Memes, Schemes and Obscene Dreams (part 2)
Ezekiel Krahlin
state (we discuss often). I changed his real name to
"Milhouse":
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From: Zeke
To: Milhouse
Date: Sat, 26 Oct 2002
Subject: Re: Memes, Schemes and Obscene Dreams
I just stumbled upon a code-breaking contest for hackers, at:
http://www.greatencryption.com/contest_info.html
Thought you might be interested.
My apologies for posting to you again, when I said my last
message would be the final one until you return from Oz. But
the responses you made, gave me some further insight, which I
believe is important to share right now. Especially since my
life is in some danger, and I need all the advantages I can
get.
10/25/02 9:12:58 PM, Milhouse wrote:
> In my case, the assault was on May 4, 2002.
I stand corrected. Still, it is in the time-frame of increased
attacks upon gay people...which really has been going on since
DOMA.
> I know the names and addresses of the men
> involved.
Unfortunately, I don't have the last name or any other vital
data about Matthew, who attacked me last year, and who still
comes in and out of my building! The person who is inviting
him over, has never cooperated with me, in getting such data.
Well, duh... they're in on "it" together, I conclude.
> They would not seem like people who would be
> likely CIA-affiliated, but you never know,
An effective way for you and me to come off as "conspiracy
nuts" while the enemy continues hatching their plan. But I
allow myself this consideration (which I put to you
previously):
Perhaps these secret agents are really training us (like boot
camp) to excel in our skills, which may not be necessarily an
evil plan. There just *might be a few "aware" folks in these
organizations, to really want to DO SOMETHING GOOD, with their
awesome resources. These would be CIA and FBI mavericks, even
dropouts.
Part of this "training" would be to see how you handle
frustration and paranoia. I believe we each passed such tests,
to show we are emotionally very stable. And that is what they
are looking for, among other aspects. Perhaps we are being
molded to become the first interstellar travellers from earth?
Just a thought, though it has scary implications for sure.
Another aspect of training, would be to experience violent
threats, and even *some physical violence (but not seriously
debilitating or deadly), to trigger whatever hormones and
enzymes are necessary to think more quickly for survival. A
whole LIFETIME of close calls and seemingly- dangerous
scenarios can certainly evolve one into a position of greater
strength and awareness.
You have done an excellent job of explaining your theory, in
relation to my present weird and scary experiences. But with
my additional idea that perhaps these are *good* folks
training us, I conclude the possibility that those men who
provoked and injured you, reported back to headquarters: "We
have found no chink in this man's army. He's a real trooper,
absolutey fearless and unbending in the face of evil." (This
does not mean you shouldn't act upon the attack as it appears
on the surface: real enemies who deserve to be hanged. In
fact, this may be part of the test, and if you DIDN'T press
charges, you would have failed.)
Look at it this way: If we, say, were in control of our
psychic abilities on such a facile, conscious level...we might
likely gain recruits by testing selected people w/o their ever
realizing it. And, for training to be truly effective, the
subjects *must be exposed to a certain level of risk to their
lives, that they are aware of, too.
And perhaps there is no secret society on the physical
plane...but that angelic forces are guiding us all through
treachorous waters, and training some of us for soldiers.
Thus, the conspiracy cannot be found, revealed, or proven, in
a society that gives no credence to spiritual phenomena.
> It is suspicious, too, because of the pattern of
> my life- a dead cat stuffed neatly under my porch
> steps, a coin with bullet hole left on the porch,
> people repeating portions of private conversations
> that I had in a car.
Yes, same has happened to me, and I KNOW I'm not truly
schizophrenic, though diagnosed as that, years ago...in order
for me to acquire a monthly stipend. (At least, that was MY
motive.) I am highly intelligent, and creative...and THERE'S
your schizophrenia for you!
I have concluded that some one or some people are *paying (w/
cash or drugs) some street denizens to harass and even squeeze
me out of the 'hood, or injure or kill me. Anything to make me
ineffectual enough, for these enemies to complete their
hideous plan (which is annihilation of what remains of our
queer family in the U.S. and elsewhere). Probably, this is
Matthew (among others I don't even know), doing the bribing.
