Part 50: Barbara Schwarz reveals shocking news!
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some weight in Los Angeles in 1984, Marty, so I assume that this
became an issue in that court case that was filed without my knowledge
and consent by German authorities and Scientology attackers against
you. (The Germans should have files their case against the real
perpetrators, the Scientology infiltrators, their very own German
Dieter Kaffzik, Beligian Gerda Spitel or Spittel, Swedish Carolyn or
Caroline and of course against the rest of the non-scientological
gang, but surely not against you, Marty.) Fact is that the
infiltrators were nicer to me when you were around. They showed their
ugly face mostly when you were not there.
Back to the weightloss: It was on purpose. In Munich most of the time
I had no time to watch what I eat and lived mostly from the fastfood
places around the org. In L.A. I decided to go on a diet, but had no
idea that this diet would become a global affair. There was enough to
eat in the Sea Orgs of Los Angeles. I had my idea weight when I
stopped dieting, approximately 120 pounds. I wasn't too thin and I
felt well after it. I also was not pregnant or lost a baby, in case
the Germans put that in the lawsuit to frame you. It took R.B. a
lifetime to accept that I don't want her figure. One very fine day,
when you take me in your arms, Marty, you will feel that I am not too
thin.
Anyway, after approx. three weeks, somebody decided to let me out of
that "isolation", which was in fact a deprogramming attempt by the
Scientology infiltrators to made me hate Scientology, leave it and sue
it. Again, nobody informed me what they had planned with me.
Some of the matters I decribe below, Marty, happened either before or
after the isolation, I am not more absolutely sure, but it doesn't
really matter.
One day David Miscavige showed up. He stepped out of the elevator just
to look at me. I felt like a piece in a museum. He grinned one of the
broadest 1.1. grin that I saw in Scientology on anyone and after he
had satisfied his curiosity, he went back the way he came from. My
message to the Scientologists: I heard that David Miscavive grew up in
a "Scientology-family", but that doesn't mean that he is a
Scientologist. This guy is none, because he is lying and using a
forged affidavit, saying that he got it from Ron handing the tech to
him. Ron did not pass the tech to anybody, because he had no intention
to die. Ron was murdered. If he would have handed the tech to anybody
than he would have handed it to Mark Rathbun (de Rothschild) and I,
but not to Scientology infiltrator Miscavige, a criminal who failed
for 20 years to remove other criminal infiltrators from the
Scientology orgs, who failed to prosecute Scientology infiltrators in
court of laws and who tries to mislead me that Marty Rathbun is not
wrongfully incarcerated, but free to walk to the IRS with him. D.
Miscavige wants me to think that Marty don't want and need my
testimony, that he is fine and that I should give up on him. It is so
disgusting to leave an innocent Scientologist behind bars and also
work hard on it to get his relief witness to leace him behind. If
David Miscavige is an Scientologist and OT, then those many apes that
post on A.R.S. are Scientologists and OT's as well. Miscavige needs to
be busted and not just RPFed and/or declared, but prosecuted with all
steam the law has to offer. Don't forget, under a non-scientological
leader as Miscavige, Scientology becomes day by day less of Ron's
original religion and at the end, Scientology is only more a sort of
psychological club and not more a way that let you reach spiritual
freedom.
Marty, strangest people hung around in the L.A. Sea Org in 1984. One
day I tried to wash my own laundry, when Iranians and
non-Scientologists sat on the washers. Another time I saw a group of
Japanese people assembling industrial products in the orgs, that had
nothing to do with Scientology. They too were wogs. One day, I passed
a room and saw approx. 20 people, mostly men, in sea org uniforms in
there and moving in very slow motion. The unusual about that was that
all of them were extremly good looking. They were all at least 6 foot
tall, also the women. I had never seen any of those before and never
saw them again. It must have been a model agency posing in sea org
uniforms, and I wonder what in all world they did in the orgs. It
could be that the Geman still existing Nazi secret service set this
modelling session up for me to pick one to forget you, Marty, but
those people looked like air heads and you look like a God and you are
one. You have a mind that can be compared to Ron's. I would not
exchange you for anybody, Marty.
Sometimes when I ate lunch or dinner in the main mess and looked
around, the German secret service ordered their agents to jump up and
storm out of the big hall. It was so odd, whenever my eyes rested on
somebody, either this person, or the one behind him or her, or next to
him or her, and in front of him or her jumped up and stormed out of
the hall as if stung by a killer bee. Of course I got that this was
coordinated by ear implants and the orders that the infiltrators
receive through them, just like the non-Scientologists receive them
outside of the orgs. They really tried to make me dizzy with that
game.
Ron despised that system. He declared people with ear implants that
allowed their case officers to channel them what to answer in auditing
sessions illegal PC's. The Scientology infiltrators twisted that
around and declared a person that was subjected to psychiatric
treatment an illegal PC. Those ear implants are used to implant, they
are a psychiatric invention and control system. Everybody that has ear
implants is a psychiatric case and would be also an illegal PC by the
way.
Sometimes Scientology infiltrators, when they don't felt watched by
somebody that could be a Scientologist, barked at me in L.A. that I
have no right to be in Scientology at all, but they did not utter why
I should have no right to be in the orgs. They were so German hostile
and it is a shame that such people were not kicked out and prosecuted
under the law, but promoted.
The rooms that I got to stay in, got worse. I could not lock any of
them. Everybody could walk right in at any time. Above me, somebody
was constantly stomping to disturb my rest.
I received some "auditing", some "havingness processing" from an
infiltrator, who called himself an "auditor". He wanted me to
constantly touch a dirty old German Volkswagen. I told him that I
don't touch that dirty car, so he just grabbed me, carried me to the
car and then chased me around it. I really had enough of this German
controlled agent, that wanted me to fall in love with their stinky
dirty cars. This wasn't Ron's auditing, that was German Nazi
"auditing".
Then the time came when I did not more see you anymore, Marty. First I
thought that you were on mission, but later I thought that the German
still existing secret service made somebody in your family
deliberately sick, so that you had no other choice than to leave,
despite you rather wanted to be in L.A. to see me.
Barbara/Sarah
Read in installment no. 51, how a new PTS C situation was created by
others deliberately for me so that I had to leave Scientology.
Barbara Schwarz, December 30, 2002