She claimed she and I were friends and room mates. We never were close
nor friends and my room mate in FOLO EU was Gunhild Krog from Danmark
and not Birgitta. She lied that I was sneaking out of Sea Org hotel
Nordland at nights. I never did. I was happy in Scientology and felt
at home there. Where should I go to? My other home was in another
country. It would have been a long walk to get there. She said, that I
almost blew the whistle on her sneaking out. What a lie. I never saw
her leaving, and if I would have, I would have thought nothing of it.
We are all adult, why can't an adult do a nighly walk, if he or she
wishes? If I would have seen her leave Scientology, I would have been
released, because Birgitta was supressive, she was like a spinster,
like a dark claud on a lovely day.
My first encounter with Birgitta was in Nordland Hotel, when another
girl and I cheerfully and in a voluntary race cleaned windows in a
dorm. Birgitta barged in and ordered me to not be cheerful. I had done
nothing wrong, I respected other peoples' rights, I never conspired
against anybody, I had not committed any criminal acts, I gave it all
I had to build a better world, it was easy for me to be cheerful, but
she just could not stand it for me to be happy. She tried to make a
funeral parlor out of Scientology. I was (and still are) a
Scientologist in L. Ron Hubbard's sense, Birgitta was not. Everything
about her breathed that she was not a Scientologist. She sneaked her
way in the orgs, swindled her way on staff, into a Sea Org uniform to
destroy Scientology from the inside out, to deny good Scientologists
their rights, to make them unhappy, to make them leave their religion
behind. Bin Laden was also seen in American clothing. That does not
make him to an American, right? (Read also part 4)
Barbara Schwarz, Nov. 12, 2002