Allow me to show you a quote from a message I sent to another,
yesterday:
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P.S.: I believe that Matthew is paying off Dane, and others in
the 'hood, to harass, intimidate, and maybe even injure or
kill me. Too many coincidences not to be orchestrated.
Interesting that about three months ago, Carl (my old
"friend") for unknown reasons has kept making himself very
scarce from me. Whenever I pop over to visit, or see him on
the street: he's ALWAYS on the run somewhere, or busy doing
something. He's never been like this before. Could it be he is
also being paid...or possibly even FRIGHTENED INTO avoiding
me? I am definitely being isolated from any people who know
me, including the Pendulum (which Matthew knows well...and I
believe he scared or paid off, a bartender to spread rumors
that I am racist).
Who knows? Maybe Matthew approached you already, on this.
Whatever...I know that Randolph/Jehovah takes care of me with
great affection, and I am protected no matter what...even if
everyone in this building were desiring to wipe me out. Even
the whole city. Or planet, for that matter!
Then again, you probably still judge me as "insane". Way to
go, champ! Yeah, this is Howard Hughs redux, only w/o the
moolah. :b
---end of quote
So now you have a better picture of this developing
scenario...on top of all the parallel anti-queer murders and
bashing happening in our very own "Gay Meccas" of Amsterdam,
West Hollywood and the Castro. What has been the situation in
the Boston area; is it parallel? I bet it is...which may
reveal a concerted effort, nationwide, to terrorize all gays
back into the closet.
But with my positive spin on this, I conclude that all gay
people are being put through their paces, for we are being
called to a Great Cause, which is nothing less than queer
liberation around the globe.
> Alan Cantwell had a fellow who did marketing for
> him and for another well-known "conspiracy
> theorist", who disappeared off the face of the
> earth,
So if you disappear, I have no way of finding out for sure.
Just like my Randolph who "disappeared" in 1993. Oh God, I am
just becoming aware of this in my mind's eye! I've always
thought Randolph went underground intentionally, for political
reasons. Likewise, I could suddenly disappear.
So contacting you on some sort of regular basis, helps to
maintain a network, that eventually we may be many, whose
numbers will be enough to turn the tables against our enemies.
Then again, you or I may be an enemy, spying on the other
under the cloak of "good friend". Yes, that is a
consideration, too, and must not be ignored.
So do we put a negative spin on this, a positive spin, a mix
of both, or just remain neutral? I have every confidence that
these powers working through us, are key to Queer Victory. I
do NOT leave this mystery with a negative outcome over all;
for if such groups exist that utilize the paranormal, then
*other paranormal phenomena will surely leak through, that is
on *our side.
> Oh, hell what a great country. We don't have
> gulags and concentration camps yet. We just have
> a much lower grade, small-scale, continual
> backdrop of political murder that the gutless
> media and public refuse to admit.
That is so well put, I hope you include that paragraph in one
of your public essays. Really. Congratulations many times
over!
> As I've said before, part of the reason that I'm
> here is because, in the perspective of the
> government, I am a potential, significant danger
> in my own right, not merely a vulnerable "victim".
> They cannot assess the nature or degree of the
> danger, because they cannot crack the wall of
> intrigue and confusion around my life.
The same must be true of me, I now conclude. I just never gave
it the interpretation you have, until you came along,
Milhouse. I have just begun starting up a gay "gang"...that
is, my first recruits for the Blue Rose Militia. If I am not
deluded, then pretty soon, we'll have an effective street
patrol (read "posse") wearing my blue rose on a uniform, and
perhaps even being deputized by S.F.'s sherriff.
I believe that the "good side" has also plants within enemy
territory (such as police dep't's, government, military,
homeless, etc.). And they watch over you, and are responsible
for minimizing the violent attack on you last year. Just as
they were to me, when I was likewise attacked.
> These things are only the beginning. They know
> this. They don't know how it keeps happening.
> They will intimidate, but they cannot go too far
> without understanding more. In the worst-case
> scenario, they could wind up with mass nuclear
> retaliation.
