Part 10: Barbara Schwarz reveals more shocking news!
BarbaraSchwarz
University of Munich the same true story of denials of my rights and
abuse since the German authorities kidnapped me with help of the
Danish police from Copenhagen. And guess what? They found nothing
wrong with that either. Somebody as I, that claims that the Germans
are still bad to the bone, must be locked up in the closed ward of a
mental health institution and on top of it must be declared
incapacitated and needs a guardian. Just like everybody before, the
Uni of Munich psychiatrists ("psychs") denied me any contact with an
attorney or any Scientologist. It was the official "deprogramming"
(depersonalization) attempt by the German government to get
Scientology out of me.
They locked me in a bedroom with 12 (!) other women. It was such a
torture. Many of the women were criminal and hostile. I was completely
sleep deprived, because the women snored like the pigs. They were
heavily drugged and slept so knocked out that if a fire would have
broken out, they would have not even felt it, would have suffocated or
burned to death without knowing what hit them. But they also played
tricks on the psychs. They exchanged their drugs amongst each other.
Somebody diagnosed with split-personality disorder swallowed the pills
against cleptomania and somebody who got drugs against hallucinations
gulped down the medicine of the girl next to her that got something
against depressions and diarrhoe and so on. The psychs did not heal
anybody. Most women were not insane. They were in there to avoid
criminal prosecution, or they just found it "Chic" and "in" being
diagnosed with a mental illness, so that they have something to brag
about and being more interesting to their friends. If you would have
taken those women and would have given them a purpose in life,
something worthwile to fight for, they would have transformed
miraculously in non-depressed well adjusted people of the any good
society.
However, I saw also how psychs messed up people. There was a young
woman who just had a baby and felt somehow depressed. The psychs
electro-shocked her! Needless to say, she got a lot worse. What she
would have needed was some attention of her husband (I never saw him
show up!) and help and pep-talk from her family and friends. That
would have cured her. After the e-shocks she got incoherent.
The most shocking case I noticed however, was a woman that had her bed
right next to mine. She was a German woman in her 40's and she was
very conservative. She was dressed in expensive clothing and buttoned
up till under her chin. I heard her talk a lot, she was not a bit
crazy, just felt a bit sad. She apparently was bored with her life and
in order to be occupied with something , she decided to get diagnosed
with something like a depression. One day, the psychs came to get her.
She was gone a couple of hours and when they returned her, she was
unable to walk anymore. Instead of being buttoned up and conservative,
she wanted to be naked. She did not talk anymore like an adult but
like a little kid. Please don't make me write down her what pervert
sexual acts she conducted by being next to me in her bed. It was the
creepiest transformation of a pretty normal human being into a
destroyed one in just a couple of hours that I had seen before!
There were also others, e.g. a woman that came in fully dressed and
with normal behavior and after mental treatment she run around naked
and the psychs loughed about that.
Despite I got so little sleep in that big bedroom with the other 12
women, I was also glad that they had no small rooms, because who wants
to be visited by a perverted psychs at night? And yes, they also
sexually harassed me.
As they denied my basic rights, I did not talk to them. They were
angry about it that I did not volunteer information. They knew they
got the President of the Church of Scientology Germany and they were
determined to make me to an enemy of Scientology. They tried to make
me afraid. They wanted me to crawl on the floor (preferable naked) and
beg them to be nice to me, just as their fathers did it with the Jews
in the concentration camps.
I sat there reading when psych Kapfhammer barged in with a catholic
nun (and what a beast that nurse was!) and numerous other nurses and
assistants. Out of the blue they grabbed me, pulled down my slacks and
injected me against my will with a drug. It felt like gang rape. And
what a terrible drug it was. I am sure I was their guinea pig. They
did not tell me the name of the drug, but the first time in my life I
experienced what panic is. That drug caused fear! I thought if the
Germans used that on their enemies, or sell it secretly to another
country that is at war, the soldiers of the opposition will all run
like the rabbits and desert. I thought if they spray that drug over
for example a filled football field, people will go in panic and stomp
each other to death.
They did not injected that drug often, because I could not eat
anything anymore and I would have staved on this drug. They were
afraid to kill me so obviciously. Even in greatest fear, I never would
have worked with or for them. They were monsters and I have a lot of
pride. I do not work with Nazis and psychs. But I am sure they also
work on a drug to kill pride in people.
Every Friday, at exactly 3pm they came and injected me deliberately
painfully with something right in my kidneys and they never told me
what it. That drug however did not go to my head. I did not feel
anything, except in my kidneys. It could have been pure rat poison. My
soft kidneys got hard as bones and still are. I have lower backpain
ever since. I lost also lots of my physical strenght in that hospital.
I felt over and over medically raped by those Nazis.
The hospital was filthy and when I went to the bathroom another one of
those women crawled in my bed, but don't think that they gave me fresh
sheets. When strangers comes in your house and crawl in your bed, you
at least change the sheets, right? In a mental institution they
declare you insane if you state that you don't want have strangers
crawl under your sheets.
Psych Kapfhammer drew my blood against my will. You will not believe
where he did it. He did it while above him worked a handiman
scratching down the painting of the ceiling and the dirt rained down
on us. No sense for hygiene at all. It was so outrageous.
The longer the women were in the mental "health" hospital, the more
they deteriorated. They all (except me) started to wear headgears in
the room, which is completely unusual for German women. They flooded
their beds with stuffed animals. You would have thought that grown
women would pass their time reading books or newspapers, but as longer
they were in there as more they played with dolls.
There was also something wrong with the food, that they gave me. I
could not hold it down. Rosemarie Bretschneider noticed that and she
complained about the food to the psychs and the nurses, but they did
not care. It does also not mean that Rosemarie got saner. She just
noticed that my complaints about the food were real, so she brought me
food from the outside. It was as if somebody had mixed some
tablespoons arsenic to my food.
Two psychs one with name Nedopil and another that never showed up
after he heard I kick psychs out, wrote an "expertise" about me that
was full of lies and solely based on 2nd hand information. They
relatiated against me because I refused to become an enemy of
Scientology, L. Ron Hubbard, or Marty R. Rathbun (de Rothschild).
Read in part 11 who visited me in that hell hole, who the traitors
were, who tried to help me and what kind of people lined up to become
my guardian.
Barbara Schwarz,
December 2, 2002