Part 32: BS reveals shocking news!
BarbaraSchwarz
no official Scientology book, but she went into details explaining her
applying the of the tonescale, which was interesting. The Scientology
tonescale as worked out by L. Ron Hubbard is an incredible piece of
scientifical work and every honest person that tries it out will be
amazed about the accuracy of his findings of human evaluation.
At the end of that evening in the social club, Simmons asked me to
marry him in front of all other people! It was absolutely embarassing.
I just had gotten rid of the mussulman, the Turk, now this guy was
after me. I was not a bit romatically interested in Simmons, all I
wanted from him were more information on Scientology. I never made
Simmons any hope of any relationship and I politely declined. I met
several men in my life that tried to copy Marty Rathbun (de
Rothschild), but nobody ever came close. The reason why I said
immediately yes to Marty's marriage proposals were, because he was the
right one. If anybody else than the right one was making me a marriage
proposal just after having talked to me a few hours, I felt rather
offended.
I did not get rid of Simmons easily. He did not take no for an answer.
Uninvited he showed up at x-mas in our home to pursue his marriage
plans. I told Rosemarie Bretschneider ("RB"), to get rid of him, that
I don't want to see this guy. She was the one that conspired to shot
Marty, but she did not shot Simmons, odd as she was, she let him come
in and Simmons examined my x-mas presents and hung out in our home for
quite a while. I hid in my room and wished RB and him to hell, till he
finally left.
The problem which I had was how to get more books from L. Ron Hubbard
without to run in Simmons again. I was Easter 1977 when I decided to
rush in the Munich org to get more books despite of Simmons. Tilla
Schratzmeier, the later Till Hetz looked at me pretty funny, when I
asked her to sell me all Scientology books in a hurry because I don't
want to be seen by somebody in here. She finally asked me who that
might be. I told her that Simmons is after me. She told me that he is
not more welcome in the org, and I was very very relieved to hear
that. Later I heard that he was a declared SP. Tilla led me to Erica
Zeller, who signed me up for the communication course.
RB was more suspicious of Ulrike comming home with an illegitime
child, because she continued to spend time in the social club, while I
was sticking my nose in books. I told RB of Scientology and my
activities in the org, that I attented the communication course, and
she told me to take my sister with me, because she would be in need
for more religious activity. But Ulrike did not join Scientology
again. She found a German media article about the Children of God and
made the uninformed conclusion that Scientology would something like
that. She showed the article to RB and RB accused Scientology being
the same like the Children of God and from that day, RB was a
Scientology hater and attacker, despite the article did not even
mention the name Scientology.
I in meantime had quit my drugstores management jobs, Ute Loges had
recruited me in the Munich org, the div. 6 as public reg, but I also
was declared PTS A, a person in connection with somebody
antagonistisch to Scientology.
RB called Kermantschi to come right away from Iran, to kidnap me to
the Persian gulf, to look me up down there, so that I can't have any
contact to Scientology anymore. He came and RB and he walked through
the Munich org. He made a scene asking who would pay the rent of the
building and the salary of the employees. He just thought in figures.
Money was all he had in his head. I told him that he has not to pay
anything.
That day RB pressured Kermantschi so fanatically that he immediately
should kidnap him that he got something like a heart attack and had to
be hospitalized. Her idea was that he should invite me to accompany me
to a business trip to Spain, but to bribe the airline to fly to Itan
instead, and this despite that I was of age. Short before that
Kermantschi had praised RB to me, what a good caring mother she would
be and that I really should be obidient to her. After he got the
attack, he wrote a letter to my sister, that RB is so bad that she
almost killed him. He had not even the character to write to me, so he
wrote to my sister, who was official the daughter of Heinz
Bretschneider.
I knew that he never would come back and I was happy about it. I never
tried to contact him. He knew I was Ron's daughter and President
Eisenhower's granddaughter and he surely never treated me as daughter.
I am also certain that Kermantschi did not mention my name in his
will, despite I was not the cause of his heart attack but RB.
I had great spiritual wins in Scientology right from the start. We had
a large picture on one org wall with a photo of Ron and whenever I saw
this photo, I was able to tell that Ron was exterior. For those that
don't know what this is, it's when you, the spiritual being are not
squeezed in your head, but when you are outside of your head. RB who
knew always everything better than I told that this would be not
possible without dying. Fact is, that it is possible and it feels a
lot better than being inside your head. You don't die, you are still
in control of your body and on top you have a much better vision, than
being squeezed inside your head.
During the time I was on the comm course and briefly after my
cognition, I went exterior myself and it felt so wonderful. I heard
that it was never heard of that somebody on the comm course went
exterior, because this state is archived on the advanced levels of
Scientology, but it came easy to me, after all, I am a past live OT
and Ron is with me, is inside of me and above me.
I worked as public registrar in the Munich Div. 6 and did the same job
that Susanne did in the test center. The German government and the
German media pumped with their "information" about Scientology lots of
hatred in the heads and hearts of the Germans that being a public reg
was extremly hard. There were terribly misinformed about Scientology
and as to what we did in the orgs, but all thought they are experts on
Scientology and knew more about it than I. Just like RB did. However,
several of them had to acknowledge after a while that their thinking
of Scientology was not based on any first hand experience and some of
them signed up for the comm course.
However, as the German government and the Germans still Nazi secret
service did not just attack Scientology from the outside but also sent
their agents in the orgs to destroy from the inside, many of the new
folks were not standardly trained on the comm course and left either
while on the course or after it. Some stayed nevertheless and became
Scientologists.
Read in sequel 33, how I became a Guardian Office staff, despite RB
and perhaps I reveal the identity of Mr. Schwarz.
Barbara Schwarz, December 16, 2002