It is kind of obvious that these groups are experimenting with
the psychic, and are not very expert at it. Well, it's a big
field! But even a little power can come off as totally
awesome, to your average citizen. The trick is not to be so
easily scared...and we are not.
I'd say that I have that same power of explosive damage as
you, Milhouse... but I am harnessing it to evolve the souls of
those I've chosen; mostly street denizens. The *explosive
power can also be used as a source of energy, a raw material
if you will, to energize my practice. This is not to imply you
don't know what you're doing...but that this power can
manifest in different ways in each person, because we each are
unique unto ourselves.
And as for unicorns being a figment of one's imagination;
albeit a wonderful figment: With our kind of power, we can
surely make manifest such a creature, as a servant and
playmate. Because we can potentially manipulate reality. That
would be a different kind of unicorn than what most people
perceive...but a unicorn nonetheless. OUR unicorn, not theirs!
> Who knows, what a nondescript Dilbert might have
> come into contact with, by the Six Degrees of
> Separation, what associations ever made for a
> young man in the gays bars of Washington, D.C.,
> what friends/lovers/comrades-in-arms?
Yes, I have no argument with any of your conclusions. Well, I
recently kissed someone who turned out to be a murderer...not
just a murderer, but a cunning and wicked murderer! In fact,
with hindsight I learned that he kissed me full on the lips
several days *after he had murdered the guy, and set his
corpse in the bathtub and poured baking soda all over it, to
try to hide the smell...while he *remained living there for
several more weeks!
Milhouse, that experience alone is enough to arouse my inner
alarm. The Angel of Death came up to me, and kissed
me...through another person (as is His wont). But I believe he
is on my side, and loves me...and is now prowling the city, to
cut down and reap the homophobes. After all, some of them are
also gay (sadly); who threaten me. That's because they're
linked into this cult, addicted to the drugs provided to them,
in exchange for doing some dirty work now and then.
Positive spin? They are strengthening me to be the best
soldier possible.
> Or maybe it's luck, or maybe it's magic, or maybe
> it is a living prophet. My life has been in grave
> danger for a long time, but I will nonetheless
> defy gravity and the odds, for a long time to
> come.
Yeah, my life's been in danger a long time, too. Then wouldn't
that be a most positive spin, to realize one can walk through
even the Valley of Death and know no fear?
> We have killers, criminals and madmen running
> around, untouched, in the corridors of power.
And on the streets...and on every other level of society.
> I read a saying, recently that applies to our
> lives: "I will not tip-toe through life, only to
> arrive safely at death.". Premature demise is not
> such a loss, because when you know too much, life
> is not so sweet in any case. I can see, too, that
> life of 100 years, or life of 10 years, is not
> really differing by much more than an eyeblink, in
> the grand scheme of things. All of our lives are
> so short, that they are almost as nothing. You may
> as well take your chances and try to make your
> mark.
Thanks for the lofty statements. After all, this is one of
those cycles where I should mentally prepare for my own death.
If I'm gonna go out soon, I'm gonna do it in style. However, I
see no death or injury for me...only victory to answer such
trials.
I also see my role as discussing in public, my theories and
methodology of psychic phenomena, as a force to harness for
Queer Liberation. So I'll take all the hits of being insulted
and called "insane", as I make inroads to waking up more and
more good queers. This helps pave the way for warriors like
yourself, who'd wind up being relegated to the loony bin, if
it weren't for people like me, helping the public appreciate
and recognize those who are psychically gifted, and dedicated
to humanity's success.
Perhaps we are being trained to use our words in more
effective measure, each time we set down to write. And that
eventually, our power of the spoken word will harness the
energies of our spiritual weapons. And that is what we are
being trained for, perhaps. Using the power of speech to that
extent, clearly suggests the application of paranormal wisdom
(to some important degree).
Please do not feel obliged to reply just now...wait till you
return from Oz. (Unless you really, really, want to post
again, soon.)
Anything you send further (until Dec. 1), I will not reply to,
until you return. Unless you specifically REQUEST that I reply
before then.
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Ezekiel J. Krahlin (formerly Gene Catalano)
In service to our Gay Community since 1973
Lavender-Velvet Revolution: www.gay-bible.org
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