
human rights philosopher and poet
* Maggie also made a portrait of me in oil on canvas, maybe someone
knows where it is and wants to send a photo of it, or a photo of one
of her beautiful landscape paintings.
(1) Footnote:
The charlatans who actively deny their own forceful and
dominating spiritual activity to damage others, which they are
themselves very intensely engaged in (are secretly doing to
people) WHILE denying even the physical possibility of what they
are doing, these charlatans are the ones that ARE insane, not you.
(2) Footnote:
- 'On People Wanting Delusions
- And Those Who Provide Delusions For Them'
(21 Sept 2002 - Version 2.0)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.0209231310.9c1f3f6%40posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(3) Footnote:
- 'The Nature of War and Friendship' (24 Sept 1998)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=360A52...@trenite.de&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(4) Footnote:
- Photo of Lindsay Lohan at the premiere of The Rookie, in New York
(WireImage.com)
http://us.imdb.com/EGallery?source=granitz&group=1407&photo=LindsayLoh_Wargo_411309_400.jpg&path=pgallery&path_key=Lohan,+Lindsay
(5) Footnote:
- 'Past Lives and Rationality' (12 Sept 2002)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.0209132219.71b5cf63%40posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(6) Footnote:
- 'Detecting Criminal Minds By Their Intentional Omission Of Truth'
(19 August 2002 - Version 1.2)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.02090...@posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(7) Footnote:
- 'The Second Mozart-Effect - Connecting To Your Own Past'
(3 Sept 2002 - Version 1.1)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.02090...@posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(8) Footnote:
- 'Mechanics Of Awareness, Perception, Memory And Forgetfulness'
(13 September 2002)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.02091...@posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
(9) Footnote:
The Masses BWV 233, 234, 235 and 236 remind me of such happy
times.
References:
- 'The Kiss That Lasts Forever' (10 Sept 2002)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.0209111244.432ef2b7%40posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
- 'Love On The Bridges Of Holland' (18 Sept 2002)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.02091...@posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
- 'A Poem of Love and Adventure' (17 July 2002)
http://groups.google.com/groups?selm=3b6f518d.0207171309.1696976a%40posting.google.com&oe=utf-8&output=gplain
Copyright 2002 by Koos Nolst Trenite - human rights philosopher
and poet
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Kat Richardson
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Y'see what happens when you go two-and-a-half centuries without a mate.
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